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#26558008 - 03/25/20 10:38 PM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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It feels like the beginning of a trip or the come up(it has been like 4+ years since I last tripped). I cant tell. I dont know how to describe it. It feels like I'm about to be assimilated any second. Sick mixed with nostalgia? I cant put my finger on it and am a little bothered and just wanted to talk to somebody as I dont have anyone to talk to at the moment...
Edit: I was going to post in the wellbeing forum but I dont think I'm sick. I really dont know what to think. I'm not depressed (relatively speaking) I'm not seeing/believing stuff. I just feel....weird.
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ya man. There is a lot of panic and fear out there. We are in uncertain times. A seismic shift. But after the dust settles a lot of good is going to come out of it.
Working less and learning to stay at home is probably the best thing that could happen for climate change. It's like the end of the 80's and the yuppie excess. Time is like a pendulum. It swings too far one and then back to far the other way, but it will come back in time.
Stay safe. Try to help those around you. Do what you can.
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Yeah and that's the thing. I'm not concerned one bit about this virus I'm not stressed at all actually. It was a beautiful day and I had a nice walk. It is very strange. I have lost everything I have loved in this life and yet this still has nothing to do with it... I wish I could properly describe how I feel.
The beginning of a mushroom trip is the closest I can come to. It's an amalgamation of strange feelings like nostalgia but out of nowhere. No triggers.
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I'm not sure....ask me again in about a week :/
Edit: and thanks for responding. It helps to talk for some reason. And you guys stay safe as well.
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It's like a collective fear though. If you subscribe to the all "we are all one" philosphophy, it's like knowing that many voices are crying out in terror.
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Sounds like your having a sober psychedelic experience also called a mystical experience.
Very cool
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Probs Like a detox?... ur bod is purging shit idk... I luv u tho! 
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@Arab that actually makes sense.
@logic I was hoping you would stop by. I'm interested on your take on it for sure. I just wish I could describe it better.
It started a few days ago. Randomly I will get a nosstalgic(?) Feeling. And tonight it's more than that feeling. Also, I have not been hungry AT ALL for the past like 3 days straight. When I eat anything my body does not want it(but physically I still feel fine and my weight is still stable):/ I dont know what is happening...
Edit: @zZz I have not drank(maybe 2-4 times this year and not much) or done anything toxic besides light weed use this whole year so far... love you too man <3
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shit is crazy right now
if you don't feel that, what the heck dude
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I do feel it. But this is different. It is actually making me upset that I cant put it into words
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Can u put it into a verse?...
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Anyhow I think u pretty much said it already I mean I understood u pretty clearly...
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: zZZz] 2
#26558117 - 03/25/20 11:50 PM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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I'll..... try?
There once was a guy Who felt weird inside Just to be clear Its not out of fear I just wish someone would reply.
Thank you.
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Blessed be your own sword made of fire, or is it earth, or lava, or water?
Maybe it's just a sword of the wind!
In this time find your sword and don't be so quick to kill!
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It could also be some kind of psychedelic flashback experience. Have u ever had one before? If so, is it similar or different?
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Fiery]
#26558137 - 03/26/20 12:14 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
spirit_shadow said: I do feel it. But this is different. It is actually making me upset that I cant put it into words 
i was more replying to the people who are trying to explain it... i don't think it needs any explanation
if others aren't feeling it also, i'm saying what the heck dudes?
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It's like a vision into the mist, for the island under the waterfalling island, levitating and seeing a new sun and moon over mars, gleaming sideways, as the sun sets in opposite duration.
No way I can figure out how to open up lines that fast to the outer space! But here on the moon I feel like I am just sitting next to anyone, even an enemy. And I am sitting here so able to jump from place to place so fast but what is closer is a tree!
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Fiery] 1
#26558162 - 03/26/20 12:38 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Fiery said: It's like a vision into the mist, for the island under the waterfalling island, levitating and seeing a new sun and moon over mars, gleaming sideways, as the sun sets in opposite duration.
No way I can figure out how to open up lines that fast to the outer space! But here on the moon I feel like I am just sitting next to anyone, even an enemy. And I am sitting here so able to jump from place to place so fast but what is closer is a tree!
It's almost like a trance. I have been sitting here with my unsmoked packed bowl and kinda just came back to reality. I feel so out of it, I'm not sure if I should sleep or just keep sitting here...
Edit: @logic I'm not sure. I think I've had flashbacks but they would be more visual. This thing I'm trying to describe is a feeling. Almost like a dream. It feels like I could just fade away any moment.
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GO the the spirit world my friend now. DOn't linger or look place you are not supposed to .
GO GO !
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Fiery]
#26558180 - 03/26/20 12:50 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Honestly I'm wondering if that is what I need. The best way I can describe myself is: unsure.
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Don't need anything, and that which you need will manifest to you.
It's the old proverb of some wise man who said be needy and wise.
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Fiery]
#26558191 - 03/26/20 01:05 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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I'm only needy for water air and shelter at the moment. I think I'm just going to try to lay down and see what happens. Thanks for talking everyone. I'll see how I feel tomorrow.
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Keep us posted. And keep a journal if u can, to reflect on later
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Take care of your needs I want to drink muddy water for a while
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feeling of suspense but not of fear. Expecting for something uncertain. Unsure Whether if something missing but not of lacking. Caugth in between mixed feelings. like Longing but being grateful despite.
Comeup is most one hella complex & ineffable, as we melt into the experience.
im pretty sure fellows alike is starting to touch the surface.
