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GabbaDj
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I Had An Experience I Cant Explain.
#26386654 - 12/17/19 08:46 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Recently I have had some medical problems which required many specialists, procedures and since I am at a University Hospital I have met with many researchers.
So I don't know what to make of this but during my first two days I was hallucinating for sure. I could see a mist in the air that I could manipulate with my hands even play with it, I saw kaleidoscope patterns and the typical breathing of walls and such, whenever I rubbed my eyes I immediately saw an outer universe. All of this was very vivid and somewhat familiar.
I even had Precognition and Dejavu BIG TIME. I vividly recall a time when I went through all of this once before. First was the blood work and getting a pic line. I can recall the same doctor, using the same protective mat that wouldn't roll out all the way and the same process to install my pic line, we even had much of the same conversation. I could practically recite things before they happened.
Next was the eye specialist who uses a Vivitar fisheye lens to look into the back of my eyes. As soon as he pulled out that lens I smiled and even said "I remember this". He shined a light in my eyes that made me see shapes and planets with electricity grids running on top of them.
Things kept feeling more and more familiar and I could walk myself through what was about to happen before and while it was happening. Somehow I knew the prep and process of having a bone marrow biopsy, I knew the pain involved and when I got one on my second day it was all too familiar, the pain was exactly as I knew it to be and I am near convinced that I have had one before.
Aside from vividly recalling the people and the process and thinking that I have been through all of this once before, one thing stands out the most. One of the research doctors came in to sign me up for a study, he had with him his assistant who is a very pretty middle eastern girl who could be the identical twin of someone I once worked with. The study he is conducting is all about micro flora and growing a persons unique gut bacteria and turning it into pills which can be given back to the patient after treatments. Once I saw the two of them I remembered all about his study, I talked about it in my head before he even explained it to me. Mary the cutie didnt say much but she was wearing a white dress in my hallucination, but she was wearing the same dress in red when I met her in real life.
My family was at the hospital and the doctors were around when I finally started to talk about everything, I tried to tell everyone that Its going to be OK because I've been through all of this before. Just one important part to the story. No medical record exists of ever having gone through this, no scars, no bills, no payments and I cant remember when or what hospital I believe I was at. Still everything then and now seems soo real that I continue to look for evidence. I think I had an out of body experience and saw the future?
After settling down and beginning to realize that it was all a hallucination I was walking down the hall at the hospital when I came across Mary once again and she was wearing that same dress, not the red one which everyone saw but the white one I saw her in during my previous experience that supposedly never happened.
Freaking out in Minnesota, Thank you for reading my babble.
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Re: I Had An Experience I Cant Explain. [Re: GabbaDj]
#26386824 - 12/17/19 10:32 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I have only had brief episodes of what you are describing. They were short-lived spells of deja vu in which I knew what was going to happen next and it did indeed happen. I have no explanation. I do find comfort in the fact that you are dealing with this with such positivity. I think that most people would really lose their shit if they had to deal with what you are dealing with.
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Re: I Had An Experience I Cant Explain. [Re: GabbaDj] 1
#26388565 - 12/18/19 11:21 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Stanislav Grof, MD, PhD speaks to experiences wherein individuals experience the life-experiences of others. Rarely can they be corroborated but he has documented this phenomenon in his book Realms of the Human Unconscious: Observations from LSD Research. Also, while I do not take on clients who request past-life regression, there is one book that has addressed experiencing pains and symptoms which were not exactly corroborated (since the previous 'victims' may have lived long ago), but correlations were made with individuals who had sustained injuries that would've resulted in the pain and symptoms that these hypnotized clients were experiencing. That book is Past Life Therapy by Dr. Morris Netherton.
Precognition is usually reported from dreams, but clairvoyance, knowing without sensory input, could account for knowing about the scientific procedure before an explanation was heard. The late great author Philip K. Dick blurted out a medical diagnosis to doctors when his young son was dying without knowing anything about medicine and he turned out to be spot-on, saving his son's life. Cartoonist Robert Crumb illustrates: http://www.philipkdickfans.com/resources/miscellaneous/the-religious-experience-of-philip-k-dick-by-r-crumb-from-weirdo-17/
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What role does past life work play in psychological or psychiatric purposes?
