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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26503722 - 02/25/20 05:58 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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you're such a dweeb. Are you like 17?
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spirit_shadow
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#26503771 - 02/25/20 06:22 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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No. I'm just making it sound way worse than it is lol I already said I'm horrible with words 
Edit: and my current not giving a fuck mood I've been in lately sure isn't helping anything :/
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Edited by spirit_shadow (02/25/20 06:23 PM)
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theRealrollforever
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26503823 - 02/25/20 06:46 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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theRealrollforever said: I’d smack you in your mouth....I wouldn’t even punch you it’s clear you can’t handle one Nah I’d prolly just fuckin deck you if u made it easy enough and didn’t hide out
I'd let you cos I'm not a bitch. I can take a punch. Can you?
I’ve definitely never been rocked  I’m talking drunk shit outta my ass
Of course I fuckin can
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And then that’s a good time if you are gonna make it easy if it’s less than a two hour drive I’d happily oblige but the fact of the matter is I’m not mad at you it isn’t my girl and I got my own problems. You do u bud
I just think what u did is fuckin lame It’s a passive aggressive shot at their relationship and you don’t know how much each means to the other no matter what is happening. Just be fuckin decent. Keep your feelings to yourself if you aren’t head over heels for her I’ve been right in your shoes
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Edited by theRealrollforever (02/25/20 06:52 PM)
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spirit_shadow
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Dont worry I am keeping it decent....I may have had a bit to drink when I first posted as well. And she deserved to know. I've let everyone know I'm not trying to break them up I just wanted my feelings known. Fuck hiding shit. Get it all out there. face your feelings. Face life.
And I've been been hit before. I've had my face smashed before and I can still get up. I have. Fact is I can take pain. I just dont like to fight because it really is pointless when words work way better.
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watermelon mon
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: spirit_shadow] 1
#26503894 - 02/25/20 07:30 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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I understand spirit shadow
also believe you , when you say that it's not as bad as it seems , or at all.
That's what most women do , they just jump from guy to guy. Or cheat , it's how it is. When your feelings grow stronger for them , as time goes on. Their feeling for you dont , their feeling are just there for a short time. Probably 8 out of 10 shit maybe 99 %
All you can really do is say sorry. Keep in mind sorry dosent mean much nowadays. That's why I'm not looking for a relationship anymore. If it happens that's cool but I wouldn't expect it to go anywhere , like at all.
If anyone ever leaves somone else for you. Or cheats with you , they will do that to you.
Edited by watermelon mon (02/25/20 07:38 PM)
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watermelon mon
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: watermelon mon] 1
#26503909 - 02/25/20 07:37 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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I think the # 1 thing I need to remind myself is that
pretty much no one really gives a fuck about me
It's pretty much like that for all of us
I will give a fuck about you though
Edited by watermelon mon (02/25/20 07:37 PM)
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: watermelon mon]
#26503912 - 02/25/20 07:39 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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Same I value everyone on here.... even you therealrollforever :p and I would totally let you punch me in the face if it would make you feel better
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watermelon mon
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26503928 - 02/25/20 07:49 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sorry if what I wrote sounds cold
I'm sure you already know that's the way it mostly is
I think that society and just everything , it dose a good job at making people want to live some bull shit fairytale. it's mostly just so they can suck whatever out of us. The only thing they can suck is my dick.
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: watermelon mon]
#26503937 - 02/25/20 07:53 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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In America? Oh yeah. I already know she is that type of girl. Just like my sister....so it really doesn't even matter. But still at the end of the day I'm not someone who breaks people up for self gain. But in my scenerio(which there is still some info I have not shared) I felt it best to let her know how I feel the best way I could.
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watermelon mon
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26503949 - 02/25/20 07:59 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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Canada too
I usually have a happy mindset
A postive mindset , some people might not see that as positive
I do , because I think it may give us the upper hand
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: watermelon mon] 1
#26504151 - 02/25/20 10:16 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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There are a whole lot of relationships that are fake. Real ones are there, but they are, by definition - rare. If you want a relationship with one person only from a pool of 7 billion people, it's probably going to take some kind of miracle and dedication.