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I just feel my fingers and attack the demons upon me, kids die every day but the mentality
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Fiery] 1
#26558280 - 03/26/20 03:06 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Ice age, heat wave, can't complain If the world's at large, why should I remain? Walked away to another planet Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand I move on to another day To a whole new town with a whole new way Went to the porch to have a thought Got to the door and, again, I couldn't stop You don't know where and you don't know when But you still got your words and you got your friends Walk along to another day Work a little harder work another way Well uh-uh, baby, I ain't got no plan Well I float on, maybe would you understand? Gonna float on, maybe would you understand? Well I float on, maybe would you understand?
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Salomon]
#26558283 - 03/26/20 03:12 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Salomon said: Ice age, heat wave, can't complain If the world's at large, why should I remain? Walked away to another planet Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand I move on to another day To a whole new town with a whole new way Went to the porch to have a thought Got to the door and, again, I couldn't stop You don't know where and you don't know when But you still got your words and you got your friends Walk along to another day Work a little harder work another way Well uh-uh, baby, I ain't got no plan Well I float on, maybe would you understand? Gonna float on, maybe would you understand? Well I float on, maybe would you understand?
Cold fire, the next mire.
And understanding the master plan,
the verbatum, the rolled out truth
and dip into death to prove it.
It's no case of murder if you never did the crime.
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Salomon]
#26558313 - 03/26/20 03:33 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Alone together, Earth's on fire. Every leader lies to the followers. Gotta keep sane, fight through the pain. Working on thin ice, chasing the train. Feeding the family, protect my veins. Live tomorrow, but die today. Something doesn't feel right, maybe I lost my way? Imaginary problems, keep pushing them all away.
Screaming inside, smile maintained. Stress is a concept when I choose not to complain. Locked up mind, open heart to sail the ship to save. Tight rope tip toe , power lines fall yet again. Hand me a pick are, I can dig it.
Ticking clock, beating sweat. Migraine, normal days. Air is poison, cough to stay awake Dreams keep calling, voicemail full anyway.
Is there real left? Who am I to say?
. madness sadness, seek to wire your brain.
Closed eyes, but I see everything.
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Salomon]
#26558316 - 03/26/20 03:37 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Well you killed me on that I'm like the bat, the virus of death be blessed, as the hold dies the butterflies fill the chamber.
And I was just running for my life
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#26558317 - 03/26/20 03:39 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Sounds kinda like when I’d have flashbacks, not sure what mushroom flashbacks feel like but I’d have cid flashbacks for years. Sometimes even good visuals. Mostly that come up feeling and maybe a little dialation
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Salomon]
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Salomon said: Alone together, Earth's on fire. Every leader lies to the followers. Gotta keep sane, fight through the pain. Working on thin ice, chasing the train. Feeding the family, protect my veins. Live tomorrow, but die today. Something doesn't feel right, maybe I lost my way? Imaginary problems, keep pushing them all away.
Screaming inside, smile maintained. Stress is a concept when I choose not to complain. Locked up mind, open heart to sail the ship to save. Tight rope tip toe , power lines fall yet again. Hand me a pick are, I can dig it.
Ticking clock, beating sweat. Migraine, normal days. Air is poison, cough to stay awake Dreams keep calling, voicemail full anyway.
Is there real left? Who am I to say?
. madness sadness, seek to wire your brain.
Closed eyes, but I see everything.
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Fiery]
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: D3_Myc]
#26558332 - 03/26/20 04:15 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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When u say a little dilation, do u mean eye or time?
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Eye, been a few years since that’s happened. Most my heavy lsd use was in the 90s. Now that I’m old I just notice slight visual distortion.
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: D3_Myc] 2
#26558752 - 03/26/20 09:49 AM (3 years, 9 months ago) |
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Ok so I just woke up. That was very interesting. When I laid down I turned off all sources of light. There was time dilation before I laid down btw. Anyway the best way I can describe it is my mind felt bigger. Normally when I go to sleep and shut my eyes it's just black but only enough black that you know it's just your eye lids. Well last night that black area was massive. Like way bigger than normal. And on my way to sleep I kept seeing things. I dont really remember what. I remember car headlights. (I dont see vivid stuff like that in my mind without thinking it myself).
As for now I'm not feeling it so much asfeelong extremely tired. We will see how the day goes.
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Hey there! I bet some of your feeling the way you do is because of the shift in our reality due to this virus thing. Conscious or not it has a mental effect on us all. Glad you at least got good sleep. That is a MAJOR thing.
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Thank you. It really did creep me out and I really am grateful for you guys talking to me
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Sorry I just experienced something so have to post it here. I just turned off all lights to try to sleep. I'm laying here and all of an sudden I get a taste of nastolgia. A literal TASTE. It tastes like a time when I was younger, when my dad was alive(when he first remarried)....what the fuck am I ok?
Edit: I even know the exact place and time it took me to. Aslo day 3 and my body is still rejecting food but weight is still stable and I feel fine relatively speaking...
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Sounds like fun! Go with it bud.
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Idk what it sounds or feels like. I feel like past few days have just been in a dream.
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Just say this to yourself in the mirror:
"fuck it"
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Hahaha I feel better now. Seriously. A father figure I had a long time ago that died always told me that.
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A flashback to the past. Interesting. 
Ive been feeling weird the last few hours, like really irritated for some reason, like Im just gonna SNAP! Not sure why I feel so irritated.....
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Sometimes thats all you need to hear. or say to yourself
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