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Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? * 5
    #26393326 - 12/21/19 12:05 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

I guess the problem I have with threads like that (and there have been hundreds like it over the years) is, aside from that it starts with cranky people complaining about other people who might be having better trips than they do, is that solid deep trips cannot begin to be described with language IME.

I know y'all are trying there, and I respect that as far as it goes, but I've never read any account of a trip that gets close to the kind of thing that happens to me, and that kind of thing isn't something even I can express in language.

The deeper you go, the deeper you can go.

Buddhism teaches there is no separate self to experience things, there never was any such thing.  So how can you "lose" something that never existed in the first place?  Why would you even want to?  You can't "lose" it but you can transcend it if it's helpful, and really, it is helpful.  Because it's a better perspective than the one that sets you up as separate from everything else. 

In this mundane material culture we sort of inhabit and imbibe from at times, there's an endless supply of mundane material people.  Naturally, because that's its purpose - make more consumers of product.  When they up and complain from time to time that "nobody ever got free of it", they're just endorsing the status quo, and they're simply wrong.

Now here's the weird stuff - I'm starting to grow shrooms again in preparation for next summer, and I'll be tripping heavily again soon, long before then, and I'm getting premonitions or something already - stuff goes missing inexplicably, other stuff appears inexplicably and it doesn't belong to anybody around here, and just now my SO said "Why did Phish suddenly start playing in the living room?" 

Well that wouldn't be weird except all the Phish I've been listening to on the living room amp and speakers was on a usb drive stuck in a laptop and I took it out today after I shut the laptop off and used it to transfer a christmas picture for cards.  And it's sitting right here in front of me on the desk in another room.  Yes, Phish was playing, but it was hours ago, and the laptop is dead, Jim, as I demonstrated.

This is the kind of thing that usually goes with my trips - this is my normal - this is what I'm used to anymore - and the more I trip the more stuff like that happens, stuff that other people notice at the time and comment on.  Stuff that I'm actively studying when I can figure out good ways to do it, which is one of my serious hobbies.

So if you've got experience along these lines, whether it comes from tripping or just trippiness (I do on both counts) I'd like to hear more about it.:cookiemonster:


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #26393352 - 12/21/19 12:30 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

Thank you so much for sharing, PrimalSoup.  I can relate a lot. I am not one to use the term "ego death" but I also can appreciate what folks are trying to Express by using that term (as explained eloquently by others in that other thread you linked).  That thread reminded me of reading Joe Molloys "DMT is bullshit" thoughts on here.. not at all how I would talk to others with different opinions but :shrug: I'm glad to have seen you and others write up thoughtful responses though.

I have had similar experiences to those odd moments you have been having lately.  I had one yesterday, in fact. A small one, but still significant.

Yesterday was my first real DMT experience and I put on music to try and fight my pre DMT anxiety but I knew deep down that it wasn't what I truly "needed", which was to turn that shit off and listen up to the message I'm given by the trip.  Well, the exact moment I exhaled my rip the music playing through my speakers on my phone shut off randomly and I was left with the sound of a roaring DMT trip tearing my head off. It was exactly what I needed.

Another time I was tripping incredibly hard on penis envy and walked to one corner of my apartment to play drums and there was a chorus of angels, clear as day.  I listened for a handful of minutes, all while feeling a powerful euphoria pour over me, and then walked away from that corner and the angels became fainter until I couldn't hear them. I walked back to that corner a few minutes later and there the chorus was again, as beautiful and incredible as ever.

I just can't explain these things.  I'm not religious or even "spiritual" beyond keeping an open mind as best I can but these things just blow me away.  There are quite a few more moments of "magic" or intense synchronicity I have experienced as well and I am really grateful for them because it keeps me in the unknown when it comes to psychedelics...just the way I like it.


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: PrimalSoup] * 3
    #26393358 - 12/21/19 12:42 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

There’s definitely weird stuff going on in life that psychedelics only seem to highlight. I once had a professor who said something to the effect of, “synchronicity and precognition isn’t real unless it happens to you. In those instances, it is real.” Basically, he was a psychologist and he kept a log of his own dreams for 15 years and over that timeframe, he recorded 4 precognitive dreams that he could not explain. Like, deja Vu months or years later.

Quite frankly, I don’t give a damn anymore about what other people think about this stuff. Life is fucking weird. Genuine open heartedness seems to be rewarded by life in one way or another. Usually hard experiences that strengthen our character. Survival never quite a given. Then again, there’s all McKenna’s talk about “the doubter.”

