In Islam you're not supposed to marry multiple women for no good reason.
Well one woman awakened a higher calling in me and I feel like it would be weak of me to give up on her over any slight difficulty.
However another woman has started showing some level of interest in me... then we got to voice talking and my entire perception of her changed immediately.
I went from viewing her as this distant, regal woman who I should be reciprocal in my distance with.. to just like, "fuck..." why does she have to appear the same time as the other woman? This second woman, hearing her talk provided me so much comfort and relief to know I can relate on that level to a woman. I didn't know this was possible for me.
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