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I feel weird... 2
#26558008 - 03/25/20 10:38 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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It feels like the beginning of a trip or the come up(it has been like 4+ years since I last tripped). I cant tell. I dont know how to describe it. It feels like I'm about to be assimilated any second. Sick mixed with nostalgia? I cant put my finger on it and am a little bothered and just wanted to talk to somebody as I dont have anyone to talk to at the moment...
Edit: I was going to post in the wellbeing forum but I dont think I'm sick. I really dont know what to think. I'm not depressed (relatively speaking) I'm not seeing/believing stuff. I just feel....weird.
Edited by spirit_shadow (03/25/20 10:43 PM)
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ya man. There is a lot of panic and fear out there. We are in uncertain times. A seismic shift. But after the dust settles a lot of good is going to come out of it.
Working less and learning to stay at home is probably the best thing that could happen for climate change. It's like the end of the 80's and the yuppie excess. Time is like a pendulum. It swings too far one and then back to far the other way, but it will come back in time.
Stay safe. Try to help those around you. Do what you can.
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Yeah and that's the thing. I'm not concerned one bit about this virus I'm not stressed at all actually. It was a beautiful day and I had a nice walk. It is very strange. I have lost everything I have loved in this life and yet this still has nothing to do with it... I wish I could properly describe how I feel.
The beginning of a mushroom trip is the closest I can come to. It's an amalgamation of strange feelings like nostalgia but out of nowhere. No triggers.
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I'm not sure....ask me again in about a week :/
Edit: and thanks for responding. It helps to talk for some reason. And you guys stay safe as well.
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Ahab McBathsalts
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It's like a collective fear though. If you subscribe to the all "we are all one" philosphophy, it's like knowing that many voices are crying out in terror.
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Sounds like your having a sober psychedelic experience also called a mystical experience.
Very cool
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Probs Like a detox?... ur bod is purging shit idk... I luv u tho! 
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@Arab that actually makes sense.
@logic I was hoping you would stop by. I'm interested on your take on it for sure. I just wish I could describe it better.
It started a few days ago. Randomly I will get a nosstalgic(?) Feeling. And tonight it's more than that feeling. Also, I have not been hungry AT ALL for the past like 3 days straight. When I eat anything my body does not want it(but physically I still feel fine and my weight is still stable):/ I dont know what is happening...
Edit: @zZz I have not drank(maybe 2-4 times this year and not much) or done anything toxic besides light weed use this whole year so far... love you too man <3
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shit is crazy right now
if you don't feel that, what the heck dude
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I do feel it. But this is different. It is actually making me upset that I cant put it into words
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Can u put it into a verse?...
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zZZz
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Anyhow I think u pretty much said it already I mean I understood u pretty clearly...
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: zZZz] 2
#26558117 - 03/25/20 11:50 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'll..... try?
There once was a guy Who felt weird inside Just to be clear Its not out of fear I just wish someone would reply.
Thank you.
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Blessed be your own sword made of fire, or is it earth, or lava, or water?
Maybe it's just a sword of the wind!
In this time find your sword and don't be so quick to kill!
And because earth is good!
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It could also be some kind of psychedelic flashback experience. Have u ever had one before? If so, is it similar or different?
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Fiery]
#26558137 - 03/26/20 12:14 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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pixelpopper
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Quote:
spirit_shadow said: I do feel it. But this is different. It is actually making me upset that I cant put it into words 
i was more replying to the people who are trying to explain it... i don't think it needs any explanation
if others aren't feeling it also, i'm saying what the heck dudes?
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It's like a vision into the mist, for the island under the waterfalling island, levitating and seeing a new sun and moon over mars, gleaming sideways, as the sun sets in opposite duration.
No way I can figure out how to open up lines that fast to the outer space! But here on the moon I feel like I am just sitting next to anyone, even an enemy. And I am sitting here so able to jump from place to place so fast but what is closer is a tree!
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Re: I feel weird... [Re: Fiery] 1
#26558162 - 03/26/20 12:38 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Fiery said: It's like a vision into the mist, for the island under the waterfalling island, levitating and seeing a new sun and moon over mars, gleaming sideways, as the sun sets in opposite duration.
No way I can figure out how to open up lines that fast to the outer space! But here on the moon I feel like I am just sitting next to anyone, even an enemy. And I am sitting here so able to jump from place to place so fast but what is closer is a tree!
It's almost like a trance. I have been sitting here with my unsmoked packed bowl and kinda just came back to reality. I feel so out of it, I'm not sure if I should sleep or just keep sitting here...
Edit: @logic I'm not sure. I think I've had flashbacks but they would be more visual. This thing I'm trying to describe is a feeling. Almost like a dream. It feels like I could just fade away any moment.
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Edited by spirit_shadow (03/26/20 12:44 AM)
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