Here where I live, you get all kinds, but plenty of women are also very loyal.
Not all people are drones. I also wouldn't say that people don't care about you. All of us are probably just thinking about ourselves, just like you.
Isolation however is an illusion, imo. I can sit here and be like yeah, there's nobody like me etc. etc. while there are probably like 500 million people thinking the exact same thing with not one truly unique characteristic in any of them.
Maybe take yourself less seriously. Nobody really wants to think of one person ALL THE TIME. There's shit to be done.
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pivotingpenguin

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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26504182 - 02/25/20 10:50 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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treating girls right doesnt make them wet. youre being a sterotypical beta. and your post is difficult to read for some sentences, is english your second language?
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spirit_shadow
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If my posts get difficult to read it's probably cos I'm drinking. And as I said fuck it all. None of it matters. I'm only posting this here for your guys entertainment.
Edit: also, what the fuck lol alpha? Beta? Dude you need to check yourself. Labels don't matter one fucking bit. If I REALLY wanted to push for her and be a dick I could. But that is not me.
Listen well: ALL WOMEN ARE BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS. and if you can't treat them as such then you can't appreciate life and what it is worth.
Edited by spirit_shadow (02/25/20 10:59 PM)
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pivotingpenguin

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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26504216 - 02/25/20 11:26 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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spirit_shadow said: If my posts get difficult to read it's probably cos I'm drinking. And as I said fuck it all. None of it matters. I'm only posting this here for your guys entertainment.
Edit: also, what the fuck lol alpha? Beta? Dude you need to check yourself. Labels don't matter one fucking bit. If I REALLY wanted to push for her and be a dick I could. But that is not me.
Listen well: ALL WOMEN ARE BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS. and if you can't treat them as such then you can't appreciate life and what it is worth.
yeah women are beautiful flowers, i tell my girls theyre pretty too. im not that insecure. but behavior can be more or less alpha and women can smell that shit on you the 1st time you meet. thats why i fuck multiple hot girls and you get upset because a girl doesnt even like you back
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spirit_shadow
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I dont want to fuck multiple girls. I mean I dont judge. My best friend fucks multiple men Its just a crush that may or may not go anywhere. I'm still going to go live my life. I'm not sitting here crying about it if that is what you are thinking lol I could go fuck a couple loose women right now but again, not my cup of tea. All I did was tell a girl that I like her. Damn lol
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: watermelon mon]
#26504446 - 02/26/20 07:16 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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watermelon mon said: That's what most women do , they just jump from guy to guy. Or cheat , it's how it is. When your feelings grow stronger for them , as time goes on. Their feeling for you dont , their feeling are just there for a short time. Probably 8 out of 10 shit maybe 99 %
Yeah...
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Shroom_guy4
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26504492 - 02/26/20 08:12 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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spirit_shadow said: I do like her. But I'm not a twat like everyone on here thinks lol
I personally don't think that, so not everyone on here thinks you're a twat... You've clearly got some self esteem issues to make you jump to that conclusion. It might be worthwhile thinking about why you have the thoughts you do and then take steps to deal with those issues whether they be induced by emotional trauma or physical.
Sending you good vibes mate.
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tyrannicalrex
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26504621 - 02/26/20 10:20 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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spirit_shadow said: It's better with everything out in open I don't care what anyone says.
I agree with this 1000%, especially as an adult and the clock is ticking. Why waste time on trivial head/mind games like in HS or even your 20's. Lay things on the line,if it works great, if not move along, learn from it.
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Re: My story thus far (since my breakup) [Re: watermelon mon]
#26504630 - 02/26/20 10:27 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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You gave me an excellent quote WM!
SS- hang in there, live it! Glad you decided to go back to school. SEE, this is how things happen good from something seemingly devastating, it steered you on the path you really should have taken in the 1st place.
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