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Anonymous #1
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What meth gave me, and what it took away. 1
#26514049 - 03/03/20 06:50 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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On meth, I felt smarter. I felt like i had the energy to learn and accomplish all the tasks and trades I've always wanted to know about. Meth gave me my own business, made it successful. Meth gave me the woman of my dreams.
After prolonged use of meth... I needed more meth to get the energy to do simple tasks. More meth caused my mind to be so overactive, I couldn't focus on one thing. Tasks began to take longer and longer to accomplish due to side tracking.
Meth lowered production of myself and my business partner. It made me impulsive and irritable. Money from my business was short lived from impulsive buying. The days became miserable because of irritability. Driving became miserable due to increased anxiety. Eventually, Meth took my business away.
Meth caused me to be paranoid and fixated over small issues between me and my girl. I would obsess over small issues. Life became a constant obsession over her and what she was doing when we were not around each other. I was miserable, I made her miserable. Meth took away the girl of my dreams.
I since went to rehab and have a whole new outlook on life. I realized I would never have a healthy relationship on meth. I would never have any decent people in my life while on meth. It would just be a long list of people who only associate with me for what they can get out of me. Because on meth, I wasn't a friend to anyone so no one was a friend to me.
Fuck meth, that is all.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: What meth gave me, and what it took away. [Re: Anonymous #1]
#26514074 - 03/03/20 07:20 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Bring it in, bud. Great to hear about your recovery!
Amphs did a number on me as well. Not so much meth as speed, addy’s and a-PVP, but the results were highly similar. The worst part for me now is that I know I can be more motivated and energetic, but only on stimulants. I feel like a shadow of my former self most days.
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Anonymous #3
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Re: What meth gave me, and what it took away. [Re: Anonymous #2] 1
#26514370 - 03/03/20 10:24 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Welcome back on the right track 
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Anonymous #4
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Re: What meth gave me, and what it took away. [Re: Anonymous #1]
#26515438 - 03/03/20 08:26 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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this is spot on. thanks for sharing keep fighting dude. I have 4yrs clean from meth with 2 relapses i had to completely distance myself from everyone who uses it's a horrible drug and attracts even worse people
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Anonymous #5
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Re: What meth gave me, and what it took away. [Re: Anonymous #3]
#26515572 - 03/03/20 10:26 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #3 said: Welcome back on the right track 


May the mushies once again guide you along the track.
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Anonymous #6
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Re: What meth gave me, and what it took away. [Re: Anonymous #5]
#26519127 - 03/05/20 05:08 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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If I was gonna make a random guess first answer would be, a hard on, second would be teeth
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Anonymous #1
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Re: What meth gave me, and what it took away. [Re: Anonymous #6]
#26519394 - 03/05/20 07:14 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Meth does that at first. But after prolonged use, a hard on becomes a thing of the past.
Also, tooth loss from drug use is mainly due to dry mouth. Any sort of drug use, even pot, will erode your teeth prematurely.
Except shrooms, can't say I ever got cotton mouth on shrooms.
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