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GK-7
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Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell
#26512428 - 03/02/20 08:08 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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WARNING THE FOLLOWING CONTENT CAN BE DISTURBING REALLY FAST AS THE THREAD GOES. IT'S RAW, TRUE, DISGUSTING, INFURIATING AND MORE. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED. I'M TRULLY SORRY FOR THOSE WHO DIDN'T HAVE THE WARNING BEFORE SOME POST I MADE. I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE.
It's a reminder. I'm still tripping hard. In my first trip I was told not now ( Don't know who / what ) now I know why. Apparently I died years ago. Suicide. Hell is real. Not punishment. Suicide = you kill a light inside you and "demons" gets in. God is the guardian of your / my mind.
Obviously I'm still alive
I already did that trip before Several time The guardian who allow me that trip looks like Samuel lee Jackson lol I'm in hell because i killed myself I'm a in a lot of physical pain right now. 4ll made a full report later.
Hell is no fun. The trip for getting in either. God I wish I hadn't kill myself.
Edit : At first I wrote gods are the guardians of minds. But there is only one God who created everything and is The Guardian of your mind and your soul if you believe and have faith in him.
Edited by GK-7 (03/22/23 05:49 AM)
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InfiniteDreams
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: GK-7] 4
#26512429 - 03/02/20 08:10 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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Still get decent wifi reception though?
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Asante
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: InfiniteDreams] 1
#26512432 - 03/02/20 08:14 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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GK-7 - chill out.
You are NOT in Hell.
You are having a difficult experience.
The fact that you posted this on the Shroomery proves to me, a sober person, that you are still alive.
Come down, you'll feel better.
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Shroom_guy4
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: GK-7]
#26512451 - 03/02/20 08:25 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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Hi i'm an internet guy. What you're experiencing is the mind opening up to accepting more possibilities than what you'd normally consider. This can be amazing, but it can be terrifying too. All new situations are like that so this isn't anything new for you. You haven't died before when encountering a new situation and it's not going to happen now so no need to be afraid bro, lol.
Let me tell you something. I'm a real person, i live in Australia, and i don't know who you are. Your perception can't be the same as mine, it's imposable and yet we live in the same reality and i am talking to you. You're just under the influence of a temporary feeling. If you relax you'll actually enjoy it so kick back mate and listen to some chill tunes.
Have fun man and enjoy. The world is awesome!
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D3_Myc
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: Shroom_guy4] 2
#26512455 - 03/02/20 08:29 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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When in doubt, cartoon network out.
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bw86
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: D3_Myc]
#26512459 - 03/02/20 08:32 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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But what if we are all in hell?
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dbreeze
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: bw86]
#26512460 - 03/02/20 08:35 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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what if we are in heaven? what if heaven and hell dont exsist and we gota make the best of this?
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Amanita86
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: dbreeze] 1
#26512462 - 03/02/20 08:38 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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If we’re in heaven, God needs a talking too..
-------------------- Orange clock, pencil "They threw me off the hay truck about noon..." *Mark 15:34 Gam zeh ya’avor...
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Nauthere
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: Amanita86]
#26512477 - 03/02/20 09:05 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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I usually see a white guy with a beard and sunglasses, shooting me the bird. Seems like a cool guy, looks a little bit like me. It's one of my CEVs.
Samuel L Jackson might be more entertaining, though.
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GK-7
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: Nauthere]
#26512478 - 03/02/20 09:07 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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I'm "back"
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Korean Jesus
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: GK-7]
#26512485 - 03/02/20 09:18 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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Hopefully you got a nice tan!
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InfiniteDreams
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: Korean Jesus]
#26512521 - 03/02/20 09:43 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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Rough ride, sounds like. We'll need a 24 hour retrospective tomorrow.
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Blazer420
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: D3_Myc] 3
#26512889 - 03/02/20 01:36 PM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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Quote:
D3monic said: When in doubt, cartoon network out.
This is good advice. Also if its getting way 2 hectic go in the shower!
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dbreeze
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: Blazer420]
#26512903 - 03/02/20 01:46 PM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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Quote:
Blazer420 said:
Quote:
D3monic said: When in doubt, cartoon network out.
This is good advice. Also if its getting way 2 hectic go in the shower!
LOL CARTOON NETWORK IS MY SHIT!!!!
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D3_Myc
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: dbreeze]
#26513646 - 03/02/20 09:33 PM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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It always helped me when I was peeking alone. Aways forget about the tv until I’m a few hours in. Every time I turned it on ren n stimpy would be on.
Some good anime I bet would be fun too.
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CatsLoveHouseMusic
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: D3_Myc]
#26513751 - 03/02/20 10:56 PM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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Listening to Alan Watts or Bob Ross. Take a walk away from civilization and try to just breath and concentrate on your heart beating.
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Amanita86
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I was amidst a pretty significant mushroom trip thinking about family and stuff, how it’s kinda sad we all end up passing on etc, wishing to be able to see some of my family that has passed on and had a random playlist going and right at the “key time”... you know what I’m saying, perfect timing, this came on. It’s probably now my favorite clip of Alan Watts. A good lesson to be mindful of.
-------------------- Orange clock, pencil "They threw me off the hay truck about noon..." *Mark 15:34 Gam zeh ya’avor...
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Vibe_Enthusiast
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: Amanita86]
#26514015 - 03/03/20 06:05 AM (4 years, 26 days ago) |
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Man drugs are fabulous
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individualist
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: Vibe_Enthusiast]
#26514490 - 03/03/20 11:51 AM (4 years, 25 days ago) |
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Heaven and Hell are the same place with the same characteristics.
It's what you make of it that determines whether you experience it as Heaven or as Hell.
I had a Hell dream, in which I was in church and (in my dream!) stole money from the collection plate while no one was watching...but suddenly I was transported into this black void, and I saw Jesus looking at me and I knew he had been watching as I stole the money.
What I felt emanating from the visage of Jesus was not anger at what I had done. Not shame or pity or sadness. But love. Pure, unconditional love, totally in spite of the horrible thing I had done.
And in a moment it hit me. Jesus loves us despite our sin. And the love of Jesus that I knew I did not deserve burned me with a shame so intense it felt like fire from Hell.
I'm not even a "Christian" per se, but that dream was one of the most powerful and lingering spiritual experiences I have ever had.
Edited by individualist (03/03/20 11:58 AM)
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InfiniteDreams
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Re: Apparently I died IRL years ago and I'm in hell [Re: individualist]
#26514498 - 03/03/20 12:02 PM (4 years, 25 days ago) |
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Waiting on OP for the hindsight.
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