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Re: how not to do LSD responsibly [Re: DJ Ed]
#26476392 - 02/09/20 03:49 AM (4 years, 7 days ago) |
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Well this one has hit me hard. I've been dying to trip for ages, but the relief and the clarity that comes with diving in the pool of technicolour dreams has not come to me this time.
All I feel is regret that I took so much that I was unable to really have a good time. I don't feel relief and I don't feel a lifting of my depression. I'm super disappointed that I didn't realise that I could just get money from the ATM and go in the club. I've got massive black holes all through the night where I don't remember what I was doing at all. When I was finally safe at home I was such a mess that I couldn't even enjoy music. Now I'm just left with anxiety and regret. I ate enough acid for three or four great strong experiences and had one far below average one.
I don't see the value in eating very high doses of LSD. It does not feel good. Not at the time, not afterwards, not at any time. This is the fourth time I've done it, though I hope it will be the last. There's nothing to be found but disappointment, confusion and delirium.
I hope this helps someone else to not make the same mistake.
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Re: how not to do LSD responsibly [Re: Northerner]
#26476401 - 02/09/20 04:08 AM (4 years, 7 days ago) |
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I don't think anyone does LSD often, but people here try to make it sound like they do mushrooms or psilohuasca everyday. Acid can be different from what you thought it was last time. There are multiple stages, are some seem more relaxed than others. For instance, the come up seems okay but an hour later you could be on the floor learning lessons or suffering for some other reason.
I have had an experience where I couldn't use the ATM approximately 12 hours after LSD. I can relate to that at least, and it isn't fun, especially if there's a line. That only leads to a reputation, since people are good at being aware of patterns. Things like getting kicked out of a bar can define someone forever. I've seen sheets of tabs, but the people using them must be microdosing frequently or eating ten stips of "weak" or "diluted" tabs so that the trips aren't really that strong.
Of course, set and setting is important, so doing it around people you don't know well can involve more peer pressure than really anything else.
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Re: how not to do LSD responsibly [Re: Blabble40]
#26476411 - 02/09/20 04:33 AM (4 years, 7 days ago) |
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It's just the blackouts, the lack of continuity, inability to do basic things, the general unease... That's the kicker.
A mixture of regret and disappointment.
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Re: how not to do LSD responsibly [Re: Northerner] 1
#26476503 - 02/09/20 07:16 AM (4 years, 7 days ago) |
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That was a good read northerner, I'd say you handled like a champ , could have been worse 

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Thanks man. I'm starting to hit the acceptance stage, it was a wild one for sure.
I guess so much could have gone wrong. Lucky stars are shining on me still.
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Re: how not to do LSD responsibly [Re: Northerner]
#26477226 - 02/09/20 04:43 PM (4 years, 7 days ago) |
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Much times eating acid, I try not to go do normal things. I would go to some beach that be of not much others there. Lay down and see where inner mind goes. Or, lay in bed through the night with inner trip going wherever the light takes one.
LSD out in public has always been a nerve wrecking grasp to reality. Even micro doses cause discomfort to perspective of the fellow humans out living life. Question, what are we doing? Why be like this?
Some people love high doses. I know a few who eating quite a bit periodically. Think tolerance played big part but when look at the person, you could see they are high, but in such set and setting, couldn’t figure much a trip. Starts to look as if on stimulant and that’s all.
Anyway, good day.
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Re: how not to do LSD responsibly [Re: WhoManBeing]
#26479172 - 02/10/20 07:28 PM (4 years, 6 days ago) |
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This one shredded me good and proper. Still coming to terms with it.
Guessing it's gonna take a full week or two to level out.
Great example of what not to do. 
The funny thing is right, I would never normally go to that particular club. Full of posers and drinkers with sub par music and idiot DJs who think they are legendary. But at the time I really wanted to get in there, just for the stimulation. But I know now there was no wonder to be had, just trippy shit and even more confusion and difficult situations. Still coming to terms with how much acid I ate too. It's gone and all my other bits are there, so I must have eaten it, but I find it incomprehensible that I ate that much and survived out there as long as I did before calling for help.
Serotonin is running low as well, moody and irritable. Brain function seems to be fine, can still do difficult tasks, but motivation is so low. Just wanna curl up and sleep.
Don't really know what else to say. There's something left unsaid though. Some insecurity about the night that is driving me insane. I don't regret it, but given the option to do it again or just stay home I'd be immoveable from my place.
Bit of a wild ride this one.
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Re: how not to do LSD responsibly [Re: Northerner] 4
#26486693 - 02/15/20 08:34 AM (4 years, 1 day ago) |
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My experience is that after difficult experiences with psychedelics it's good to revisit fairly soon, but make sure the experience is positive. It saves a lot of issues going forward, removes many fear elements and doubt and concerns about the psychedelic state and helps significantly with integration.
So one tab a week after this last episode. Spent sat at home with my wife. Talking, quietly watching films. Being chill. Feels good. Good times.
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