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Antigov



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My disturbing message
#26551610 - 03/22/20 07:15 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Last night the wife suggested we trip to see if we can get some clarity in theses uncertain times. We both did 2.5 grams of PE tea. Due to the anxiety I have had lately, the come up was pretty harsh. During this, I did some controlled breathing exercises and I meditate. There is a small fan running in the bedroom and I tried to match my thoughts with the buzz of the fan. It sounds crazy but it was like tuning in an AM late at night. When I felt like I was on the right frequency, I asked the universe what was the purpose of this and life right now.
Well the answer I got was very unexpected. I heard a female voice. It sounded female but it did not feel human. The response was, “ I hesitate to give you the answer at this time”. I had a feeling this was an entity I needed not to communicate with. I didn’t feel any malevolent intent towards me, but the entity wasnt good either. The message felt very cold. The feeling I get is I’m not ready or I wouldn’t be able to comprehend the answer. It seemed so real that I’m a little freak out. I’m to the point that I’m going to stop tripping, at least for now. Thanking you for reading and good luck.
Edited by Antigov (03/22/20 07:33 PM)
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: Antigov] 1
#26551634 - 03/22/20 07:29 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Interesting, looking at it objectively. Even if it sounded cold, the entity could have actually been a positive entity. If I yelled at you one day in a harsh tone because I was in a bad mood doesn't mean I'm negative as a whole. Just that I was in a bad mood for example, but even if it was negative as a whole maybe the experience can still be seen as positive. I think maybe it just came across as negative. Sorta like humans can sometimes.
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: zacho559] 2
#26551658 - 03/22/20 07:44 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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The truth can be terrifyingly true
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Antigov



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Re: My disturbing message [Re: zacho559]
#26551661 - 03/22/20 07:46 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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You might be right, because I’m not in a right frame of mind right now and it seems like it’s panic all round me.
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: Antigov]
#26551696 - 03/22/20 08:07 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Your ok man.
I think it’s a good idea to not trip for awhile. Those kinda shake you up trips are usually a good time to pause and reflect on your life.
Life is trippy enough right now without the drugs anyway. It seems like everybody on the planet is on a bad trip at the same time. Relax, just go with it. Don’t panic!!!!!!!!
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Shr00mEater said: Your ok man.
I think it’s a good idea to not trip for awhile. Those kinda shake you up trips are usually a good time to pause and reflect on your life.
Life is trippy enough right now without the drugs anyway. It seems like everybody on the planet is on a bad trip at the same time. Relax, just go with it. Don’t panic!!!!!!!! 
Lmao! This is why I put the mushrooms down for a little bit as well. I'm waiting for this to pass. Too much going on. So many people are getting laid off. My jobs extremely slow because we have no work due to all of this - and my investments are losing thousands at the moment - so definitely not in the right mind to dive into that.
The world is legitimate a full on trip at the moment. And I'm completley fine with being level headed as it gets during this period. But.. when the nice weather comes and we're passed all of this(I hope)... its.....
Edited by Vibe_Enthusiast (03/22/20 08:20 PM)
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: Antigov] 1
#26551941 - 03/22/20 10:08 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Antigov said: I asked the universe what was the purpose of this and life right now.
Sorry, but you never get answers to questions like that.
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: PrimalSoup] 2
#26552254 - 03/23/20 02:48 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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i'm afraid that life is like a classroom - you're constantly being taught things, if you are willing to pay attention. if not... let's just say that life is a teacher, and it has myriad ways of catching your attention, and not all of them are pleasant, just as any unruly student who refuses to sit still and devote themselves to learning can attest.
life is a patient and forgiving teacher, but it is not without it's limits. let's just say that humanity as a whole has been ignoring a lot of lessons on making sure everyone is able to live a life without worrying about poverty, about living in harmony with nature instead of raping it, and about learning to love each other instead of tearing each other down, among others. now comes a harsher way of sinking the lesson home, as the gentler methods have not worked. we will be stronger in the end for it, but oh, how we should have paid better attention in class!
does this mean that the people who did actually listen to these lessons will survive, while the wicked will suffer? i'm afraid not. some of the good will suffer, and some of the bad will thrive, and people will wonder why such things happen. this too, is a lesson to be learned for some, as well as a thorn to spur others to greatness at such injustice.
if it's some small comfort, those good people will go on to be reborn to new lives, new "classes" and "lessons" to be learned, if you will, and because they learned well in this life, will likely thrive and do well in their next, while the wicked ones who unfairly thrived in this life will likely find that saying "be careful what you wish for, you may just get it" to be all too true, in the worst of senses. because they learned their lessons poorly, they will not know the true desires of their heart, and find no peace in their next life or afterlife, even if they retain the memories of this one.
scant comfort, i know, to us who are left behind. but it's something, i guess.
