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pivotingpenguin

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Re: Sometimes [Re: remake] 1
#26490951 - 02/17/20 11:49 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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this girl i was into 2 weeks ago, shes very annoying to me now. i dont invite her over anymore so she snaps me all day trying to flirt. i guess ill just remove her from my snap, i wont miss her. same for this other girl, she just posts stories crying because i stopped visiting her. im tired of people coming in and out of my life though. it doesnt feel right. im looking forward to the day that i can look back and say, that was a long time ago when i had no real friends. that was a long time ago when i was scared to grind. that was a long time ago when i was scared to love someone other than myself or my family. if i had 3 wishes i would wish for infinite wisdom and save the other 2 for a rainy day.
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pivotingpenguin

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Re: Sometimes [Re: remake]
#26490961 - 02/18/20 12:03 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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at the moment im sitting across the room typing this because that drunk chick fell asleep in my bed, and even though i feel like laying down, i dont wanna lay down with her. i wanna lay down and cuddle with the goth girl i was with last night. her bodys so much sexier, shes slim but with C cups. perfect to cuddle with, fits right inside my frame. she got on top and i squeezed her ass really hard not thinking about the fact that she doesnt have much bodyfat, & she jumped, then pinned my arms down and i just laughed & let her even though she couldnt have really pinned my arms if i resisted. that shit was so funny to me. then she started tickling me with one of her nails though so she got me back. kinda. lifes too short to spend time with girls below 7/10. im here telling you this because this is like my SOS bro I need to be saved from this ugly girl passed out in my bed
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spirit_shadow
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remake


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Don't break her heart man, and don't lead her on. Don't waste a girl's time who you don't want. You have a right to choose who you want to be with too. 
But I get it, sometimes, I have to reject someone too. Not much you can do, I suppose. But don't make it more complicated than it needs to be.
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pivotingpenguin

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Re: Sometimes [Re: remake] 1
#26491586 - 02/18/20 11:08 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sometimes im lonely when im not even alone. something about hanging with some people, i would feel less alone if they left
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tyrannicalrex
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remake


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Sometimes,
I hope everyone's okay, and that they forgive me, if I ever did something wrong.
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pivotingpenguin

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Re: Sometimes [Re: remake]
#26491686 - 02/18/20 12:35 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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its like my eyes have been opened. the veils been lifted. the fogs finally cleared. what a wonderful thing, to learn, to apply knowledge, practice. to realize, eureka. it dawned on me. others are not me. would you beat a crippled dog for being too slow, or would you pick it up and carry it? suddenly i want to be gentle & understanding. ive remained open-minded.
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pivotingpenguin

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Re: Sometimes [Re: remake]
#26491701 - 02/18/20 12:46 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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somewhere along the way, i lost my way a few times, but i plan to continue making my way with the assurance that ill find contentment and happiness on whatever path i choose. I dont want to go back to the first path I was on anymore. theres isnt just one path. lose yourself to find yourself, and find yourself more than once, because change is possible.
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remake


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Sometimes,
I'm like,
"Life is a pretty fekin' hectic conundrum"
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pivotingpenguin

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Re: Sometimes [Re: remake]
#26491784 - 02/18/20 01:37 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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have you ever wondered if maybe, you have some repressed memory that just wont come back. isnt this a common thing? dont tons of people across the world walk around every day unable to remember significant experiences in their life? as long as the memory never comes back, it will never have to be come to terms with (or not). but maybe a person would do better if they remembered and worked through everything. people arent always able to work through it if they remember though. when i sit & think to myself, whats the most harmful, unpleasant or dysphoric experience ive ever had, i can think of several memories, none of them too bad to handle, but i dont enjoy recalling them and quickly return to other thoughts.
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remake


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sometimes,
I do wonder that.
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pivotingpenguin

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Re: Sometimes [Re: remake] 1
#26491800 - 02/18/20 01:49 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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im reminded of a night a few years ago when i took 4 hits of acid and decided to drive down the interstate at 70 mph during a rainstorm at night. it quickly beceame a struggle to keep my vehicle on the road. i was assessing the upcoming slope of the road and began to envision the road as a 3d plane, as if on a computer screen. it was like the road was moving, not my vehicle. i felt like Luke Skywalker, like i was flying across the surface of the Death Star, as if that little thing came down over one eye and Obi Wan told me trust the force. i told myself just do that shit dont sweat it. just hold that shit in the road. thats what you gotta do sometimes, just hold that shit in the road
Edited by pivotingpenguin (02/18/20 01:49 PM)
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remake


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Sometimes,
I think pivotingpenguin is pretty wise and insightful.
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tyrannicalrex
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Re: Sometimes [Re: remake] 4
#26491878 - 02/18/20 02:30 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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remake


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pivotingpenguin

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Re: Sometimes [Re: remake]
#26491947 - 02/18/20 03:16 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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on a side note, i have this girl i go chill with every week or 2. she doesnt like to hang all the time so i forget about her until i see her in my friends list on snap and see we havent talked in several days. when we have sex she just looks at me with these puppy eyes and moans, its so hot. anyway, i dont sweat any one girl because theres always another for me. im about to stop swappin em out so often though, gonna try to find one to put my effort into instead of rotating girls. i just dont feel like im progressing properly in life ecause ive avoided relationships for a while
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pivotingpenguin

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this is the one that moans. notice that the watch on my hand is the same as in my other pictures
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pirate-blues



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I know I'm not on reddit but....
/r/ihavesex
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Crazy_Horse
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Quote:
remake said: Sometimes,
I think pivotingpenguin is pretty wise and insightful.

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