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saintdextro
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Well, the numbers written in chalk were diffently n'sync with my thoughts as I walked along the creek in the city, along with uncountable other syncronicity thoughts/visuals that I cant remember at that particular time, but it was the "oh shit, I can't deny or question this anymore, this is (Divine) co-incidents", I used to call it simply "co-incident" and sometime "Divine Co-incident" because I figured it was something spiritual/holy, and still do.
Once when I was homeless a man gave me two dollars and I thought about going to Wal-mart (particulary as an excuse to buy something and steal something ) and just a few hours later my friend I met up with said "cool, I just got two bucks! i'm going to wal-mart" as she looked me in the eye and smiled.
Again, when I was homeless, about 3 days in, ruffing it, of wondering around the City and reading books at the Library and getting high on Spice and DXM, in the city park, I walked past some people saying "he's gonna look back on these days and laugh!" basicly my thought, literally, a few moments later I walked past two guys and one was saying "...He said the only time he was ever happy was when he was in tokyo just wondering around the city by himself",,,basicly what I was doing, including enjoying the freedom and experience of life I think everyone should experience.
Again, in the same park some months later, I would like to imagine myself as an Emperor of the city, ya know, with a toga and leafy crown, I was bragging to myself how the Emperors of Rome vied with the Gods, while I just wanna vie with the blood thirsty Emperors themselves, than as I walked toward the bell tower in the open field, I heard a man shout "Hey Zeus, You Wanna Pick A Fight!" as he was calling to his dog, just as I was marching around poudly as Emperor! 
This is a daily occurence to hear and see syncronicity, it's real, but is there anyway when can test this? I wan to be Experimented on!
-------------------- "He who finds peace and joy And radiance within himself That man becomes one with God And vanishes into God's bliss." -Bhagavad Gita, 5.24 One 21 - Building Better Bombs One 21 - Pacified One 21 - Two Sides Is Fine "Respectability is a cloak for the hypocrite" - Jiddu Krishnamurti
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MarkostheGnostic
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I seems like you re well acquainted with this "non-causal connecting principle" regardless of what your social status might have been at the time.
-------------------- γνῶθι σαὐτόν - Gnothi Seauton - Know Thyself
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saintdextro
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MarkostheGnostic said: I seems like you re well acquainted with this "non-causal connecting principle" regardless of what your social status might have been at the time.
my social status is white trash, tobacco-road dirt,,,respectability is an evil they say, corroding you from all directions.
-------------------- "He who finds peace and joy And radiance within himself That man becomes one with God And vanishes into God's bliss." -Bhagavad Gita, 5.24 One 21 - Building Better Bombs One 21 - Pacified One 21 - Two Sides Is Fine "Respectability is a cloak for the hypocrite" - Jiddu Krishnamurti
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saintdextro
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MarkostheGnostic said: I seems like you re well acquainted with this "non-causal connecting principle" regardless of what your social status might have been at the time.
my social status is white trash, tobacco-road dirt,,,respectability is an evil they say, corroding you from all directions. 
Blood for Blood - Outlaw Anthems
This album is for everything I stand for, this is my life, this is my heart, listen and know me!
-------------------- "He who finds peace and joy And radiance within himself That man becomes one with God And vanishes into God's bliss." -Bhagavad Gita, 5.24 One 21 - Building Better Bombs One 21 - Pacified One 21 - Two Sides Is Fine "Respectability is a cloak for the hypocrite" - Jiddu Krishnamurti
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MarkostheGnostic
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-------------------- γνῶθι σαὐτόν - Gnothi Seauton - Know Thyself
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saintdextro
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That album shows some of my animosity towards society and the MTV little bitches and rich folk, though I have a sensitive and vulnerable side (see mt latest post in the "spiritual music" thread with the sigur ros videos)
Is'nt it easier to be celibate? or is that just a form of hiding from life? I'm not a virgin but I wish I was sometimes, relationships are a dream to me these days, love is blind and I don't believe in true love between partners, ya know, "soul mates" and that dream, I'm certain that I won't date a girl unless she's a meditator, she does'nt even have to do it everyday, but regularly enough, I don't wanna be controlling her spirituality but we gotta meet at some level.
I've stopped watching porn a few years ago when I saw a documentary on Porn stars, felt bad for them, and after all, it's really just legal prostitution, except for the fact they both get paid!
-------------------- "He who finds peace and joy And radiance within himself That man becomes one with God And vanishes into God's bliss." -Bhagavad Gita, 5.24 One 21 - Building Better Bombs One 21 - Pacified One 21 - Two Sides Is Fine "Respectability is a cloak for the hypocrite" - Jiddu Krishnamurti
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faerie



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Please stick to the topic
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