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: Psion]
#26552261 - 03/23/20 02:59 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Psion said: i'm afraid that life is like a classroom - you're constantly being taught things, if you are willing to pay attention. if not... let's just say that life is a teacher, and it has myriad ways of catching your attention, and not all of them are pleasant, just as any unruly student who refuses to sit still and devote themselves to learning can attest.
life is a patient and forgiving teacher, but it is not without it's limits. let's just say that humanity as a whole has been ignoring a lot of lessons on making sure everyone is able to live a life without worrying about poverty, about living in harmony with nature instead of raping it, and about learning to love each other instead of tearing each other down, among others. now comes a harsher way of sinking the lesson home, as the gentler methods have not worked. we will be stronger in the end for it, but oh, how we should have paid better attention in class!
does this mean that the people who did actually listen to these lessons will survive, while the wicked will suffer? i'm afraid not. some of the good will suffer, and some of the bad will thrive, and people will wonder why such things happen. this too, is a lesson to be learned for some, as well as a thorn to spur others to greatness at such injustice.
if it's some small comfort, those good people will go on to be reborn to new lives, new "classes" and "lessons" to be learned, if you will, and because they learned well in this life, will likely thrive and do well in their next, while the wicked ones who unfairly thrived in this life will likely find that saying "be careful what you wish for, you may just get it" to be all too true, in the worst of senses. because they learned their lessons poorly, they will not know the true desires of their heart, and find no peace in their next life or afterlife, even if they retain the memories of this one.
scant comfort, i know, to us who are left behind. but it's something, i guess.
Thanks for reflecting self.
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: Antigov]
#26552264 - 03/23/20 03:00 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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mushrooms seem to go dark, try some acid not too higher dose and put on some good music
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: myrealname] 2
#26552297 - 03/23/20 04:07 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I tripped last weekend and this whole sky is falling coronavirus thing definitely tried to eat my mind as well. Had to relax and just let it all wash over me. I then watched scary films, really fell into the darkness, let myself be covered and swallowed by it. No fighting. Just accept what was thrown at me for what it was. It was cathartic and cleansing. Fear is an enemy that you cannot fight, only one you can accept. "I am Jaguar Paw, this is my forest, I am not afraid."
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: Northerner]
#26552409 - 03/23/20 05:53 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Fear doesn't exist if you accept it. Fear is a weird thing when you really think about it. But I guess thats with any emotion.
Edited by Vibe_Enthusiast (03/23/20 05:54 AM)
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: PrimalSoup]
#26553104 - 03/23/20 01:11 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Antigov said: ...There is a small fan running in the bedroom and I tried to match my thoughts with the buzz of the fan. It sounds crazy but it was like tuning in an AM late at night. When I felt like I was on the right frequency, I asked the universe what was the purpose of this and life right now.
Well the answer I got was very unexpected. I heard a female voice. It sounded female but it did not feel human. The response was, “ I hesitate to give you the answer at this time”.....
So let me get this straight...
...you "matched your thoughts with a fan", you "tuned into" the buzz/frequency/sound that a fan was making, and a non-humanoid entity was communicating to you through the frequency/buzz of the fan?

I wouldn't be all that worried or concerned or take the experience all that seriously lol....just because you think or feel like something is happening, like an entity communicating to you because you "matched your thoughts with a fan" and "tuned into the frequency of a fan", doesn't mean it's actually happening.
Folks should hold onto a lot of doubt and question their own thoughts/experiences from psychedelics. I mean I have certainly experienced some wild & bizarre stuff while on psychedelics, but I also am super skeptical and hold into a lot of doubt and try to analyze things from different perspectives before I go fully believing something, even something I experienced myself......
....Some peoples minds will make up some random & wild stuff while high on psychedelics, not everything that happens while tripping is true/real.
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Antigov said: I asked the universe what was the purpose of this and life right now.
Sorry, but you never get answers to questions like that. 

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Re: My disturbing message [Re: Psion]
#26553144 - 03/23/20 01:38 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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You said it much more eloquently than I’m capable of, Psion! In my words, I think the world has had enough. We haven’t listened to the many lessons, and now here we are. I believe the mushrooms are still trying to help, but they can’t tell us that half the world’s population is going to die to save the planet.
Up until yesterday, I was convinced this was all about global control, since social media took away the control offered by religion and government. Crisis, chaos and confusion generally precedes sweeping political change, so when the health aspects (hopefully) die down, let’s see what Covid-19 has paved the way for......