But, it’s the myriad perspectives of whatever this thing we call life is that makes it what it is in many ways. All projections, ultimately. Being separate from it is a short ride.


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: CountHTML]
    #26393368 - 12/21/19 01:11 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

I tried taking mushrooms with this chick.  Realized I didn’t like her that much while tripping.  And. I realized. I always get what I want. And my life not being up to par with my desires is simply me not being able to contemplate what I actually want and hold onto it long enough to manifest it. So I keep attracting the same old shit. It also involves a lack of faith on my part that what I want will actually come to me. Along with being too susceptible to other people’s impressions of me and ideas about who I am. 

But yeah. Mushrooms helped me realize the person who wants better and the person who wants the same shit are two sides of the same coin.  It’s sort of like tools new art concept, Alex greys “twist” figure.  It makes it really confusing when a voice in your head you can’t really tell is good or bad for you keeps manifesting horrible shit for you.    I told myself I need to distance myself from this girl at all costs. Not good for me.  And then today all day I couldn’t stop thinking of her....she ended up texting me, ended up coming over and fooling around and now I’m sitting here in my right state of mind like what the fuck. I dropped the ball again.  We are constantly calling our circumstances into our lives and it seems so uncontrollable.  The side of us who wants to change can’t see the side of us who doesn’t give a shit pulling the rug out from underneath all the good sides plans.  We just keep tripping ourselves.



Sorry. This might not be very relevant. But.  There is something about premonitions.  Last year I just had a thought enter my head about my friend dying.  Imagined the way he would die.  A few months later he died in the way I imagined it.   

All of this kind of higher thinking.  Premonitions, realizing the self manifesting nature of mind, it al started happening when I wanted to do mushrooms to get over a depression but I realized the mushroom will just show me everything I’ve been ignoring and it will likely be very intense and traumatic. So why not just face all of that shit while sober. Everyday. One day at a time.      It only took the thought of tripping to bring about a world of change. They are so powerful and profound they effect me daily even though I haven’t had a heavy trip in nearly a decade.


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: NOUS333] * 1
    #26393370 - 12/21/19 01:13 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

Lol @ this thread as my solstice trip day is about to begin! :cool:

See you all on the other side with a trip report :cool:


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #26393388 - 12/21/19 01:33 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

Yeah I find it quite sad that there are people here so closed minded they think everyone is making shit up when they talk about ego-dead^^..

The better you understand and integrate whats happening, the better you will be able to describe it with language. And I think its important to share you experiences with others.

But yeah as you said, no way anyone can really express whats happening when you have breakthrough experiences. And the deeper you go, the harder it gets to communicate, especially to people who didn't have some kind of similar experiences.

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  You can't "lose" it but you can transcend it if it's helpful, and really, it is helpful.




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"Why did Phish suddenly start playing in the living room?"




I wonder whats the message behind that :laugh:

Here is a crazy story that happened to me the weekend after a high dose lsd trip:

The week after the trip for 4 nights or so I dreamt one dream like it continued the following nights and it was crazy intense. Most of the time I can remember quite a bit about my dreams but this time almost nothing.

Then on the weekend I was going out with a friend to dance (took some mdma). I sat down for a minute, my friend said something to me and then BOOM the whole dream was there before my inner eye. And the dream was about this night and its happening right now. Some things from the dream already happened and others where about to happen and I knew it. For about 5-10 minutes I could predict nearly everything that was going on around me. And it exactly happened the way I predicted it. Kind of felt like having an ongoing synchronicity but a bit different, it was really cool but also fucking mind blowing.

I thought alot about it and I think something wants to show me that the future already happened and the past is always there. I read something along those lines before. But its different now that I had this experience, something changed.


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: acidgoofy]
    #26393401 - 12/21/19 01:48 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

What if the ego threads are a test to see who gets pissy about either side of the ego argument, thus failing and engaging ego, and missing the point entirely?

Can we be ok with others not being ok with the same things we believe and feel, especially semantically?

Genuinely surprised to see so many threads on this topic!

Are we missing the point of psychs by arguing lower level archetypal impressions of higher universal experiential truth of reality>


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: Loaded Shaman]
    #26393411 - 12/21/19 02:02 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

hehe sure everyone got their own believes and we all oke with that I feel :smile:

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Are we missing the point of psychs by arguing lower level archetypal impressions of higher universal experiential truth of reality>




Whats the point of psychs? Everyone got their own reasons for doing it.

I just think lots of people missing out on ego-dead, by dismissing the possibility.

