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First trip on cubensis B+
#26441657 - 01/19/20 12:46 PM (4 years, 10 days ago) |
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Finally the time has come, yesterday I was home alone feeling ready for serious mushroom trip, this is how it went.
It's evening, I prepared lemon tek with my favorite tea, say intentions for the trip and drink it. It's starting to kick in pretty fast, after like 20 minutes I feel first effects, few minutes later I know this is going to be huge and it's no turning back now. After about one hour everything gets pretty intense, vision gets distorted and I realize I can barely handle doing anything. My hands are sweating like crazy and feeling of cold over entire body intensifies with every second (any idea why this happens?). I hear mushroom saying "close your eyes... close your eyes". It's more like a thought but I feel communicating with something (mushroom?). I put headphones on, play some music and go to bed. Once I close my eyes it's like moving into different universe, kind of dream like state. Visuals appear quickly: fractals, shapes, different colors and they tend to follow the music. The music is amazing, unbelievably amazing Every single tone and beat creates super intense feelings, every song is like entire world on it's own, I'm astonished by the effects. There is no thought, only emotions, visuals and music. Ego is pretty much gone and everything is getting freaking intense. I'm surprised by breathing, durin breath in I feel air coming into entire body like some kind of magic energy. I'm not able to tell how long the breath in takes because it seems like the time almost stops. This makes me scared as I realize I don't know how to control my breath anymore but after some time I know I'm still alive so it must work somehow. At some point the mushrooms says: "The old you must go away so the new one could be born". It seems like a perfect idea to me, quickly after that I feel like I need to cry and I cry like crazy. It feels like all fear, painful past and so on is burning during that cry, it's the most intense crying I had in my entire life. I get up to pee and I realize how fuckin high I am, I can barely walk, reality seems to be very strange, everything in close proximity is kind of waving. I eat banana, taste is extremely good and super intense but in very positive way. Mushroom keeps saying: "close your eyes, we're not done yet" so I get back to bed and continue listening to music completely losing feeling of time and space. After some time visuals pretty much disappear and energy in the body comes back, mushrooms says: "The only thing you really have in this world is your body, take care of it!" I realize how hungry I am so I get up to make some food.... reborn, a new me 
That was very interesting trip to me but the intensity blew my mind, don't know if I ever want to repeat something like that.
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Re: First trip on cubensis B+ [Re: GreenCat]
#26449149 - 01/23/20 11:18 PM (4 years, 5 days ago) |
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How many grams did you consume?
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Re: First trip on cubensis B+ [Re: GreenCat]
#26449593 - 01/24/20 08:57 AM (4 years, 5 days ago) |
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Your trip sounded pretty special, dude, thanks for sharing. But yeah, whatdose did you take, give us some context.
Mush love DJ Ed
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Re: First trip on cubensis B+ [Re: DJ Ed]
#26457020 - 01/28/20 03:05 PM (4 years, 1 day ago) |
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Does it really matter how much I consumed? It was only 1 gram, shrooms I took aren't especially strong but I'm very sensitive, I estimate like 3 to 4 times more sensitive than average folks. Anyway why do you find my trip special? Damn, I have this curiosity to experience what happens on very high doses but at the same time afraid it would be too intense to handle.
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Re: First trip on cubensis B+ [Re: GreenCat]
#26457171 - 01/28/20 04:16 PM (4 years, 1 day ago) |
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The increase in dose leads to an expotential increase in trip intensity. I’d say definitely go for higher doses, but I wouldn’t go higher than +1g each dose. Good luck
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Re: First trip on cubensis B+ [Re: DJ Ed]
#26457895 - 01/29/20 02:24 AM (4 years, 20 hours ago) |
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The body is the anchor of consciousness. Smoking DMT showed me that. When the trip ends, you come back. Yet, there’s no “science” that proves it really happens, so it could just be an illusion. But the words convey well enough what it’s like. Reading about it is different than experiencing it.
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Re: First trip on cubensis B+ [Re: DJ Ed]
#26458583 - 01/29/20 01:58 PM (4 years, 8 hours ago) |
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How intense it could be on big doses? Are you able to give some examples? I'm afraid I can't handle much more than this trip.
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Re: First trip on cubensis B+ [Re: GreenCat]
#26458639 - 01/29/20 02:48 PM (4 years, 7 hours ago) |
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Sounds pretty intense so curious about how much you took. Take a look at this 'level guide' https://www.shroomery.org/6255/Trip-Reports
I remember my doses around 1.7g and was not as strong as your experience. Maybe try the same dose a few more times and see if you want to move up later
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Re: First trip on cubensis B+ [Re: GreenCat]
#26460021 - 01/30/20 10:59 AM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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In reference to your concern with breathing - just breathe as deep as you can, no matter how long it seems to take. The passage of time is almost always indeterminate when you're influenced by psychedelics, and should thus be considered irrelevant.
This was one of my extreme anxieties when I was first experimenting with psychedelics. Sometimes it send me spiraling into a bad trip where I was convinced I was going to die, then I'd start hyperventilating and the whole experience was a compounding mess.
I eventually convinced myself to let go of that - what was the worse that could happen? Maybe I'd pass out temporarily. That never happened. And I was further able to convince myself and maintain a mental totem with the note: It comes with your body.
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Re: First trip on cubensis B+ [Re: footpath]
#26460315 - 01/30/20 01:54 PM (3 years, 11 months ago) |
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According to level description I was at level 3, when I read about what happens at level 4 and 5 I think I'm not ready for that  @footpath, thanks for your comment on breathing. During my trip I somehow was able to let go and that saved me.
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