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Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............
    #2645131 - 05/06/04 01:30 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

i need everyones help, i dont know what is happening to me.


yesterday around 6pm i took one hit out of a hitter of bricked mexican weed, probably a sativa dominant plant. somthing like this barerly gets me high. i then proceded to go over to my friends house to go and spin some records, on my way there driving my car, 10 minutes later, i had this awkward feeling come over me. the car suddenly felt totally different, less responsive more responsive, it felt as if i was speeing up and slowing down, swerving side to side. but in reality none of this was happening.
at first it felt like i my heart stoped beating, i was numb on this inside, then things became quite surreal, nothing seemed real. i felt as if i was about to die. as if a black fog fell over me.
i tried to remain calm, and arrived at my friends house.

when i got there i was in such a weird place mentally and physically i didnt get out of the car for 15 minutes, i put on some trance, and tried to change my mood but could not bring my self out of it. i was very afraid, because i did not know what was happening. eventually i came down slightly, got out of the car and walked into my friends house. everything seemed weird, as if everything was disconnected from me, or i was disconected from the world.

later at abuot 9:00 the feelings returned to high intensity as i i was driving my friend home from work. suddenly a car pulled out in front of me, and i had to slam on the brakes, and swerve to miss it. honestly i dont remember what i was looking at when it happened, if i should have seen the guy in front of me, or he came out of nowhere. obviously i was more effected than i thought.

when i went home, around 12 or so, the feelings were still with me but not as strong. as i layed absolutely still in my bed, but i could still feel my body moving around as if it was rocking or shaking violently(which happens to me often) but never this strong.

i figured that the feelings would be gone in the morning, but about an hour after i woke up they persisted. now its about noon and im still in this space.

honestly i have no clue why this is happening,things like this have happened before but not on such a large scale. about 5 times i have felt what i felt in the car on the way to my friends house, but those times grew into full fledged panic/anxiety attacks and did not last for more than 3 hours, always accompanied with fear, and terror. now i am calm and at ease, but the feelings persist.

i have taken lsd, salvia, psilocybn, mda, mdma and took a pill that i thought was going to be mdma once but was methamphetamine. also i smoke weed almost every day. furthermore i have a neurological condition called essential tremor which causes my muscles to randomly pulse, tense up, and cramp. perhaps this is involved? im really not sure what is causing this, or if it is somthing to be worried about, or somthing to enjoy, but all in all it feels like im trippin.

please tell me if you have expierenced anything like this or if you might have an idea of what is happening. is this the often touted flashback of lsd?


thank you all so much


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"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2645160 - 05/06/04 01:36 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

sounds like a panic attack. ive gotten panic attacks on weed before, and it will make you hallucinate slightly and make your heart feel like its gonna jump out of your chest. maybe get yourself some xanax or valium and keep it aside just incase you get one again.


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2645186 - 05/06/04 01:40 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

At first I was thinking that possibly that mexican brick weed was laced, but definately not, seeing as its lasting this long. I'm leaning towards a mental condition/possible flashback, but i've never heard of flashbacks happening for so long. Are you taking medicine for essential tremor? I'd just take it easy for a while man. Give your brain a rest. If it continues through the next couple days, go see a doctor.


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: LoverOfMana]
    #2645298 - 05/06/04 01:58 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

i have assorted benzos laying about, but havent taken any. i am on no medication for the essential tremor. if the incident had ended after i arrived at my friends house i would have wrote it off as a panic attack, but 18 some hours later, i am still in a different state, everything looks weird, i feel like i am trippin, and am even having some visual distortions.

no panic attack has ever lasted this long for me, and theres no panic anymore.


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"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2645463 - 05/06/04 02:29 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Well we know you aren't under the influence of a chemical right now, so we have to either chalk it up as being psychosomatic, or a flashback. Either way if it continues for too much longer I would go see a doctor. Hope you feel better.

Here is an article you can read about flashbacks.
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/lsd_info3.shtml


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2645561 - 05/06/04 02:49 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

well i took about .25 mg of kloznapam or clonapin or how ever you spell it, we will see if that works for me...

that wouldnt impare me from driving would it?


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"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"

"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2645597 - 05/06/04 03:02 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Klonopin

Yes it has some sedative effects. From what i've read taking .5 mg makes you quite sleepy. I havn't had it myself, be carefull. I'm guessing your dosage is ok for driving though.


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: LoverOfMana]
    #2645795 - 05/06/04 03:58 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

yeah, the klonopin is working quite nicely, i have never had a benzo before, things are calmed down quite a bit but still present at the moment. not a problem driving at .25 mg

i dont think that this is anything life threatening at the moment, so i think its about time to go up on a sunny hill and start writing.


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"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"

"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2645811 - 05/06/04 04:03 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Good to hear you're feeling better. Have fun.


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2646049 - 05/06/04 04:53 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

I've had some reactions to pot that I haven't had in all my 25 years of experience. I suspect it was laced with something.


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2646250 - 05/06/04 05:26 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

i have smoked the same weed many times without this aspect. also an oz of the same weed got smoked amongst my friends with nothing like this happening. also how would laced weed account for like 24 hours of whacked shit.


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"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"

"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2646294 - 05/06/04 05:34 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

.25 mgs of clonazepam isnt shit. you dont really have to worry about being really impared from it until you take more than 3mgs. good to hear your feelin better... benzos are life savers sometimes


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me........ [Re: Infrared]
    #2646821 - 05/06/04 07:41 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

yeah man...go to the doctor and get a perscription...you dont want to have to live with that. I rolled for a few days in a row one time (never again) and felt like that for nearly 3 days...shittiest thing ever.


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me........ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2647896 - 05/06/04 11:28 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

yay your okay


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2648328 - 05/07/04 12:29 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Glad to see things are better, zippoz.


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2656523 - 05/09/04 01:40 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Weed has given me the exact feeling what you described also. It didnt last as long though. Weed has given me some pretty strange reactions also sometimes...

I believe that you can mood yourself into almost any kindof condition while stoned (easier with sativa strain?). Once at Copenhagen we and my friend smoked a good joint, and 3mins after that I thought I was speeding. I had like unlimited energy and was really lost abit because it felt really weird, so strange.

But it sounds weird it lasted over sleep? I havent had a real panic attack so I dont know if it could be that... can those last so long?


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2656651 - 05/09/04 02:21 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Kinda sounds like depersonalization disorder, which I have, and it is often triggered by drugs, especially pot and mdma. When a ?depersonalization attack? happens with weed, effects are magnified, and bizarre physical effects are not uncommon...Ive had a ?crisis? that lasted a month, only because of 3 little hits of pot. And god it was the worst month of my life.

http://www.depersonalization.info/overview.html

Read that and see if you can relate....If you are not too sure well its probably not that. I read it and was like ?woah thats exactly it?

it might just have been a panick attack...


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: Grapefruity]
    #2657631 - 05/09/04 06:45 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

well some of those wymptoms match up with what i feel well msot of them actually, but i dont think i have the disorder, just random ocourances of depersonalisation.


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"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2658011 - 05/09/04 09:04 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Maybe PCP?


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Re: Please help, i dont know what is happening to me............ [Re: ZippoZ]
    #2658676 - 05/10/04 01:31 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

To me it sounds like a sativa induced panic attack. Many sativa dominant strains have a more active cerebral high. Often plants of these phenotypes can cause feelings of anxiety and paranoia. Whether or not this was the case with you i can't answer, this is merely one theory of what may have happened to you. Your surroundings at the time can play a role with relavience to the effect it has on you. For those that do not like the feeling i would suggest a indica dominant smoke, which will give you more of a body buzz, and less cerebral activity.


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