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Anonymous #1
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Hurting
#26564024 - 03/28/20 07:25 PM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Really feeling down today. And have had quite a few really low days recently.
I've been single for half a year now due to my career isolating me. Single and friendless. I am making very good money for once in my life and if I stay here for another few years I can go back to a city and open a business. I was very poor and almost homeless all my adult life.
I feel very.... Very... Down. I feel like if it gets worse than this I might even consider suicide. I can survive how I feel right now. It's really fucking bad. But it's survivable since time is linear and seconds must pass regardless of how I feel.
I uhh just wanted to say I'm awkward and shit now when I see someone once in a blue moon. I can tell they think I'm weird. I just wanted to tell the world I am not weird. And I'm reliable. And helpful. And I could love you.
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Anonymous #2
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Just know you're not alone, man; there are a lot of people in the same boat. Try to make an active change for the better, whatever it is: cleaning the house, reading, just something to keep your mind busy. Do you have any hobbies? Hobbies can be a LIFE SAVER, man. I also read that you're interested in opening a business. That's great! Keep that in your mind as something to work to, something to look forward to. And try to reach out to people more; if you find a new hobby, you can make friends with people who are into that hobby.
Meditation is great for depression and anxiety.
Shit can seem dark sometimes but always know that it's temporary and things will eventually get better.
Keep your head up man.
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Anonymous #3
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im pretty dum and weird to and i think abt killing myself alot.. almost did 2 times.. i told my friend and he said if i kill my self im gone so i wont feel any thing but he would and he wont kno how to go on knowing i did it.. it was a lot more than that but thats the short story.. i still think abt it alot but every time i do he jus pops in my head and i cant do that to him
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Anonymous #4
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it is hard to kill yourself. Some methods work better then others.
If you are not trying to then I hope you feel better. Helping others often helps your own self esteem. Of course its hard to help others when you have to isolate the fuck out of yourself and sanitise the cats 18x a day.
But anyway, lots of people need toilet paper these days. Are you good with making pulp out of specific tree types? People really need to wipe their ass and since Trump is not giving the executive order to stop stores from selling more then 1 roll a day to 1 person its hard to come by. If you can learn this skill then you make good use of your time and help others also. A win win situation to boost your self esteem and stay occupied.
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