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Anonymous #1

unshakable depression
    #26484570 - 02/14/20 01:37 AM (3 years, 11 months ago)

I'm no stranger to depression, but this particular round is a kicker.

I just got a brand new car, feel nothing.

No matter what food I eat, feel nothing.

Don't want to do heavy drugs and have no capacity for alcohol.

Man fuck. Fuck this. Fuck it. Even shroomery is boring, it feels like everyone hates me though I'm pretty sure that's not true.

Meditation, good food, exercise, ra ra... I know what I should do. What I want to do though is just... nothing.

Thanks for listening.


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Anonymous #2

Re: unshakable depression [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #26484616 - 02/14/20 02:48 AM (3 years, 11 months ago)

barnaby, that you?


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Re: unshakable depression [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #26484656 - 02/14/20 03:58 AM (3 years, 11 months ago)

Ive also been struggling with depression recently too man. It will get better, i think its a winter funk.


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Anonymous #3

Re: unshakable depression [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #26484800 - 02/14/20 06:45 AM (3 years, 11 months ago)

The important part is that you care about how you feel, or you wouldn't be expressing this. If you care how you feel, then inside somewhere is desire to be better and live better. I know it's hard. Just gotta take it one day at a time.


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Re: unshakable depression [Re: Anonymous #3]
    #26485914 - 02/14/20 06:38 PM (3 years, 11 months ago)

Love yourself and what you feel you dont deserve is for a reason dont do what you feel bad about anymore


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Re: unshakable depression [Re: Ydoyoutortureme]
    #26486473 - 02/15/20 03:25 AM (3 years, 11 months ago)

Shook out of it a lot better today. Drove around a bit, ate some food, betterish.

Thanks for the words of support folks.  :heart:


learn to use punctuation Ydoyoutortureme


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Re: unshakable depression [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #26487448 - 02/15/20 06:06 PM (3 years, 11 months ago)

No problem your happiness is important what you love matters to the universe!


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Re: unshakable depression [Re: Ydoyoutortureme]
    #26498927 - 02/22/20 07:11 PM (3 years, 11 months ago)

FOREVER A DOOMER!


You are not alone.


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Re: unshakable depression [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #26502072 - 02/24/20 06:24 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

That feeling of numbness from life's pain, waking up in the morning only wanting to go back in bed again.


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Re: unshakable depression [Re: Anonymous #4]
    #26502084 - 02/24/20 06:36 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

Meh, I dunno. I'm still apathetic and bored with the whole show.

Went to a psych to get my head read but ended up talking for half an hour about why I refuse to take antidepressants. It's the first thing out of the mouth of every psych I've ever seen. They're just itching to scribble up an order form for happy pills. The rest of the time dealt very little with the issues I'm facing. Just wanted to give me drugs rather than help me with the issues at hand. Such a phony profession these days.


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Re: unshakable depression [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #26524196 - 03/08/20 04:12 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

Do therapy. Never stop doing therapy. Once a week.

And I can tell you man from the bottom of my heart I dont hate you. I dont think the things you type are stupid. I find them intriguing. Whoever you are and whatever you type I enjoy your input to my little speed boat of reality. I'd buy you a beer for sure.


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Anonymous #3

Re: unshakable depression [Re: Anonymous #5]
    #26525310 - 03/09/20 10:36 AM (3 years, 10 months ago)

I didn't find therapy to help after a few sessions. Once they have me some proper evaluation, listened, and ultimately told me I was already doing the things they'd try to teach me.. - it just felt formulaic. I'm not saying it didn't help, because it did, but it didn't extend much further than some insights about myself and the blindspots they resided in. And I'm saying that as someone who's in the past dug pretty deep in to psychedelics, philosophy, metaphysics, and most importantly introspection. Its just how I cope with being who I am. I just think that if you're taking any time at all to really understand yourself you're probably already doing far more for yourself than is being given credit and that's just so hard to do when all you have deal with is yourself. That's really the biggest step that needs to be kept in sight, that just because I see how I could be better that doesn't meaning I'm failing to succeed


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Re: unshakable depression [Re: Anonymous #3]
    #26530237 - 03/12/20 03:38 AM (3 years, 10 months ago)

Well I can suggest to just force yourself to exercise. You might just end up feeling better... I almost always do.

Also listen to music that you like... sometimes I forget about music becaues it's effects are invisible and you look to something like a drug for something more tangible & direct, but I notice if I really stop and think, certain moments of powerful songs can really be drug-like in stirring up feelings where you felt totally tired & dead before listening to the song.

COmbine the music & exercise!


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