I had to go trough lots of chaos before it happened


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: acidgoofy] * 1
    #26393753 - 12/21/19 09:23 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

let us not disparage other people
especially when language conveys this concept like a badly leaking sieve.

all of us fail to speak total truth even  if we know it, some do not even know that...

I think we have to be as assistive in this as possible, and -well- I guess is it ok to start a new thread on the same issue, but are we actually discussing a different thing or was it an ego-ic reflex that erupted as a new thread? (no matter either way)


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: redgreenvines]
    #26393826 - 12/21/19 10:34 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

I liked the other thread, made me think about stuff. There is such a variety of angles and ideas about the subject. I knew everyone else was crazy too, I just didn’t know how much. 😊

I hate the idea of actually figuring it all out if it’s such a great instigator of a people describing the more intangible concepts about reality they hold. It’s great to see such diversity of thought, even if it seems kinda contentious and emotional sometimes. I love the variety and appreciate the detail everyone put into it.

I like this thread too. It does feel a bit reactionary because of the title, but, hey it definitely hasn’t been as trigger prone as the other thread. I think OP isn’t wanting to rehash the same stuff.  but, I think it’s gonna happen ultimately, because, people are weird.

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...when language conveys this concept like a badly leaking sieve.

all of us fail to speak total truth even  if we know it, some do not even know that...




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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: PrimalSoup] * 2
    #26393976 - 12/21/19 12:36 PM (4 years, 1 month ago)

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I know y'all are trying there, and I respect that as far as it goes, but I've never read any account of a trip that gets close to the kind of thing that happens to me, and that kind of thing isn't something even I can express in language.





Reading your posts, along with others like Aldebaran, Sabnock, CountHTML, footpath, etc...shit I could make a long list here...sure
makes me want to pay more attention and attempt to express it in language. Although, it is impossible, I have been
quite inspired to write more about my experiences.

That other thread is interesting to me, because I saw it as an attempt to just get a conversation started
and I saw it all in a very positive way. Such a departure from my past thinking. I blame mushrooms :crankey:

A few trips ago, I started as a "hardcore atheist". And when I came out I was not. None of my beliefs changed.
But the label itself was gone. I have lost a few labels this way and with each one there appears to be more
room in my mind. That part of me that identifies as "self" may not be dying but there is change there.


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: Asura]
    #26394004 - 12/21/19 01:01 PM (4 years, 1 month ago)

Synchronicities surrounding psychedelic use have been increasing for me tremendously lately. Can't say I've experienced it while tripping, but before and after it's been a whirlwind:
https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php?Cat=0&Number=26351862&page=0&vc=1#26351862

Planning on going away and doing some LSD for the first time in awhile tomorrow. Yesterday I pulled up the sun visor in my car to check when I'm due for an oil change since the drive to my tripping spot is 250 miles round trip, and sure enough the number on the sticker was my exact mileage at the time. Driving 30mph, so basically it was on that mile # for 2 out of the 60 minutes I was driving for that day, and hours in the previous days, but when I decided to check happened to line up with the exact time I was thinking about going away to drop acid .  If my last trip was any indication, that example is only the beginning.


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: PrimalSoup] * 2
    #26394120 - 12/21/19 02:32 PM (4 years, 1 month ago)

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... solid deep trips cannot begin to be described with language IME.





I completely agree with that.
And I think that's where I derive my own sense of... distrust? skepticism? scrutiny? over the terms that people tend to assign to any aspect of the perspective/perceptive experience.
When I'm deep in (out?) there, I don't have the wherewithal to concern myself with ego, with self, with identity, with detail, with time, with space.
I'm just, for those moments, truly there - I couldn't even call it 'in the moment' because even my sense of being is paper-thin.
And when I come back to an observant mind, I know what I've experienced, what I've 'been through', but it's something like trying to describe a flavor with numbers... there's not too much to really make proper sense of all of that experience.
I think we've all probably had odd phrases or sets of words that were so very impressively meaningful when you're influenced, but, come back to your normal state and you realize, 'well, that's silly', but it still maintains that profound impression on your soul, or spirit, or psyche, or synapses.

So I guess I see the worth of 'ego death' as just a very individual silly set of words. Which, to me, doesn't really hold much merit as the technical description that it's been given. That's not to say that I think people are wrong if that's the words they choose to describe the feeling they get, however.

PS - have a great time, solstice journeymen. I'll be out there with you. 11:19AM EST, the Sun stands proper still in the south. Let's all see it off back to the North, with a proper tip of the hat.


