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pirate-blues



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watermelon mon said: Probably that I love everybody
Unfortunately in this world that wont get you anywhere
One person told me I should pretty much hate everybody
To just show coldness with no generosity of any kind
He said that he could genuinely see the love that i mean
So he wanted to beat anyone up who was going to mess with it
He told me to stay away from everyone
You can see the same love in the eyes and actions of a child
how happy they can be until they age
Miss him he helped me
Unfortunately his advice may be true
I really relate to this, I love everyone but I feel like this can almost be a weakness at times and I'm working on the strength to let it shine and just be myself and not care about the consequences or perceptions of others.
While at the same time acknowledging human nature and being realistic and not letting people take advantage of you. Of course love is abstract but its the only way I can phrase it, I love you all.
I am a very caring person too, but I've got older and less prone to exploitation. One time I actually said to someone "Do not confuse my kindness for weakness!". Of course they were blown away and stopped the fuckery. As humans we still need to remember we are primal creatures, despite all of our trimmings and fancy belief systems. Still just animals.
I'm still going to show it. It's in who I've always been.
Ended up in a cage. now I have problems with the law.
Laughed at by cops. Smashed on a car. humiliated
Just stood there all night. next to a cold concrete bed. Behind bars full of cobwebs.
Now it all turns. From how its preserved. within your own heart and soul.
How it changes you. How you can help others.
All I want to do is help people. In anyway that I can.
It had nothing to do with my penis.
It'll be okay man .
You need to help yourself in order to help anyone else. Can't set yourself on fire to keep someone else warm.
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lavod
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Nice to see you back pirate-blues!
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spirit_shadow
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Rumblefishtwist said: The monkey on my back? Being an addict, in general. My ex said basically said "you always have to be addicted to SOMETHING if it isn't "x", it's "x". I think she was right.
What is this x.... And where can I get some? And what is the difference between x and x? Lmao
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LogicaL Chaos
Ascension Energy & Alien UFOs




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I wonder if microdosing mushrooms would help with ADHD.....
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pirate-blues



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I've read a lot of good things about microdosing for adhd and know a couple of people who do it for other reasons, with good results. I've done it before, but only sporadically, and generally in conjunction with other psychedelics. I'm definitely gonna give it a try when I get my shit sorted out at this new place I'm living at. Nothing's a cure all, but I feel like it's worth a try, for sure.
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LogicaL Chaos
Ascension Energy & Alien UFOs




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Definitely not a cure but a worthy treatment choice in my opinion.
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sui
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I'll plan to go go play guitar then as I'm playing guitar and making the money I get drunk.
It's not an excuse but usually I have a window of about 7 hours where I can perform.
-------------------- "There is never a wrong note, bend it." Jimi Hendrix
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sui
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Re: Monkey on your back.. [Re: sui]
#26444156 - 01/21/20 01:19 AM (4 years, 8 days ago) |
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The people I was in a band with when I was a kid, it would have been fucking awesome. My friends that did not support me will understand the type of music I am portreying.
-------------------- "There is never a wrong note, bend it." Jimi Hendrix
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JustABoxOfRain

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Re: Monkey on your back.. [Re: sui]
#26450843 - 01/24/20 09:25 PM (4 years, 5 days ago) |
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You know at times it feels like several hundred pound gorillas who are slugging it out
-------------------- Brotherhood of Eternal Love I have tasted the maggots in the mind of the universe. I was not offended, for I knew I had to rise above it all, or drown in my own shit
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Loaded Shaman
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...Aching in my bones; I forgot you said; one day you'll walk alone...
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cannabinated



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i think microdosing can have some help for adhd in very specific does ranges but tolerance develops too quickly
i like a low dose to combat depression
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