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ichugwindex
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Have you regretted the way you said things before?
#26403554 - 12/27/19 07:45 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I would have got my favorite substance just now if I had said a single sentence a different way earlier. I'm still gonna get wasted but I'm not sure how long the regret will last. Had I been a second faster with my wit I would be smoking meth right now. Not sure if I can forgive myself since I have been thinking about meth every day for years now.
-------------------- Only hope can give rise to the emotion we call despair. But it is nearly impossible for a man to try to live without hope, so I guess that leaves Man no choice but to walk around with despair as his companion.
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Shroomslip
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Re: Have you regretted the way you said things before? [Re: ichugwindex]
#26403620 - 12/27/19 08:27 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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You're better off anyways.
And of course I have. I have a bad habit of sticking my foot in my mouth.
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With my face against the floor I can’t see who knocked me out of the way. I don’t want to get back up but I have to so it might as well be today. Nothing appeals to me no one feels like me, I’m too busy being calm to disappear. I’m in no shape to be alone contrary to the shit that you might hear. You can't wake up, this is not a dream. You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen. Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline
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ichugwindex
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Re: Have you regretted the way you said things before? [Re: Shroomslip]
#26403645 - 12/27/19 08:42 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I guess I'll be better off. Sure do miss being so energetic. I wish coffee ever came close to letting me match my son's energy. I'm mostly left in the dust as far as that goes o matter how coffee I get.
-------------------- Only hope can give rise to the emotion we call despair. But it is nearly impossible for a man to try to live without hope, so I guess that leaves Man no choice but to walk around with despair as his companion.
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NOUS333
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Re: Have you regretted the way you said things before? [Re: ichugwindex]
#26403662 - 12/27/19 08:55 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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ichugwindex said: I guess I'll be better off. Sure do miss being so energetic. I wish coffee ever came close to letting me match my son's energy. I'm mostly left in the dust as far as that goes o matter how coffee I get.
Dude. Meth is for losers.
But yeah. Mostly at work. I get pissed off at fucking idiots and have outbursts sometimes of cussing and talking shit about said idiots. Im not someone who likes talking shit or when other people talk shit. I prefer to do it to peoples faces and in a respectful and productive way but when that fails time and time again its easy for me to get frustrated.
I need to work on it heavy.
But yeah dude. Fuck meth.you remind me of these idiots i see in this hick town im in that do meth and shit and have kids and pretend its normal. Its not. Everyones looking st them like they are complete fuck ups and they are. I hope im wrong and thats not you.
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