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facing infinity 2
#26517893 - 03/05/20 03:01 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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hi so this something that happened last night. i was lying down after an edible cannabis dose, and saw an infinity... but i just came close to it - there was a thick wooden wall, a door locked but the infinity behind was visible through the gaps. then i was asked by my some other self if i wanted to be this infinite, physically, i tasted it and felt it was too strong for me. my body wouldn't be able to take that. it would melt. and i didn't go further.
can't be too impatient and land myself in a bigger mess than this reality...
there's gotta be a way to bring that down in the body, but in my opinion it can't be psychedelics, that is too impermanent, always falling from the peak or rising to some peak. it has to be natural
unless you're on your death bed waiting to die, you wouldn't want to merge into the infinite, into the unknown, where there is a way in, but no sure way out. you leave in your subtle/soul body, your physical body goes to sleep in a trance, heart keeps beating like in a coma, but there is a link maintained up to a certain height, but the Sun is too bright there is an entry but no sure way back...
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Re: facing infinity [Re: banquet]
#26517901 - 03/05/20 03:16 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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some truths revealed to my soul:
"...mad hatters won't get anywhere.."
" ... peace, equality, surrender ... " - these are the prerequisites... then the full on shiva dance can come
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Re: facing infinity [Re: banquet]
#26517977 - 03/05/20 05:29 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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typical!
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Infinity is scary as fuck. I don't think people understand the concept of "forever".
Imagine living forever. That would suck too.
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Infinity is always there, it's your sense of self that's keeping 'you' seperate from 'everything'.
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Re: facing infinity [Re: HamHead]
#26518010 - 03/05/20 06:08 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Egos are a drug by themselves. That's like when people say "were nothing like animals, you don't see them using computers". And I sit there like what the actual fuck.
WE ARE ALL HERE. WE ARE ALL LIFE. WE ARE DOING THE SAME THING. THAT RANDOM FISH IN THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA IS DOING THE SAME AS US - SURVIVING
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I’d say humans are taking the whole “survival” thing a bit farther than most fish. We have nuclear weapons for self defense.
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Humans are very egocentric.
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desire - pulling - wanting - that will lead to all sorts of fatalities in higher or deeper spiritual transformation
that's why the initiates have a training which is of purification, sublimation, desire free or control over desires, ego free or ego turned into a servant of higher powers, equality, and all this in all parts of our being - physical, vital, mental, both inner physical, inner vital, inner mental.
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Shr00mEater said: I’d say humans are taking the whole “survival” thing a bit farther than most fish. We have nuclear weapons for self defense. 
Its because we have a different set of complex attributes that other living beings do not have. But in the end of game, it's all the same.
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InfiniteDreams said: Humans are very egocentric.
 And this is exactly it. We don't need nearly half of what we have.. but humans lose all sense of "purpose" if we arent creating and revolutionizing gahdamn absolutely fkn everything.
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Re: facing infinity [Re: banquet]
#26524645 - 03/08/20 09:15 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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banquet said: hi so this something that happened last night. i was lying down after an edible cannabis dose, and saw an infinity... but i just came close to it - there was a thick wooden wall, a door locked but the infinity behind was visible through the gaps. then i was asked by my some other self if i wanted to be this infinite, physically, i tasted it and felt it was too strong for me. my body wouldn't be able to take that. it would melt. and i didn't go further.
can't be too impatient and land myself in a bigger mess than this reality...
there's gotta be a way to bring that down in the body, but in my opinion it can't be psychedelics, that is too impermanent, always falling from the peak or rising to some peak. it has to be natural
unless you're on your death bed waiting to die, you wouldn't want to merge into the infinite, into the unknown, where there is a way in, but no sure way out. you leave in your subtle/soul body, your physical body goes to sleep in a trance, heart keeps beating like in a coma, but there is a link maintained up to a certain height, but the Sun is too bright there is an entry but no sure way back...
IME with mushrooms that's usually how those things went - "here it is, do you wanna go", and you don't. Opportunity wasted. Just go already. It's not what you think.
OTHO never get that much true psychedelia with weed.
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PrimalSoup said: OTHO never get that much true psychedelia with weed. 
I can also see visual distortions and other effects without any substance, this doesn't feel abnormal, but natural extension of my vision, and it is with intention that I can see these:
- I can see light sparks, like an asteroid shower... after about 10 - 30 mins of breathwork or some concentration/meditation.
- I can also at will see the whole vision breathing and moving in a very smooth wavy manner, when I get behind to the Silent Self, effects are amazing when in nature, looking at walls isn't fun
But the thing is that we need an infinite Purity, infinite Calm & Peace, infinite Surrender, not just in our heart and mind, but in our body and each cell to be able to hold the descent of Power, so that it can work and mutate this body and mind, into a higher version of Itself, so that we can transition to a higher mental species.
There is a point worth noticing, that currently we sit in our physical brain, but at some point in future we have to rise up to the higher mental plane permanently, there is also a permanent recession into inner being posible, which you call your Soul, that transformation is also pending.
It is like I read in a book where this guy who was diagnosed with "schizophrenia", when he said that I don't see things like normal people, for me the outside world appears like as if im watching out of a window or a lens but I myself feel like im sitting inside and in another time/space... this is just abnormal psychology but this experience is similar to the yogic experience of going inward into your subtle body or your Soul, Psychic Being. Again the important thing is purity, peace, calm, silence, aspiration, surrender, which alone can make it possible for someone to live in that state..., or else its a temporary and your are then neither fit for the surface world or the inner being. That's how people get stuck in these realms and they have no proper initiation or purity, and become possessed by other vital beings or forces that brings a seemingly permanent bad trip. But either way in this evolution we have to move into these hidden spaces of ourselves, and having faith and help from higher being can guide us through this temporary human phase.
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Re: facing infinity [Re: banquet]
#26524951 - 03/09/20 04:04 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Could you "see" the "infinity", OP? If so, what did it appear as for you at that particular moment? Neat post!
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Loaded Shaman said: Could you "see" the "infinity", OP? If so, what did it appear as for you at that particular moment? Neat post!
like my body was vibrating at a Very high frequency, and breaking into many cells, each conscious of itself and the whole, all the light and electricity, vivid colors, leading into the white light beyond,
so the intermediate region, where i was standing, was full of rainbow colors, vision was mental or a wider , higher , cosmic mind, being each thing , each light particle , so it is beyond thoughts, because you are just there, it is just Being, not thinking or feeling even, i keep saying the same thing, that the experience is of a subtle physical grade, so the substance is malleable, interpenetrating
beyond that was some Infinite - just white Sun, something so bright that it is dangerous, like if you enter that you will burn, or the magnetic pull would be so strong that your soul would leave the body in a subtle soul-body, and there would be no way back, because intermediate levels haven't been explored and become accustomed to.
what was missing was the delight of the experience for me, i think that was why i had to turn back because there wasn't some delight or bliss or peace in me at that time, in my body, that could bear the light, bear the higher vibrations.
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