But within 24 hours I’m no longer sure. The UK has been advised about 2m separation, only going out for essential business, schools closed etc. But we have MUPPETS panic buying, supermarkets are empty, and we have gangs of schoolchildren now roaming the streets. We’re expecting “an announcement” from the prime minister later tonight. All of a sudden, I feel threatened, not just by the health aspects (I am high risk, have been told if I don’t go to work I won’t get paid, and if I do catch it, could quite easily die.....); I think we’re in the brink of something BIG.
Global flood from 12000 years ago spring to mind? Maybe this is the 21st century version of a global extinction event. Sorry for the doom and gloom, but all this hype eventually gets to you. If only we could all have been sensible from day 1, it may not be anywhere near as threatening. But it has clearly shown humanity is not fit to ruin this planet any longer.....
Take care all, and stay safe DJ Ed
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: Antigov] 1
#26553202 - 03/23/20 02:14 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Mushrooms are strong emotional amplifiers and they invoke mental states that seem to (or do) possess a sort of hyper-reality. Ie., "more real than real."
It's no surprise at all that these experiences get etched deep, and they take on the aspect of revealed truth for many people.
But just like any other experience or "truth" you really need to examine such revelations closely in ordinary sober reality and see how it holds up.
That's why one of my cardinal rules is "never make important decisions while shroomed." And that includes "OMG humans are not ready for this - I'm never tripping again - and I will destroy all my stash and cultures". 
Visit the realm, enjoy, learn, then consider, discuss, evaluate, and finally accept what holds up over time. As it turns out there's a tremendous amount there, but sorting through the chaff and self-delusion isn't always straightforward.
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Edited by PrimalSoup (03/23/20 02:28 PM)
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: PrimalSoup]
#26553323 - 03/23/20 03:32 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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"never make important decisions while shroomed."
Absolutely. The best advice ever, closely followed by “do not panic”.
Update to my doom and gloom post above; UK just gone into lockdown....... [on a selfish note, might now eventually get sent home (300 miles) from work, meaning I can care for my second flush which is in full swing ]
Edited by DJ Ed (03/23/20 03:33 PM)
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: DJ Ed] 2
#26554232 - 03/24/20 12:10 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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do not get me wrong. humanity is not some "parasite" that must be "cleansed" from the earth to save it. we are a part of the all made one, an enormous part of it, even though, paradoxally, we are but a tiniest fraction of the enormous whole of the multiverse. due to our ability of self-reflection and spiritual growth, our creativity, we are major players, just as all sentient beings are, even though we are but children compared to some of the beings out there.
it's like the story of the garden of eden really - we were warned that we could eat from anything except from the fruit of the tree of knowledge, because if we did, we would "surely perish". yet the serpent told us that we would gain knowledge if we did. both were true, and for disobeying god, we died. yet, why would god even create such a temptation in the first place? it's akin to leaving electrical sockets without covers near a toddler and leaving silverware nearby and telling them not to stick them inside, if you really didn't want them to do so.
the real reason? god warned us that we would perish, yes - but death is only part of a cycle, to rebirth, to a new chapter of ourselves, to further growth. remember, according to the story, god created us, which means we are the children of god. now, according to how things normally work, when a tiger has babies, it has baby tigers. when a god has babies, it should theoretically have... baby gods. each of us is a divinity, waiting to reach its potential. it may take eons, many cycles of life and death, of lessons to be learned, but eventually, each of us will go on to create our own worlds, our own stories, and further the myriad wonders of creation. we are each of us an artist, waiting to create our own stories.
that is why art stirs our souls. it speaks to us of distant worlds and universes, whether it be from stories, of harmonies, of the ebb and flow of a dance or the form of a sculpture. it is a communication from one part of the multiverse to the other, one hearts story resonating with yours.
so do not fear. the earth is not trying to destroy all of humanity because we are a cancer upon the earth. this may be a harsh lesson, but a lesson cannot be learned is no one is left alive to remember it. humanity is slowly climbing toward greatness, even if it sometimes feels like its tumbling backward to rock bottom.
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: Psion]
#26554795 - 03/24/20 09:41 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Feeling more optimistic today. Apparently, satellite images of the pollution over China compared between 2019 and the first part of 2020 are chalk and cheese. This year there is no pollution! And fish are returning to previously busy shipping lanes....
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Re: My disturbing message [Re: PrimalSoup]
#26562225 - 03/27/20 10:17 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Lol. I actually considered destroying my equipment as well the 2nd time I tripped. I woke up the next day and I couldn't stop laughing about it
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Don't do it.
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