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DJ Ed
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7 billion souls, 3 or 4 consciousnesses
#26404135 - 12/28/19 06:24 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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This is not a trip report from last night’s 3.7g dried Psilocybe Cubensis B+ lemon tea; I cannot make much sense of what happened last night, so until I can write a legible trip report, here’s a few thoughts........
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Last night I had a clear intention to meet and speak with the mushroom spirit / entity. Nothing actually spoke to me throughout; in fact, I don’t recall the mushrooms ever talking to me. Anyways, I wanted to converse with the spirit and ask them to show me love. Where the trip takes you, even with a clear intention, can be so random. I don’t think “I found love”, but something occurred to me that has been “troubling” me for a while......
Most of my psychedlic buddies from 30+ years ago are either lost or dead. I feel so alone these days. And 3 years ago one of my labradors bled to death in my arms. I miss his soul every day. So over recent trips I have been trying to contact souls of people I know and have known, through the ether you seem to get access to on mushrooms.
I can’t say that I have directly met any old dead friends, though on very high doses I have managed to converse with my wife’s soul (while she was away from the house and not tripping). But I have noticed I meet the same energies on quite a frequent basis. I can’t explain how I know, but these energies somehow feel like consciousnesses I have liaised with in the past.
The crux is though, there only seem to be about two or three of these energies.
So trip team, any thoughts on what I may be experiencing? Is it the case that there are 7 billion people on this planet, but almost they’re zombies - auto-bots from a video game? But in reality there are only actually two or three “real” people in the whole world?
The more I think about this, the more it sort of freaks me out! Any ideas? Any feedback always welcome.
Mush love people, DJ Ed
-------------------- “It’s like when you see a mountain lion,” he suggested. “If you run, it will chase you. So you must stand your ground.” Michael Pollan: How To Change Your Mind “The problem is not to find the answer, it’s to face the answer.” Terence McKenna

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kneesocks
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Re: 7 billion souls, 3 or 4 consciousnesses [Re: DJ Ed]
#26404194 - 12/28/19 07:36 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Your soul group.
-------------------- "An ignorant man is lost, faithless, and filled with self-doubt; A soul that harbors doubt has no joy, not in this world or the next." -Bhagavad-gita 4:40
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Re: 7 billion souls, 3 or 4 consciousnesses [Re: DJ Ed] 2
#26404225 - 12/28/19 08:00 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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in the midst of your religious experience on mushrooms you can get away with vast oversimplifications and be as right as anything - everything overlaps and is one ongoing hemorrhage of existence being experienced.
sorry that you feel alone, and have lost so many, but I think we are all alone, and in that way we are all together in this dream of finding and losing friends.
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Re: 7 billion souls, 3 or 4 consciousnesses [Re: redgreenvines]
#26404246 - 12/28/19 08:16 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
redgreenvines said: in the midst of your religious experience on mushrooms you can get away with vast oversimplifications and be as right as anything - everything overlaps and is one ongoing hemorrhage of existence being experienced.
sorry that you feel alone, and have lost so many, but I think we are all alone, and in that way we are all together in this dream of finding and losing friends.
Nice one, redgreenvibes, appreciate your thoughts.
Yes. I have felt alone for many years. I think what I was trying to get across (not easy trying to put this down on paper), there are important people in my life, but in them I recognise an energy, a presence, a life force, that I have felt before in friends now deceased. And I have felt my dog’s energy on trips especially.
When I first reached the peak of the psychedlic headspace, many years ago, and actually from “white lightning” LSD; I realised I had been looking for that headspace my entire conscious life. Every time I go back to that space, it feels like home, somehow familiar.
So my post is related to a handful of souls that I come across in the various people I meet, wherever in the world I may be, and in what time. It’s like a recurring thing; no beginning, no end, just consciousness.
Sorry but I’m confusing myself trying to elaborate on my inner thoughts! So it must be hell for you guys trying to follow. So I’ll end there.
Thanks for the kind thoughts, who knows I may already have met you in hyperspace ✊🏻
DJ Ed
-------------------- “It’s like when you see a mountain lion,” he suggested. “If you run, it will chase you. So you must stand your ground.” Michael Pollan: How To Change Your Mind “The problem is not to find the answer, it’s to face the answer.” Terence McKenna

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DJ Ed
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Re: 7 billion souls, 3 or 4 consciousnesses [Re: DJ Ed]
#26404247 - 12/28/19 08:17 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Maybe a better way of trying to explain where I’m coming from.
Try to think of when you have first met a “best mate”. Within moments in can feel like you’ve known each other all your lives.
How can that be if you’ve never met?
Mush love, DJ Ed
-------------------- “It’s like when you see a mountain lion,” he suggested. “If you run, it will chase you. So you must stand your ground.” Michael Pollan: How To Change Your Mind “The problem is not to find the answer, it’s to face the answer.” Terence McKenna

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Re: 7 billion souls, 3 or 4 consciousnesses [Re: DJ Ed]
#26404284 - 12/28/19 08:53 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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That can be, because you're in the same soul group which was determined long before we chose to be born into our current lives. Your energy is similar as a result. Same wavelength, different lessons to be learned.
-------------------- "An ignorant man is lost, faithless, and filled with self-doubt; A soul that harbors doubt has no joy, not in this world or the next." -Bhagavad-gita 4:40
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