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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: Tantrika] 5
#26519939 - 03/06/20 03:57 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm a rugged male model trapped in stupid ass boyish bod!
I repeat these words to myself everyday. And it feels a lil better.
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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: remake]
#26519954 - 03/06/20 04:12 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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remake said: I'm a rugged male model trapped in stupid ass boyish bod!
I repeat these words to myself everyday. And it feels a lil better.
Do you do so while going to the gym and making efforts to embrace your inner self?
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#26519960 - 03/06/20 04:20 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Lmaooo that's a good one m8. Maybe you could take that concept a bit further... and maybe sell it online somewhere... g'no'what'im'sayin?
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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: Tantrika] 1
#26519962 - 03/06/20 04:22 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm just joking about the male model part...
But I understand your dysphoria to a very slight degree though. I was fat lil kid. And hated myself for a while, but I lost all that fluff.
Currently I do go to the gym. Personally I find it annoying thinking about my own appearance all the time, part of why I post here... just to get over myself a bit.
Society is super superficial though, and totally disregard some people's being based on appearance.
Part of me just wants to get super ripped and stylized in a truly avant-garde type of way just to mess with people.
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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: remake] 2
#26519965 - 03/06/20 04:23 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Pick up some serious yoga and qi gong - will make you into a lot more than just muscle, and will help with underlying feelings regarding the body in general.
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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: twighead] 3
#26519968 - 03/06/20 04:32 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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I roll around like a ninja in my garden everyday, but I'll give this 'yoda' thing a go one day, 
I don't really care that much what I look like, as long as I'm maintaining a nice fragrance and cleanliness that doesn't immediately offend people. I like being covered in dirt and being in nature, though. Like an animal.
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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: remake] 1
#26520062 - 03/06/20 06:31 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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remake said: I'm just joking about the male model part...
But I understand your dysphoria to a very slight degree though. I was fat lil kid. And hated myself for a while, but I lost all that fluff.
Currently I do go to the gym. Personally I find it annoying thinking about my own appearance all the time, part of why I post here... just to get over myself a bit.
Society is super superficial though, and totally disregard some people's being based on appearance.
Part of me just wants to get super ripped and stylized in a truly avant-garde type of way just to mess with people.
Genuinely respect and appreciate the attempts at understanding and outreach but it is not quite the same thing, and awkwardly going out of your way to try and tie them in together is not necessary as there are trans communities where we actually do struggle with the same issues
whether or not you were joking about the male model part, perhaps let me word it this way -- when you picture your ideal self
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remake said: I roll around like a ninja in my garden everyday, but I'll give this 'yoda' thing a go one day, 
I don't really care that much what I look like, as long as I'm maintaining a nice fragrance and cleanliness that doesn't immediately offend people. I like being covered in dirt and being in nature, though. Like an animal.
is it sneaky ninja who fits through windows and between walls, and leaps through the trees with his hawk buddy flying along or is it the Beverly Hills Ninja

For me, the issue for a long time was watching things like Spider-Man and wanting to be a Superheroine/Anti-hero like Black Cat

while having to accept that pushing my body to the limits of trying to get in shape would make me into more of a Venom

and now, have finally gotten onto hormone therapy, so my body will finally readapt to a fat distribution and stuff that means getting in shape will make me look more like Felicia and less like Eddie but due to being in my 30s already, the bone structure in my face and stuff has really kind of...solidified for lack of a better term? and while my features have begun, and will continue to, notably soften if having gotten on HRT at 18, the treatment would have interupted and somewhat reversed the masculinization of my facial features and there is a lingering awareness, and a recognizable envy, in seeing other trans women post their transition timelines whilst knowing my own timeline is going to be slower and less pronounced -- they get where they want faster because they started earlier
but for my own self, did not have a real psychological awareness at 18 that trans women exist, let alone my being one just lived with this bottled up sentiment that every guy must be coming to terms with having nothing to aspire to but looking like a lumpy sack of potatoes
the real important thing, to me, is the now actually caring for, rather than just taking care of, my appearance it's a subtle shift, but it has been enormously empowering
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#26520139 - 03/06/20 07:39 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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remake said: I roll around like a ninja in my garden everyday, but I'll give this 'yoda' thing a go one day, 
I don't really care that much what I look like, as long as I'm maintaining a nice fragrance and cleanliness that doesn't immediately offend people. I like being covered in dirt and being in nature, though. Like an animal.
It just so happens, Qi Gong was developed through the observation of animal movements - here's one of the more primal forms:
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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: Tantrika] 1
#26520197 - 03/06/20 08:31 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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I LOVE me some Chris Farley! So cute! 
Remake said: Society is super superficial though, and totally disregard some people's being based on appearance.
So very fucking true!
Also good luck in all your therapies and life tantrika! I think it's a wonderful thing you are posting about this. It may help other people too afraid to even talk to someone trans or go that route themselves etc...This is a journal of sorts and a positive one.
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#26520284 - 03/06/20 09:36 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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I get you. I know it's not the same thing at all.
When I picture my ideal self in regards to my physical being, it's probably more of an internal state of being I seek that makes peace with certain physical limitations in a graceful way.
This would include noting the importance of physical health, but also knowing that certain things I can't truly change, like the process of aging, or physical death.
When I was a kid, I wanted to be a comedian as well as spider-man (mainly for his cool skills, though).
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#26520417 - 03/06/20 10:57 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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#26520430 - 03/06/20 11:08 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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I've been wearing a lot of Realtree camo lately as well.
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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: psi]
#26520443 - 03/06/20 11:14 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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psi said: I've been wearing a lot of Realtree camo lately as well.
it's a solid brand would love one of their pink and white design hoodies but typically get jackets and stuff from my mother when she gets herself a new one instead
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#26520564 - 03/06/20 12:42 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Me and my brother, I was coming up hard on the second 125mg of mdma here, lol!
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Your brother looks like he jams with this band The Wooden Shjips
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#26523046 - 03/07/20 10:47 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Benzo'z
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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: SunnyD]
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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: SunnyD]
#26524249 - 03/08/20 04:41 PM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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is that you back/butt?
that is quite the rant for nudity for a mundane picture of 'acceptable' nudity....hell that kind of nudity is ok for sun screen logos....public consumption indeed

this pic caused a uproar on twitter....people dont see a cute picture and see something dirty or deviant, i think that says more about the viewers who have issues
granted maybe there should be issues, back when i was a baby there wasn't twitter or Facebook and i know there are pics of me as a baby running around naked . 100% innocent picture but it wasn't shared with the whole world.
if you are of age and not a weirdo clothes are optional in the right circumstances
that being said i am very shy about getting naked in front of my partners and i dont have a reason to be...what does that say about me that as a child i was cool with being naked but now i wouldnt dare do such a thing.
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Re: Pics of the pubbers 2020. [Re: Penroc3] 7
#26525008 - 03/09/20 05:43 AM (3 years, 10 months ago) |
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Fulfilled a lifelong dream yesterday; shot a Barrett M82:

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That's awesome JSB! Great prone firing position too!
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