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: footpath]
    #26394535 - 12/21/19 07:16 PM (4 years, 1 month ago)

I think it goes parallel with why eye witnesses are not reliable in court.
It tends to make one to take accounts with a grain of salt.
The mind likes to fill in the blanks, embellish or take away per-say when recalling memories.
Then there is the stress, wow factor, bias and cultural upbringing as well that plays a role. Ya know, the ego hard at work keeping you centered in the day to day world we go through.
I cannot remember my trips fully detailed from come up to come down but of course there are those moments that really stand out and stick with ya.

Just some copy paste from an article.

------Since the 1990s, when DNA testing was first introduced, Innocence Project researchers have reported that 73 percent of the 239 convictions overturned through DNA testing were based on eyewitness testimony. One third of these overturned cases rested on the testimony of two or more mistaken eyewitnesses.

Reconstructing Memories:
The uncritical acceptance of eyewitness accounts may stem from a popular misconception of how memory works. Many people believe that human memory works like a video recorder: the mind records events and then, on cue, plays back an exact replica of them. On the contrary, psychologists have found that memories are reconstructed rather than played back each time we recall them. The act of remembering, says eminent memory researcher and psychologist Elizabeth F. Loftus of the University of California, Irvine, is “more akin to putting puzzle pieces together than retrieving a video recording.” -------

Kinda reminds me of that classic Vietnam war MEME , " You don't know, you weren't there maaan!!". :patlal:


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: Asura]
    #26394676 - 12/21/19 09:27 PM (4 years, 1 month ago)

fuck nam ive been to shroom peleiu.

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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #26396357 - 12/22/19 08:56 PM (4 years, 1 month ago)

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I know y'all are trying there, and I respect that as far as it goes, but I've never read any account of a trip that gets close to the kind of thing that happens to me, and that kind of thing isn't something even I can express in language.

The deeper you go, the deeper you can go.




Part of the problem is that defining 'ego death' is like arguing about how many angels can dance on the head of a pin - the wider discussion about how high-dose trips play out overall, and where they go, gets lost trying to define one specific aspect of them.

From threads where we've discussed this in the past, I got the impression we more or less agreed on the basics of what this state involves.

The difference is that for me, I usually only stay in this state very briefly, so I haven't stuck around to 'explore' it in any way or 'go deeper' into it. I am happy to leave this field of exploration to PrimalSoup, as my appointed representative :smile:

Usually I 'wake up' from a state of 'ego death' fairly quickly and the trip goes crazy, like hitting a wall of insanity, as though trying to comprehend the ineffable in words results in madness.

I don't trip so hard these days (partly for that reason) so it's been a while since I visited those kind of states... but they still make for interesting discussion.

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Buddhism teaches there is no separate self to experience things, there never was any such thing.




I feel like these kind of trips give an awareness that 'you' as a conscious entity are much more than just your narrow day-to-day self; there is something beyond this.

Apart from the expansive sense of the universe being one conscious entity, or the ground of being or whatever you call it, there is a more basic thing which involves becoming aware of your 'unconscious' mind and the way it is integrated into what 'you' are.

I often find that if I write when I'm tripping, phrases or sentences will just 'arrive' into my head as if from nowhere, without any sense of consciously constructing them, but it still feels as though they are coming from within 'me'.

:chesire:

During a recent trip, I wrote this:

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To be surrounded and followed. Day after day. By something you cannot see. And to finally give in to it. To sink down amongst the trees and die here.





It was a way of expressing the feeling of being able to sink down into a trip after a long time spent working e.t.c.

I tripped again a couple of days later and as soon as the trip kicked in I got a really eerie vision in my minds eye:

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I have an image (more of a vision than a visual) of stylised shamanic figures standing in a circle in a forest clearing at night, gazing in at something or someone in the center. Their faces are like birds seen on totem poles, or Egyptian Gods. They are silent and eerily unreal, and they just stand in a circle in the forest...





There was something weird about this image being served up in response to something I'd written, it was like a clear communication from my unconscious mind. Although I'll think twice about camping in any forest clearings...

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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: Aldebaran]
    #26396796 - 12/23/19 04:52 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

People will stop calling it ego death after a while of approval of psychedelics for medical treatment imo, the psychologists etc will come up with all sorts of terminology for things. Ego death will become a thing of the past eventually IMHO.


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: Indicabuds420]
    #26396818 - 12/23/19 05:36 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

That's why I'm willing to bet the terms "temporary ego disassociation" will be used in future descriptions.


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: Loaded Shaman]
    #26397385 - 12/23/19 12:43 PM (4 years, 1 month ago)

when people say "there is something beyond this"
I assume they use "this" to mean:
'what I have been thinking about' or
'what I can see or sense' or
'what we were talking about' or
'what they are talking about' or
'what anyone has been talking about'...

the statement gets a lot of leverage but the meaning usually misfires when I read it because I do not know "what" the "beyond" goes beyond, so I just agree, because it goes beyond me comprehending what the person was thinking.


