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Skizor1337
Trip King



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Solo Tripping After Long Relationship
#26527932 - 03/10/20 06:23 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sorry If I bring a little personal life into this but I am focused on the psych experience.
I have a jar with about 10Gs of mush from a little over a year ago. They were stored correctly etc... I took doses of around 2.5 and 3.5 since October and the trips were fun but they almost felt like they were OLD. I just had like a "smoking old weed" feel. That FRESH energy wasn't happening. I know its possible it could have been because of my mental state but I swear this has happened in the past with old mushrooms.
These past 6 months in my life have been a little sad because me and my GF who I still love broke up. I called it off due to us not connecting (we also tripped like 50 times and STILL couldn't connect) I was exhausted by the end of the 3 years.
SO! Back to something positive....
I have some new ones growing and am trying to get back into solo tripping again but obviously am nervous. I don't have much solo experience as I did back before we met. I also am thinking these new ones will have a fresher feeling to it. I guess I am kinda nervous about what will go through my mind because as always LIFE happens and I am obviously looking to move on.
I have had a lot of genuine people on here help me in the past and I always always appreciate every piece of advice given and also am genuinely glad I have a place to reach out as well
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footpath
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Re: Solo Tripping After Long Relationship [Re: Skizor1337]
#26528679 - 03/11/20 07:57 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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Depends on where you're at with the process of letting go, adapting to new routines, etc. I, personally, have historically been a total mess for a good 6 months after breakups - even mutual ones or those that I called the quits. I just don't adapt well with that kind of change in routine and I don't fall out of love... I can pretty confidently say I'm still in love with aspects of every serious relationship I've had. Anyway, when I would decide to trip in those messy times, it would just lead to a compounding sadness and longing for what was lost. I would try too hard to use it as a tool for transitioning something that just needed to change slowly and incrementally with normal conscious adjustment. It was often a setback. However, sometime after I'd worked through it and changed my habits and mindset, I'd still have something lingering that needed to be addressed and put into a proper perspective to help me fully move on. This is when using psychedelics proved to again be effective.
So, personally, I'd take time to really assess how you're feeling and what part of the process it is you want to be using psychedelics for. They do have a nasty side if you try to use them for the wrong reasons.
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Shroomhunts
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Re: Solo Tripping After Long Relationship [Re: Skizor1337] 1
#26528694 - 03/11/20 08:09 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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I know the feels solo tripping after you lost someone, it can hurt but focus on the light at the end of the tunnel, things will get better for you and you will grow as a person. Don’t take psyches of you are feeling suicidal but in my experience they can help with depression. You can only get out what you put in so be sure your intentions are good going into it. Maybe try and connect with some friends or family during the trip and if they want to trip with you even better! One of the most healing places to trip can be out in nature on a perfect sunny day, I have had some of the best healing experiences in my life on mushrooms. And remember have fun! Nothing is better than being able to let go and just enjoy your existence, monks meditate for years to reach states of consciousness similar to the psychedelic state so don’t take it for granted!
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DemonSlaya
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Re: Solo Tripping After Long Relationship [Re: Shroomhunts]
#26529021 - 03/11/20 11:49 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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eat all dem shits mushrooms are the best way to break attachments to people that don't love you
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DJ Ed
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Re: Solo Tripping After Long Relationship [Re: Skizor1337]
#26529125 - 03/11/20 01:05 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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It’s time to move on, OP, seriously after 6 months. Stop punishing / torturing yourself. Take the mushrooms, and as people have said, enjoy the headspace. Get yourself some brand new music that you didn’t listen to with your ex.
Now tripping on your own; my wife was present (in the house somewhere) for years until I took the plunge last year. When that first come up started with waves of ever increasing intensity, I thought I’d made a mistake! So what do you do? Nothing you can do but accept it and crack on. I put the fire on, got my blanket wrapped round me (always a good strategy for anxiety), sat lotus position, and thought to myself, accept the fear. As soon as I did accept the fear, the trip turned into one of the most enjoyable and deep trips I have ever had.
These days I am disappointed if my wife is around, or comes home early! Seriously dude, get that first one out of the way and you’ll never look back.
Sending peace, love, and awesome vibes your way dude; you’re not on your own, we’re one big happy family here 👍🏻
❤️❤️❤️ DJ Ed
-------------------- “It’s like when you see a mountain lion,” he suggested. “If you run, it will chase you. So you must stand your ground.” Michael Pollan: How To Change Your Mind “The problem is not to find the answer, it’s to face the answer.” Terence McKenna

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