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watermelon mon
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Paranoid thoughts 1
#26547851 - 03/21/20 12:06 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Not about what's going on in the world
More about people in my area
I feel like everything clicked
What do you do , when you have paranoid thoughts ?
I like working 17 hours straight
Edited by watermelon mon (03/21/20 12:30 AM)
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Larabar
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I drink. A lot. And then, when I decide to stop, I ween myself down just enough so that I won't seize. Then I go through withdrawal, and have even more terrifyingly paranoid thoughts and sometimes even hallucinations if I do it right. That lasts about three days. Then, once the terror has stopped, I can relax, because even though I'm still paranoid, I'm not THAT paranoid.
Then, I wait for the paranoia to grow, and repeat the process almost instinctively.
It's really quite a surefire system for achieving a total relaxed state of not giving a shit about that which makes you paranoid, even if it's only for a few days every week or so.
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CatsLoveHouseMusic
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Re: Paranoid thoughts [Re: Larabar]
#26548048 - 03/21/20 03:22 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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That broke my heart reading that. I had trouble with opiates for awhile, so I understand how that goes. What makes you repeat the cycle?
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PumpJackTeX
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Quote:
watermelon mon said: Not about what's going on in the world
More about people in my area
I feel like everything clicked
What do you do , when you have paranoid thoughts ?
I like working 17 hours straight
Sounds like your developing psychosis tendencies due to lack of sleep.
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pslyke
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Weed break?
Weed often makes paranoid thoughts worse.
-------------------- "What appears impenetrable to us does exist, manifesting itself in the deepest wisdom and the most radiant beauty" Einstein "The conservatives of 70 years ago would be outraged at what has come to pass. It embodies everything they took up arms for to defeat"Asante
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Re: Paranoid thoughts [Re: pslyke] 1
#26548350 - 03/21/20 08:28 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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pslyke said: Weed break?
Weed often makes paranoid thoughts worse.
Yea I think weed and psychedelics have this ability to make you notice things you usually wouldn't and recognize patterns everywhere, when looking at things from a different perspective
Usually that's awesome and boosts creativity and problem solving. Sometimes it's not and leads to you thinking the amazon van across the street is the DEA coming for you after those PE grow pics you posted on shroomery 
Sleep, meditation/deep breathing and exercise usually help me a bunch when my minds getting a little wonky
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watermelon mon
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Re: Paranoid thoughts [Re: feevers]
#26548823 - 03/21/20 12:26 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Nope for me weed helps
Alcohol makes me paranoid with delusions
If I start drinking I feel like there's a plot against me. Weed not at all.
What I mean is, people in my area found out who I am on here. They gave me trouble for it.
Edited by watermelon mon (03/21/20 12:35 PM)
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psi
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Yeah that sounds shitty.
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psi
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Re: Paranoid thoughts [Re: psi]
#26548859 - 03/21/20 12:46 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Fuck those people though.
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