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Ydoyoutortureme
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Being tortured
#26478874 - 02/10/20 04:25 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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It is your ego and subconscious. It's just its way of fighting to remain in control
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Ydoyoutortureme
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where i sleep i will hear people off in the distance Talking. And in the morning i will hear people in there cars talk shit in the middle of there order they will say scary frightening nerve racking terrifying short phrases And randomly over the course of the last couple weeks i will hear random people in there cars say strange things and i weird intense pain in the back of my skull
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Sounds like you should talk to a doctor about it. Do you have any history with psychiatrists etc?
Hold up, is this all the time or just when you eat shrooms?
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Don't listen to the haters outside or inside your mind. Your worth something, you deserve happiness.
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That sounds like you believe your doing something wrong. I get that with weed and get paranoid cause I feel I'm doing something naughty.
Treat them like a medicine, your not being naughty or dirty... Your trying to heal yourself... Nothing wrong with that.
As mentioned above your mind will try to cling to normality/reality its like a survival instinct, just don't panic when it happens remember you've taken a drug and it will change your perception so just remember you chose to do this... Your choice accept it and let the shrooms do the work
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Re: Being tortured [Re: Kmacmo]
#26478943 - 02/10/20 05:17 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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Also nothing wrong with just taking them for whatever other reason. Recreation, psychological exploration etc. These experiences aren't a privillage they're a right. They are one of the safest drugs out there. Family/friends/events that have happened in your life can make you feel you don't deserve good things. You DO. Also try to remember that having dark/negative thoughts doesn't make you a bad person. Just do you. Whatever that is. As long as your not using these things to actually do stuff against someone else's will your not doing anything bad. You don't need to go through some right of passage or be a saint to deserve a good mushroom trip. So don't listen to the haters in your head lol. Just open yourself up to your own self worth and do what YOU need to do to be happy. Regardless of your own or other peoples expectations of you.
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Ydoyoutortureme
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This happens almost every day then a couple days maybe a week will pass by and then it doesnt happen.
The last time i tripped i was tortured in the way i described. And if they think im tripping they will accuse me of something and then they will say "let that be something to trip about" Like just now in the shop im at They will say indirectly "your the one that [insert accusation here]" then they continue talking like it never happened
But the other things i described will happen on regular basis
Yes ive been mentally evaluated and im sane
it makes me think im saying things im not saying Ive considered that im being drugged with SCOPOLAMINE By my enemies possibly DEVILS BREATH
Btw thank you people for responding to my post it means a lot to me because i dont have but one creature im truly in tune with and he cant talk english I have a small group of kind humans that help me but i feel like im suffocating them
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Do you have people who are angry at you? People can be sneaky ass holes and some people get off on fucking with people psychologically. I live in a place with a lot of religious and straight edge people and I've literally watched people do these subliminal type of things to others. Generally it's to people who obviously look high.
My uncle had a bad experience on acid when he was younger and hates psychedelics now. He literally told me that he's whispered things at tripping people and fucked with them psychologically. Trying to convince them there's demons after them and shit. It's fucked up cause the hypocrite drinks all the time and even does coke and shit sometimes.
But yeah some people, if they find out you do this type of stuff, genuinely will fuck with you both psychologically and even with chemicals. I've not only seen it but I've been told it by people who actually do this shit. It's generally either religious people, straight edge people, people who do other hard drugs but don't like psychedelics, or psychoticly spiritual people. Like People who believe they're "dark shamen" or shit like that.
There's a whole cluster fuck of all that type of stuff here in Utah. You never hear about it and would never expect it. It's kept pretty well secret but there's honestly a lot of weird underground shit that goes on here.
