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ISO Serenity
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Registered: 09/10/19
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First mushroom experience 3.3G Dried Cubensis.
#26386515 - 12/17/19 06:50 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I appreciate those who’ve gone before me making this safe space to share my experience. If you guys have any insight or feedback please reply! Thanks for checking this out.
Drank tea made with 1G dried cubensis and honey at 23:00
23:15 - Heart rate slightly elevated due to slight anxiousness, notice something going on in my stomach. Not really pain but not feeling good either. Feeling slightly hot despite thermostat being set to 72. Will check back soon.
23:23 - I feel like I’m getting tired, maybe drowsy. Not sure if the effects of the mushrooms or the fact I worked today. I feel maybe slightly stoned. Definitely not completely sober but not significantly not sober?
23:45 - Definitely have a weed type buzz going but it’s not super intense. Barely noticeable. I’m going to ingest another .5 grams without tea.
24:24 - Said to hell with it and ate the remaining 1.8 Grams.
24:30 - 2:00 - Laid down on the couch and watched anime, waves of an intense euphoric buzz washed over me. I was having deep philosophical and therapeutic insight into myself as this occurred. I closed my eyes and it looked like millions of bursting fire works were going off all over my field of vision. They were opaque and kind of translucent like they were barely there. I immediately opened my eyes and thought “As long my my eyes are open I’m safe. I need to keep watching tv.” I then had a thought that was not in my own voice if that makes sense? “Quit distracting yourself from the truth with nonsense like you always do.” It was at this point that I retired to my bed and started to listen.
02:10-06:50 - I cannot explain. I remember breathing deeply gave me the feeling of white and gold and green and the ancient wisdom of trees it felt bright and warm. I was embraced. If I quit breathing deep things felt darker and red and I grew away from the warm embracing tree wisdom. I know this makes no sense. A majority of my thoughts came from this time period, I remember very little of the visions but the meanings were seared into my mind.
07:00 - My wife burst through the door demanding to know where I placed her lighter which jerked me immediately out the the most warm and fuzzy dream imaginable. I’m left with a few insights from the experience and feel a slight “afterglow”. I need to quit smoking, air is life and connects all living things and my lungs cannot absorb enough of it. I cannot keep waiting for a picture perfect life, in this idle state of discontent. I must participate and be the change I wish to see. My ego and my thought processes have turned against me and keep me from growing. The power of controlled breathing is immeasurable. My wife is growing and changing constantly just as I am. I need to empower her and respect her journey.
Over all I’m more pleased with this experience than with my experiences with ALD-52. This felt more insightful and natural. One thing to note is all my closed eye visuals were barely noticeable. They were opaque and weak. Not bright and vivid. I felt or imagined things more that saw them through closed eye visuals. I was also able unable to quit interjecting my thoughts into the process. I could think clearly and analyze every aspect of the experience. This helped at times but I had to keep asking my self to shut the fuck up and just experience! I wish I could have shut my mind of if that makes sense? Next time I’ll try 5G instead of 3.3G.
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Socrateshroom
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Re: First mushroom experience 3.3G Dried Cubensis. [Re: ISO Serenity]
#26390472 - 12/19/19 10:51 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Awesome thanks for sharing! 
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ISO Serenity said: If I quit breathing deep things felt darker and red and I grew away from the warm embracing tree wisdom. I know this makes no sense.
Everyones experience is deeply subjective. Always interesting to read how it manifests in others. It isn't always supposed to make sense, that's the beauty.
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ISO Serenity said: I’m left with a few insights from the experience and feel a slight “afterglow”. I need to quit smoking, air is life and connects all living things and my lungs cannot absorb enough of it. I cannot keep waiting for a picture perfect life, in this idle state of discontent. I must participate and be the change I wish to see. My ego and my thought processes have turned against me and keep me from growing. The power of controlled breathing is immeasurable. My wife is growing and changing constantly just as I am. I need to empower her and respect her journey.
Awesome that it showed you what you needed to see. I had many of these same revelations and continue to work on integrating them more and more into my life.
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ISO Serenity said: Over all I’m more pleased with this experience than with my experiences with ALD-52. This felt more insightful and natural. One thing to note is all my closed eye visuals were barely noticeable. They were opaque and weak. Not bright and vivid. I felt or imagined things more that saw them through closed eye visuals. I was also able unable to quit interjecting my thoughts into the process. I could think clearly and analyze every aspect of the experience. This helped at times but I had to keep asking my self to shut the fuck up and just experience! I wish I could have shut my mind of if that makes sense? Next time I’ll try 5G instead of 3.3G.
When it comes to CeV's and OeV's its just something that happens when it happens. I had my most intense CeVs on 3g & 1.5g respectively whereas my 3.5g doses had little CeVs. And the inability to "quit interjecting thoughts" is normal. My last 3g I tumbled in bed for hours in a metaphysical wrestling match with my ego. Almost no OeVs apart from slight wall breathing, No CeVs, just a state of my mind racing and me wrestling with it to shut it up. Unfortunately I could not silence it enough during that experience to really get into the trip but I did get some necessary lessons out of it.
It was a great read and I look forward to reading your 5g report (I've yet to hit that milestone, living a little vicariously through other peoples 5g experiences until i grab my balls and do it )
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