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HamHead
Hard Ass Motherfucker



Registered: 03/17/15
Posts: 6,107
Loc: Galactic sector ZZ9 Plura...
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Video games. Lots.
I'm not one to be going out, nor do I have many friends to invite over.
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openmind
curious


Registered: 08/03/07
Posts: 13,865
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Re: NYE PLANS? [Re: HamHead]
#26409522 - 12/31/19 03:11 PM (4 years, 29 days ago) |
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A friend of mine that I haven't seen in a while is in town.
So I might end up at a friends place, taking some LSD and melting through the night with a couple friends.
Plans would be some music, LSD, herb, and nitrous oxide.
If that doesn't happen then it'll just be another night at home, getting stoned.
It has been 4 years since I've done anything for NYE, so I hope to do a lil something.
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Shroomslip
Architekt



Registered: 11/25/12
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Eh, I decided to just stay in. I probably wouldn't have found it that enjoyable and it would've cost me a decent amount cuz even if I bussed there, I'd definitely be ubering back.
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Tulipslave
Homo sapiens sapiens, lol

Registered: 07/25/17
Posts: 11,109
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Brooklyn Nine-Nine!
and beer
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Seriously_trippin
Cosmic Guru Ganesh



Registered: 07/12/13
Posts: 14,470
Last seen: 13 minutes, 46 seconds
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Im just staying over at my dad's this year it's been a particularly tough year for us all. We are all still grieving the loss of my puppy (my kid) and I'm still trying to learn how to deal with my PTSD without him. Plus all year we've been struggling to buy groceries and pay rent because of high medicine costs. Also my anxiety meds which are for anxiety and ptsd attacks went down to 2mg xanax per day which just is not enough. Ironically even my psychiatrist and psychologist don't know coping mechanisms to teach me. There's only one therapy group in my area and my insurance doesn't cover it. I'm not doing very well at it but open to coping mechanisms to learn. Hopefully it'll be a better year this year. I was certainly showered with gifts like I haven't eaten since I was 17 or younger.
I have rarely asked for anything over the years because I'm very aware they're giving me free food and rent and I'm grateful so it was a really nice surprise to get a ps4, some games and we got to go see family in time of need. So in that respect it was a good holiday I've just been dealing with severe depression, anxiety attacks and ptsd nightmares. I broke out 3 teeth this year from nightmares. So I'm hoping 2020 will be a year of healing and not more stagnant medical problems. Sorry to be such a downer but the truth is I'm going through quite alot.
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coAsTal
Friend


Registered: 04/04/06
Posts: 2,970
Loc: 8a
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Quote:
Seriously_trippin said: Im just staying over at my dad's this year it's been a particularly tough year for us all. We are all still grieving the loss of my puppy (my kid) and I'm still trying to learn how to deal with my PTSD without him. Plus all year we've been struggling to buy groceries and pay rent because of high medicine costs. Also my anxiety meds which are for anxiety and ptsd attacks went down to 2mg xanax per day which just is not enough. Ironically even my psychiatrist and psychologist don't know coping mechanisms to teach me. There's only one therapy group in my area and my insurance doesn't cover it. I'm not doing very well at it but open to coping mechanisms to learn. Hopefully it'll be a better year this year. I was certainly showered with gifts like I haven't eaten since I was 17 or younger.
I have rarely asked for anything over the years because I'm very aware they're giving me free food and rent and I'm grateful so it was a really nice surprise to get a ps4, some games and we got to go see family in time of need. So in that respect it was a good holiday I've just been dealing with severe depression, anxiety attacks and ptsd nightmares. I broke out 3 teeth this year from nightmares. So I'm hoping 2020 will be a year of healing and not more stagnant medical problems. Sorry to be such a downer but the truth is I'm going through quite alot.
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Seriously_trippin
Cosmic Guru Ganesh



Registered: 07/12/13
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Re: NYE PLANS? [Re: coAsTal]
#26410299 - 01/01/20 01:32 AM (4 years, 28 days ago) |
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coAsTal said:
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Seriously_trippin said: Im just staying over at my dad's this year it's been a particularly tough year for us all. We are all still grieving the loss of my puppy (my kid) and I'm still trying to learn how to deal with my PTSD without him. Plus all year we've been struggling to buy groceries and pay rent because of high medicine costs. Also my anxiety meds which are for anxiety and ptsd attacks went down to 2mg xanax per day which just is not enough. Ironically even my psychiatrist and psychologist don't know coping mechanisms to teach me. There's only one therapy group in my area and my insurance doesn't cover it. I'm not doing very well at it but open to coping mechanisms to learn. Hopefully it'll be a better year this year. I was certainly showered with gifts like I haven't eaten since I was 17 or younger.
I have rarely asked for anything over the years because I'm very aware they're giving me free food and rent and I'm grateful so it was a really nice surprise to get a ps4, some games and we got to go see family in time of need. So in that respect it was a good holiday I've just been dealing with severe depression, anxiety attacks and ptsd nightmares. I broke out 3 teeth this year from nightmares. So I'm hoping 2020 will be a year of healing and not more stagnant medical problems. Sorry to be such a downer but the truth is I'm going through quite alot.
I have faith in you. Seriously.
Thank you my shroomy brethren =) always helps to have positivity from others.
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DoneKildatReason
Chemical in the body



Registered: 02/25/05
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Loc: Green Country
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^^^Man those nightmares can be rough. I've had my own version.... Hoping the best for you, and with time, all things can get better - if not a full heal, at least better. And believe in that.
Hope everyone had a safe night, all the best to you all.
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Loaded Shaman
Psychophysiologist



Registered: 03/02/15
Posts: 8,006
Loc: Now O'Clock
Last seen: 28 days, 1 hour
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I got absolutely LIT off kief and destroyed Olive Garden with this hot blonde.
Yes. We fuck. Because the hot blonde is my girlfriend lol.
Not a bad evening .
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watermelon mon
Willow Trees


Registered: 04/05/13
Posts: 7,800
Last seen: 3 years, 3 months
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Man I wish that I could have chilled with my cat
I ended up sober at a casino , to keep my friend company and keep him out of trouble , I'm 100% sure he would have went out alone and no man gets left behind
We ended up at some kind of a birthday party in a Italian restaurant it was pretty cool
Usually things dont bother me but going out around all of those people , it kind of did
Last time some white kid was trying to instigate me and stuff , he just kept coming back calling me gay , making comments and stuff
I just looked at him didnt say anything
I'm surprised how he seemed to be with a bunch of chicks yet my friend and I are alone
Not really to sure but I think that says something about something , I'm trying to figure it out maybe I don't need to , maybe it speaks for it's self , maybe it doesn't
Dont really care
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Loaded Shaman
Psychophysiologist



Registered: 03/02/15
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Loc: Now O'Clock
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I dodged a boring party, as well. I saw pics after and I'm glad I didn't bother making the effort LOL.
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watermelon mon
Willow Trees


Registered: 04/05/13
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Yeah man it wasn't boring , just not my style, my head was spinning around like a robot looking at the view
But I dont think to many of those women are very nice on the inside
I feel bad to say it
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