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Re: Being tortured [Re: azramb]
#26479042 - 02/10/20 06:07 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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That type of stuff happens all over, negative entities can possess the human mind, especially if you're in their frequency, they like to feed off fear and will start implanting thoughts, which are actually their own intentions which you can mistake as your own. Psychic vampire people, I've had experiences with them directly and they have even sent demons to attack me, what I gathered overall is there is an entire race of these beings possessing humans, using them like puppets to the severely unconscious, I consider the ego something very similar as it really has nothing to benefit you in the way of truth, thoughts in general are very unreliable forms of truth or information, I have never found a thought to contain truth, the thinking mind knows a total of nothing, it just thinks, this is why it's wise to not play into the thought game
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No psychic vampire people here. Just real physical humans being ass holes .
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Re: Being tortured [Re: azramb]
#26479566 - 02/11/20 05:08 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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azramb said: Do you have people who are angry at you? People can be sneaky ass holes and some people get off on fucking with people psychologically.
But yeah some people, if they find out you do this type of stuff, genuinely will fuck with you both psychologically and even with chemicals. I've not only seen it but I've been told it by people who actually do this shit. here.
THIS I NO LONGER THINK IM CRAZY do you suggest how to put an end to this evil? Because if I didnt want to go to prison I would have ANNIHIALATED THEM And im a chill alien
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There's no point ANNIHILATING anything, just change how you see and feel about them in your own mind, with the help of drugs and self-reflection, and try to let go of your old thought-patterns
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Re: Being tortured [Re: Bsh]
#26479612 - 02/11/20 06:14 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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Mushrooms will manifest anything. Something gorgeous.. or something so profound it makes you almost shit yourself. I've had the paranoia happen.. as much of us here have.
All you can do is hold on and understand that your way of thinking is being compromised. The police thing gets to me a lot sometimes and it's a bad intimidating - but then I think about the logic behind it.
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OP you should stop taking drugs.
Hearing voices and paranoia - sounds like onset of mental illness to me. I don’t think you should be taking psychedelics, if this is happening to you. Unless you’re just talking about one bad trip, but it sounds like you’re describing an ongoing thing. How old are you? Any history of mental illness in your family?
I assure you that you aren’t hearing people talk about you in their cars from a distance. You’re hallucinating.
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mendocino_beano said: OP you should stop taking drugs.
Hearing voices and paranoia - sounds like onset of mental illness to me. I don’t think you should be taking psychedelics, if this is happening to you. Unless you’re just talking about one bad trip, but it sounds like you’re describing an ongoing thing. How old are you? Any history of mental illness in your family?
I assure you that you aren’t hearing people talk about you in their cars from a distance. You’re hallucinating.
This, or he actually is an alien being gang stalked by evil humans.
But, really, I vote plain old trolling.
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Ydoyoutortureme said: THIS I NO LONGER THINK IM CRAZY do you suggest how to put an end to this evil? Because if I didnt want to go to prison I would have ANNIHIALATED THEM And im a chill alien
Just tell them to fuck off lol. Don't do anything crazy... ... but fuck with them back. In a way that will always leave you with plausible deniability. Drones are effective!!!
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Quote:
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mendocino_beano said: OP you should stop taking drugs.
Hearing voices and paranoia - sounds like onset of mental illness to me. I don’t think you should be taking psychedelics, if this is happening to you. Unless you’re just talking about one bad trip, but it sounds like you’re describing an ongoing thing. How old are you? Any history of mental illness in your family?
I assure you that you aren’t hearing people talk about you in their cars from a distance. You’re hallucinating.
This, or he actually is an alien being gang stalked by evil humans.
But, really, I vote plain old trolling.
It's real shit man, I've lived through it, it's just a giant lesson in fear and paying attention to where you allow your focus to go, energy follows
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Re: Being tortured [Re: azramb] 4
#26479889 - 02/11/20 10:08 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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There is so much shitty stupid advice in this forum and this thread is a perfect example. We’ve got a guy who’s obviously either mentally ill or a troll, and most of the suggestions are things like “must be psychic vampires”, “mushrooms are profound, just hold on and understand” or “just tell them to fuck off”
No we’re not talking about profound mushroom revelations here we’re talking about paranoid delusions with auditory hallucinations. The guy needs a doctor.
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Doctors don't fix spiritual issues, they will mask them with pills
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