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Loaded Shaman
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LS's 6g Dried Solistice Nature Trip Report

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#26399153 - 12/24/19 01:23 PM (4 years, 3 months ago)

Before I begin, all I can honestly say after this last trip is "Holy FUCK". Pardon my language, but that's about as accurate a statement as I could give for what I experienced first hand on these marvelous compounds, on this most magical winter solstice last Saturday (12/21/19).

Here's the breakdown: 6.0g dried psilocybe cubensis, eaten straight (I'm a maniac, I know), chased with single glass of 12.oz orange juice.

Please also note my last meal was 8 hours before waking, so I was absolutely empty stomached for this (intentional).

3:00AM I woke up, did my routine, and prepared to ingest and go for the whole fucking day.
3:25AM I consumed the shrooms and orange juice.
4:15AM I'm starting to feel things get "tickly". This is the last time I took note of the clock until I was coming down almost 12 hours later, at 3:00PM.

I managed to keep busy during the come up, not noticing too much nausea (I smoked two bong packs to stay level), keeping my notepad nearby as well as a sketchpad (I didn't get to it at all lol) to "keep tabs of my journey".

Next thing I know I'm fully tripping, in my room. Computer is on with music and stuff open, but I'm fucking GONE. Nailed to my chair, mind wide the fuck open.

Conversations inside my consciousness took place that I can't even language, between myself and what I can only assume are other projections of "myself from myself";, ala our entity discussion. I'm not claiming entities, I'm claiming additional intelligence on that level of consciousness - whether it's me tripping on "other versions of myself", or whatever. There is an experience. Whatever was going on "with my body and mind" during this trip, it was like a fucking T1 connection to "the raw datum of reality", as McKenna would so fondly put it.

Now, here's the fun part. It must have been around 7:30AM at this point (I can only assume, I wasn't even thinking about clocks or time or causality in general lol), as the sun was rising.

I managed to get it together enough to not only make it out of my room while tripping, but outside, into my yard, and onto the trails connecting my property to an apartment complex on the other side of about 800ft of thick, trail-laden woods. I literally followed the sun. No other guide or instinctual pulling.

People walk their dogs, smoke, fuck, etc. That sort of shit lol. Thankfully there were zero people around. I found my spot off the trail and just sat on a log and WENT WITH IT.

I could feel the sun moving overhead as if everything were going fast and slow at the same time, canceling out into what I like to phrase "NO TIME"; somehow the universe is happening around "you/I", but "you/I" are a constant. A constant frame of reference for anything to have any meaning, usefulness, or "validity" whatsoever. Your consciousness is a constant. I was everything, including myself - and everything that doesn't constitute myself - all at once, timelessly, holographically, holistically.

That's the only way I could language it. The map is NOT the territory, my friends. There is no separation. Consciousness is all there is. It is the ultimate IS.

I was shown directly that consciousness cannot be, nor arise from, an "is NOT" (I.E. non-existence).
I was shown that the ultimate illusion is thinking this "reality" is an "illusion".
I was shown that we are erroneously defining reality as "external" in an attempt to get "empirical" when it's very clear while tripping your consciousness is the source of anything and all things that could ever constitute "reality" or "empiricism" in the first place.
The only thing that isn't a conceptualization or an abstraction is consciousness itself (ironically this was my argument in the ego death thread, pre-trip) because that's where conceptualization, language, definitions, and eventually abstract language and mathematics arises (the pinnacle of human abstraction) from in the first place.
The Laws of Nature aren't responsible for consciousness; consciousness is responsible for the laws of nature.
the laws of nature are a conceptualization of consciousness first and foremost (a useful one for mapping reality, though it's an extremely flawed map as we're discovering!), using further abstractions such as language and math to quantify, and communicate.
Consciousness gives rise to those concepts and abstractions - because it's the only existential constant frame of reference that actually exists for anything to have any sort of referential/relative meaning in the first place.
I was shown that consciousness is absolute, eternal, and without begin or end. It didn't require a big bang or a creator to kick start it.
Causality is a flawed and irrational premise because non-existence cannot cause existence.
A non-existent cause doesn't exist...so how is it causing anything?

I was further shown how this very notion of causal determinism also unfortunately completely handicaps science into little more than raw materialist determinist philosophy posing as free inquiry of the natural world.

It's not.

It puts the cart before the horse, then claims that neither of those two things actually exist because nothing caused them to.

I got into a heated argument with several members about this and they still miss my point. This is nothing but Platonism (there's a separate invisible dimension where math and time are causing everything we see manifesting in the physical; it's the other way around; consciousness is the only IS and it conceptualizes math, time, and space in the first place in order to make constructive organization and use of the environment) posing as free inquiry (science). Psychs at a sufficient level make this so obvious.

I was shown directly that we're eternally tethered to a conscious existential constant no matter how many psychs you may take or you wouldn't have record of the experience when you come back.

This is a HUGE cosmic giggle IMHO.

Arguing over whether the ego dies or not is completely missing the point of the implications as consciousness as an absolute, eternal, existential anchor. This is regardless of what anyone thinks or feels about it because having a thought or a feel about it proves you're existentially anchored and everything that you experienced in order to have an opposing stance has to be recorded or printed onto you as an existential anchor.

If there was no constant everything would be infinitely relative and useless. Imagine waking up everyday and having to learn an entirely new language by sundown. One that never existed previously. Exactly.

The only illusion is the separation of "time and space" between existential singularities - I.E. "conscious SELF-s", which are in reality about as "separate" as the fingers are from a hand, then an arm, etc.

This last trip, needless to say, has inspired me to take my writing to a new level and try to articulate this shit in ways that brings about a rational, philosophical understanding on just what in the actual FUCK is going on here. We've been handicapped for hundreds of years by flawed platonic philosophy blinding us to the absolute, eternal, existential singularity that IS, can only IS, and BE IS because it is ABLE TO (my new metaphysical primary after this mind-blowing trip is "ability"; more on that in coming posts)!

Properly educated psychedelic use is the skeleton key to accurately understanding "reality" beyond the contradictory, flawed metaphysical premises found in modern "science".

Made it back inside my house around 3:15pm, starving, mind blown.

I'm still reeling from the trip and compiling notes. I hope this what somewhat enlightening and not overwhelming. I'll be around to chat and answer questions below, Shroomies!

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"Real knowledge is to know the extent of one’s ignorance." — Confucius

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