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Re: Believing psychedelics haven't anything to do with - WTF was that? [Re: Indicabuds420]
    #26397836 - 12/23/19 04:08 PM (4 years, 1 month ago)

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People will stop calling it ego death after a while of approval of psychedelics for medical treatment imo, the psychologists etc will come up with all sorts of terminology for things. Ego death will become a thing of the past eventually IMHO.




There's an interesting book by a neuroanatomist who had a serious left hemisphere stroke (brain hemorrhage) - My Stroke of Insight by Jill Bolte Taylor. I've mentioned this book before. The fact that she is writing from the point of view of a scientist, rather than a psychedelic or strongly religious background, makes her comments very interesting.

I initially watched a TED talk where she speaks about her experience, and then by some weird coincidence or synchronicity I found her book in the reduced / remainder pile in one of those discount bookstores that usually only sell a very limited selection of mainstream stuff.

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These are some extracts from the book which relate strongly to the current topic:

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My Stroke of Insight: A Brain Scientists Personal Journey is a chronological documentation of the journey I took into the formless abyss of a silent mind, where the essence of my being became enfolded in a deep inner peace.

As a neuroanatomist, I must say that I learned as much about my brain and how it functions during that stroke, as I had in all my years of academia. By the end of that morning, my consciousness shifted into a perception that I was at one with the universe. Since that time, I have come to understand how it is that we are capable of having a "mystical" or "metaphysical" experience - relative to our brain anatomy.

I never really pondered what it would be like to lose my mind, more specifically, my left mind. I wish there were a safe way to induce this awareness in people. It might prove to be enlightening.

Imagine, if you will, what it would feel like to have each of your natural faculties systematically peeled away from your consciousness. First, imagine you lose your ability to make sense of sound coming in through your ears. You are not deaf, you simply hear all sound as chaos and noise. Second, remove your ability to see the defined forms of any objects in space. You are not blind, you simply cannot see three-dimensionally, or identify color. You have no ability to track an object in motion or distinguish clear boundaries between objects. In addition, common smells become so amplified that they overwhelm you, making it difficult for you to catch your breath.

No longer capable of perceiving temperature, vibration, pain or proprioception (position of your limbs), your awareness of your physical boundaries shift. The essence of your energy expands as it blends with the energy around you, and you sense that you are as big as the universe. Those little voices inside your head, reminding you of who you are and where you live, become silent. You lose memory connection to your old emotional self and the richness of this moment, right her, right now, captivates your perception. Everything, including the life force you are, radiates pure energy. With childlike curiosity, your heart soars in peace and your mind explores new ways of swimming in a sea of euphoria.

I loved the bliss of drifting in the current of the eternal flow... it was beautiful there. My spirit beamed free, enormous and peaceful...In the rapture of an engulfing bliss...

I love knowing my spirit was at one with the universe and in the flow with everything around me... I loved the feeling of deep inner peace that flooded the core of my very being.

...the peaceful tranquility of the divine bliss that I had found in the absence of the judgement of my left mind...

I realized that the blessing I had received from this experience was the knowledge that deep internal peace is accessible to anyone at any time. I believe the experience of Nirvana exists in the consciousness of our the right hemisphere, and that at any moment, we can choose to hook into that part of our brain.

My stroke of insight is that at the core of my right hemisphere consciousness is a character that is directly connected to my feeling of deep inner peace.





You can't read this book without making a very obvious connection to the kind of states we have been talking about under the label "ego death". The book is a good demonstration that if you *literally* render parts of the brain inoperative which are responsible for 'ego' functions such as sense of self, language and so on, the result is a state corresponding very clearly with descriptions of 'ego death' on psychedelics.

The author clearly views the experience as something very meaningful and important, and the last chapter of the book is called "Finding your deep inner peace".

In an old post I compared her comments about experiments which brain scanned monks and nuns as they meditated into a state of deep meditation or felt connected with God, and some recent work on the 'default mode network' - RE: Why does DMT cause grandiose perspective?

I don't think the author started off with a mystical / Buddhist / new age kind of outlook, so it is interesting that she ends up borrowing a mix of religious terms like Nirvana, rapture, spirit, divine bliss to describe her experience. I don't think this is a coincidence - I think there is something fundamental about how the brain works which causes these experiences, regardless of whether you think they contain any wider metaphysical or religious 'truth'.

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