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Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329
#26538305 - 03/16/20 10:11 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329
Hello all. It's that time of the week again where I succumb and suffer for 3- 9 hours, nearly catatonic, well not really.... but all I can do is hide with my cat under my duvets and blankets...
Shit is nasty, feels like I need to climb the walls, like roof is falling down on me, like boiling water spilled onto my hands like skin is being pulled off my body.
Shit usually last few hours at least. Then I feel ok all of a sudden and I get a spike of adrenaline which makes me high for about an hour.
Need your prayers dudes, shit is out of hand. I'm already on anti psychotics but that only helps a little. I get 3 mg of lorazepam in 3 doses a week which means I suffer 4 days a week. Th only other thing that helps is not sleeping- which wears out my mind and kills anxiety.
Send em good vibes this way.
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Re: Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329 [Re: Anonymous #1]
#26538327 - 03/16/20 10:25 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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15 years ago, when it started, I called paramedics and they told me to drink a little, and that helps a bit
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Re: Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329 [Re: Anonymous #1]
#26538332 - 03/16/20 10:33 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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4:30 pm Anxiety level moderate- 3 out of 10
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lighthouse09
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Re: Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329 [Re: Anonymous #1]
#26538362 - 03/16/20 10:50 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear that man i have family with problems similar and know how hard it is to handle some times. The only thing i onow that helps is meds maybe if possible try to get on another medication there are a bunch these days and some definately work but you each person is different and you have to find one thats good for you. Just hang in there man theae things take time to fix and drinking can help but dont let it get out of control even once. It leads to thkngs getting worse for sure i once got woken up by an ex holdung a knife over me with cuts on her arms pissed thati wasnt hanging out with her but it was fucking 4 am on a tuesday and i had work in 2 hours... Man the shit i have seen. Ibknowits hard for you but also its hard on family and freinds around you too so stick together family helps alot.
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Re: Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329 [Re: lighthouse09]
#26538391 - 03/16/20 11:13 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Thanx for kind words bro
5 years ago, before they made etizolam illegal, things were manageable...
Edited by Anonymous (03/16/20 02:23 PM)
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Re: Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329 [Re: Anonymous #1]
#26538714 - 03/16/20 02:23 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Well I've been to hell and back once again.
3pm till 8pm
Severity... 6 out of 10
Glad I came out once again, hope to stay awake tonight so it doesn't happen again tomorrow
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Re: Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329 [Re: Anonymous #1]
#26539003 - 03/16/20 04:22 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Talk to your doctors about switching to something longer lasting like klonopin (clonazepam). Half life should last long enough that 3 days a week dosing will work better.
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Re: Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329 [Re: mndfreeze]
#26539033 - 03/16/20 04:40 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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I tried klonopin but it didn't work for me :/
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Re: Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329 [Re: Anonymous #1]
#26564625 - 03/29/20 07:03 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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P episode no. 331
Its 2pm and I can feel onset of anxiety already
It hasn't developed into anxiety attack yet but its heading that way. I have no more lorazepam, taken last one yesterday, getting more script on Wednesday.
Just had warm milk with manuka honey, hopefully its gonna be alright
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Re: Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329 [Re: Anonymous #1]
#26567186 - 03/30/20 12:36 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Yesterdays anxiety was relatively mild
Today its mild too, maybe 2/10 on schizophrenia scale
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Re: Coming to u live from my basement. A psychotic episode no.329 [Re: Anonymous #1]
#26576653 - 04/04/20 03:23 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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This week wasnt as bad as some
Got more lorazepam on Wednesday, so im sorted, for now
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