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Amanita86
OTD Keymaster


Registered: 09/26/12
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Through careful, thorough deduction I’ve come to realize life is pretty great, it’s people that suck..
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Orange clock, pencil "They threw me off the hay truck about noon..."
*Mark 15:34  Gam zeh ya’avor...
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Buster_Brown
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The meaning of life is entertainment, you cultivate advantage and preserve it. Suicidal thoughts means something's wrong in the cultivation procedure.
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Tempalonomous
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Registered: 10/08/19
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YES
-------------------- Whatcha gonna do with a big fat but?... wiggle wiggle wiggle. doo doo doo do do do Ladies and Gentlemen, I now present to you... THE OFFICIAL DEXTER TRIPPING PLAYLIST! My Tripping Playlist Many centuries ago, there existed a formation of man. This version of us was of great power and great enlightenment. There came an evil presence known as the Babylonians. They are said to have reconfigured our DNA to make the majority of it void. This has encapsulated us in our limited, selfish ways. To seek truth we must tune our minds to the right frequency and only then we will truly know what to do.
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Jokeshopbeard
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Tempalonomous said: Meaning of life is happiness.
This belief is the most perfect path to misery I've seen all week.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Dextroverse
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akathisia relief is great, also the path to get the $$
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Tempalonomous
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Registered: 10/08/19
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You are stupid. That is literally the only reason any of us do anything.
-------------------- Whatcha gonna do with a big fat but?... wiggle wiggle wiggle. doo doo doo do do do Ladies and Gentlemen, I now present to you... THE OFFICIAL DEXTER TRIPPING PLAYLIST! My Tripping Playlist Many centuries ago, there existed a formation of man. This version of us was of great power and great enlightenment. There came an evil presence known as the Babylonians. They are said to have reconfigured our DNA to make the majority of it void. This has encapsulated us in our limited, selfish ways. To seek truth we must tune our minds to the right frequency and only then we will truly know what to do.
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feldman114
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Registered: 09/06/19
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Loc: Bravos
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Tempalonomous said: You are stupid. That is literally the only reason any of us do anything.
Ok you’re 14 for sure. Only people who are happy have dementia...
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Tempalonomous
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Registered: 10/08/19
Posts: 260
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yes
-------------------- Whatcha gonna do with a big fat but?... wiggle wiggle wiggle. doo doo doo do do do Ladies and Gentlemen, I now present to you... THE OFFICIAL DEXTER TRIPPING PLAYLIST! My Tripping Playlist Many centuries ago, there existed a formation of man. This version of us was of great power and great enlightenment. There came an evil presence known as the Babylonians. They are said to have reconfigured our DNA to make the majority of it void. This has encapsulated us in our limited, selfish ways. To seek truth we must tune our minds to the right frequency and only then we will truly know what to do.
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Ima Trooper
Chilldog Extraordinaire



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Just anecdotal evidence, but the period of my life where I was taking Vyvanse I turned very angry. Vyvanse made me hit rage pretty easily after about 6 months taking it.
Best thing I ever did was go to a psychiatrist and got on Zoloft. Late teens/early twenties is a rough time. Don't feel like you're lesser for taking something that smooths that out, you're probably already self-medicating, it's not much different except that it's a lot better.
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Tempalonomous
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I am not self medicating, I do not even smoke weed anymore. Once I turn 19 I am going to self medicate with alcohol for sure though.
-------------------- Whatcha gonna do with a big fat but?... wiggle wiggle wiggle. doo doo doo do do do Ladies and Gentlemen, I now present to you... THE OFFICIAL DEXTER TRIPPING PLAYLIST! My Tripping Playlist Many centuries ago, there existed a formation of man. This version of us was of great power and great enlightenment. There came an evil presence known as the Babylonians. They are said to have reconfigured our DNA to make the majority of it void. This has encapsulated us in our limited, selfish ways. To seek truth we must tune our minds to the right frequency and only then we will truly know what to do.
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Amanita86
OTD Keymaster