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Re: I Had An Experience I Cant Explain. [Re: BrendanFlock] 2
#26393413 - 12/21/19 02:08 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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BrendanFlock said: What role does past life work play in psychological or psychiatric purposes?
None in my practice. My webpage cautions prospective clients not to contact me for some exploratory sessions. I am not going to take a fee for that kind of activity for ethical reasons. I say on my webpage that I am a clinician, not a metaphysician and I spend some time explaining that while conversant with different themes of transmigration these things are open to interpretation and cannot be discerned from the creative faculty of the unconscious (which produces outrageous dreams all the time).
Now, I have a former girlfriend who became a sex worker in the mid 70s (she now operates an escort service) whose professional ethics are: if someone asks for something that does not harm them or others and is willing to pay for it, take the money. But I have more stringent ethical parameters. I am not in business for entertainment purposes but for the alleviation of suffering. My reputation as a healer cannot be compromised by going along with the immature desires of people just for a fee. Besides, free reign of unconscious material can be confusing and misleading. I seek to clarify things as part of my intention as a healer.
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Re: I Had An Experience I Cant Explain. [Re: GabbaDj]
#26394662 - 12/21/19 09:15 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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GabbaDj said: Recently I have had some medical problems which required many specialists, procedures and since I am at a University Hospital I have met with many researchers.
So I don't know what to make of this but during my first two days I was hallucinating for sure. I could see a mist in the air that I could manipulate with my hands even play with it, I saw kaleidoscope patterns and the typical breathing of walls and such, whenever I rubbed my eyes I immediately saw an outer universe. All of this was very vivid and somewhat familiar.
I even had Precognition and Dejavu BIG TIME. I vividly recall a time when I went through all of this once before. First was the blood work and getting a pic line. I can recall the same doctor, using the same protective mat that wouldn't roll out all the way and the same process to install my pic line, we even had much of the same conversation. I could practically recite things before they happened.
Next was the eye specialist who uses a Vivitar fisheye lens to look into the back of my eyes. As soon as he pulled out that lens I smiled and even said "I remember this". He shined a light in my eyes that made me see shapes and planets with electricity grids running on top of them.
Things kept feeling more and more familiar and I could walk myself through what was about to happen before and while it was happening. Somehow I knew the prep and process of having a bone marrow biopsy, I knew the pain involved and when I got one on my second day it was all too familiar, the pain was exactly as I knew it to be and I am near convinced that I have had one before.
Aside from vividly recalling the people and the process and thinking that I have been through all of this once before, one thing stands out the most. One of the research doctors came in to sign me up for a study, he had with him his assistant who is a very pretty middle eastern girl who could be the identical twin of someone I once worked with. The study he is conducting is all about micro flora and growing a persons unique gut bacteria and turning it into pills which can be given back to the patient after treatments. Once I saw the two of them I remembered all about his study, I talked about it in my head before he even explained it to me. Mary the cutie didnt say much but she was wearing a white dress in my hallucination, but she was wearing the same dress in red when I met her in real life.
My family was at the hospital and the doctors were around when I finally started to talk about everything, I tried to tell everyone that Its going to be OK because I've been through all of this before. Just one important part to the story. No medical record exists of ever having gone through this, no scars, no bills, no payments and I cant remember when or what hospital I believe I was at. Still everything then and now seems soo real that I continue to look for evidence. I think I had an out of body experience and saw the future?
After settling down and beginning to realize that it was all a hallucination I was walking down the hall at the hospital when I came across Mary once again and she was wearing that same dress, not the red one which everyone saw but the white one I saw her in during my previous experience that supposedly never happened.
Freaking out in Minnesota, Thank you for reading my babble.
Sounds like you were will medicated and thought looping.
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Re: I Had An Experience I Cant Explain. [Re: SynKyd]
#26400070 - 12/25/19 05:37 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'd work on letting go and being less anxious. Obviously seeing things can be a stress. Anything is survivable in my opinion, even death, if one doesn't go to the hell of stress.
Sometimes having a physical pain can bring a focus that feels good. It's the worrying that seems to make things worse.
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