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Loc: hades
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That’s a terrible idea.
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Orange clock, pencil "They threw me off the hay truck about noon..."
*Mark 15:34  Gam zeh ya’avor...
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christopera
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I'm not trying to be a dick, and I understand that you're feelings are real and important, but when I was 18 I didn't know shit about life. Hell, I'm almost twice that age now and I'm still confused as fuck. Sure I've figured a lot of things out over the years, I'm by many measures fairly successful at life, but I'd be lying if I said it's all somehow easier or more clear. Life can suck, but don't let it beat you down. Try to position yourself in ways where you can enjoy your experiences, where you can love your friends and family. Take it one step at a time, don't dwell on your failures because failures are a big part of the process, and try to keep on growing.
There is one sure fire way to feel a little bit better though, and that's to ditch Slipknot and never turn back. That's because they suck.
-------------------- Enjoy the process of your search without succumbing to the pressure of the result. A Dorito is pizza, change my mind. Bank and Union with The Shroomery at the Zuul on The internet - now with %'s and things I’m sorry it had to be me.
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feldman114
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Registered: 09/06/19
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Tempalonomous said: I am not self medicating, I do not even smoke weed anymore. Once I turn 19 I am going to self medicate with alcohol for sure though.
You think you can replace amphetamine salts with alcohol? Pffff I wish. If you don’t think the amph is fucking with your head, stop taking it for 3 days.
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Tempalonomous
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Registered: 10/08/19
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I will not ditch slipknot as they have songs that are very motivational. I appreciate your words as they are helpful but the slipknot thing is not true. Listen to the first minute of "unsainted'Quote:
feldman114 said:
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Tempalonomous said: I am not self medicating, I do not even smoke weed anymore. Once I turn 19 I am going to self medicate with alcohol for sure though.
You think you can replace amphetamine salts with alcohol? Pffff I wish. If you don’t think the amph is fucking with your head, stop taking it for 3 days.
I can go a full week without my 70mg vyvanse and I feel fine, it doesn't work like that for me. I just dont feel motivated. now ithdrawl
-------------------- Whatcha gonna do with a big fat but?... wiggle wiggle wiggle. doo doo doo do do do Ladies and Gentlemen, I now present to you... THE OFFICIAL DEXTER TRIPPING PLAYLIST! My Tripping Playlist Many centuries ago, there existed a formation of man. This version of us was of great power and great enlightenment. There came an evil presence known as the Babylonians. They are said to have reconfigured our DNA to make the majority of it void. This has encapsulated us in our limited, selfish ways. To seek truth we must tune our minds to the right frequency and only then we will truly know what to do.
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feldman114
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Lol that IS the withdrawal. Everything is either boring or irritating. Nothing really matters. Life is a 40’s black-and-white movie about your tragic life.
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Tempalonomous
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Registered: 10/08/19
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Oh, well the withdraw is not that bad then I just play video games and am dull im not in pain and im not that irritated just dull. I don't mind it at all.
-------------------- Whatcha gonna do with a big fat but?... wiggle wiggle wiggle. doo doo doo do do do Ladies and Gentlemen, I now present to you... THE OFFICIAL DEXTER TRIPPING PLAYLIST! My Tripping Playlist Many centuries ago, there existed a formation of man. This version of us was of great power and great enlightenment. There came an evil presence known as the Babylonians. They are said to have reconfigured our DNA to make the majority of it void. This has encapsulated us in our limited, selfish ways. To seek truth we must tune our minds to the right frequency and only then we will truly know what to do.
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tyrannicalrex
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Registered: 04/24/03
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Tempalonomous said: No. without them I am nothing. no fun. defective.
This is not true. I hope you find your way without or with minimal meds.
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O_Dweeds
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Little fact: Video games studies over the last two years have shown a fairly high release of dopamine when playing; especially the more intense games that really absorb you/require high attention like first person shooters. Some of the individuals had levels of dopamine release that matched or beat lower dose opiates. The study where this was shown was conducted by the military on soldiers coming off opiates after recovering from injuries.
-------------------- Oxygen. Water. Neil Young Our word "planet" comes from the Greek word planetes, meaning "wanderer." "There ain't no revolution, only evolution, but every time I'm in Georgia I eat a peach for peace." Gregg Allman
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Tempalonomous
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Registered: 10/08/19
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I have over 4000 hours in cs:go
-------------------- Whatcha gonna do with a big fat but?... wiggle wiggle wiggle. doo doo doo do do do Ladies and Gentlemen, I now present to you... THE OFFICIAL DEXTER TRIPPING PLAYLIST! My Tripping Playlist Many centuries ago, there existed a formation of man. This version of us was of great power and great enlightenment. There came an evil presence known as the Babylonians. They are said to have reconfigured our DNA to make the majority of it void. This has encapsulated us in our limited, selfish ways. To seek truth we must tune our minds to the right frequency and only then we will truly know what to do.
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feldman114
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Registered: 09/06/19
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Loc: Bravos
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Omg no way, counter strike is STILL around? Jesus. I haven’t played videa games in like 5 years and it was a super old game even then. That’s one loyal fan base..
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