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Unfolding Nature Shop: Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order

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Life decisions as a blue whale (30g fresh Hollandia)
    #26372924 - 12/10/19 11:04 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

Hello.

This is a trip report/summary of my last trip with my Hollandia Fresh Truffles. Before taking this one I was fasting as I do most of the times I trip weekends. Also it was my first trip for a very long time, I think 6-7 months break or something like that. It turned out to be one of best ones, if not the best one. Usually I just go between real life and alternate worlds in my trips, but this time I had a long time away from my human body suit and I loved it.

I'm a big guy about 140 kilograms so I took a 30g fresh truffles and grinded them down to a nice creamy state. Put them in my smaller shaker and squeezed half a lemon into it. Let it be for about 20-30 minutes while I took a shower.

Came back to kitchen and made some hot water, poured it into my newly made lemon tek. Added my caffeine free lemon/ginger tea and also one tea-bags worth of fresh made ginger. To this I added about one spoon of honey and let it be for about 10-15 minutes.

Before I started to drink I asked the spirits close around me if I could today have some advice on upcoming life changing decisions. What to prioritize of all of my projects and what to focus my mind on. I speaked out loud that I today invite everyone to be with me, bad and good spirits, and that every message they want to give me will be seen as a important one.

I took my fresh made tea with me to bed and watched some of my favourite YouTube while sipping on the tea. As soon as I started feel effect I knew that soon big changes would come. I put away my phone and went into a more meditate state and focused my breath while trying to finish the tea that with every new sip was a little bit harder to swallow. I knew that I didn't finish it fast enough this time since I have some hard time to finish while the trip has begun.

I watched into bottom of my tea shaker and see a thick natural type of consistency which looks like dirt and water. It was my smallest pieces of truffles ofc but for me right there I focused my mind and told myself this is medicine and I made one new sip after another until all was finished. Medicine was down and I felt like going on toilet which I also do most of the times.

I know that usually I'm not in a need of pee even if it feels like it but I went to toilet anyways. Watching the room change in depth and toilet changing in length and size as I stood there. No pee this time either. As usual. I could feel a bit more calm losing the feeling of in need of a pee and went back to bed. Very very trippy and had problems walking.

I lay down and had a hard time relaxing 100% this time. Telling myself over and over again, repeating "just let it go" "relax and let in the guidance". I started voice recording on phone because I like to document what happens during the trip since I usually say things out loud that I'm not aware of. And when I listened to it now few days later I had a state of repeating these phrases about relaxing to myself for 30 minutes, but I can't really remember doing that. It's weird because I usually relax within 10 minutes.

Anyways, I entered a relaxed state in the end and quickly got my closed eyes visuals. I got deep into the alternate world, which this time was in the sea as a blue whale. Swimming around and just having a great time with all the creatures and coral reefs. But every now and then I came back to the human operator suite, and realized I was in bed and heard me snoring or breathing. For just a few seconds. Then back into the world. While being in the world time was like i was there for maybe 15-30 minutes - but in reality I think it was just for 1-2 minutes when checking my voice recordings of silence.

The next step in my trip I finally went deep away from my human body. I was for a very long time within the sea as this blue whale. I started seeing a different bright light in the distance and heard a voice. The voice was calling out my name and told me "For you Robin, it is now time to decide once and for all, no more hesitation". I was wondering what they meant because I didn't see anything around me at that time. Then they appeared.

All around me was drowning people. They all had ropes attached to their bodies and the voice continued: "You have to decide now Robin, save anyone of these and they will be in your life forever".
All the people around me was bodies with faces I recognized. They were all people who abused me or who had treated me bad several times, and they all had one thing in common - they still existed in my real life in some way because I'm not strong enough to tell them our friendship or contact is over. Back in the sea I got a little bit of panic. They were drowning so fast, sinking to the bottom. I dashed forwarded and took a rope of one guy within my mouth. This guy the one who has treated me and abused me the most and most badly. A relation through high school years to now. I started swimming to the surface when the bright light came together with the voice again:

"Think Robin, make a good decision. This is your final choice and will affect you for the rest of your life". I then stopped for a while, and after some time I felt the rope gliding out of my whale mouth and this guy sank to the bottom of the sea with everyone else. I was chocked over my decision. But I started swimming again and followed the bright light in the sea.

After some swimming with just a great environment in the sea I came to an island. Quickly I found myself stranded as a whale and just in a matter of seconds I was given two legs and arms and went up on to the island. On this island there was a lot of people around me. This time they all had the bodies and faces of those few people I have felt true love and friendship from in life. They all welcomed me to their what looked to be a party with fresh caught fish and fire braziers. This was a very quick experience, no dialogues, no more voice or any longer time spent on the island. But the feeling here was pure happiness and love.

Then I came back to my human body again. "Woke up". I heard my cat meowing so I tried to get energy together to go and let him inside the house again. Took some time because I remember seeing myself as someone who walked as if he had a bad back and lost control of muscles in the legs. I opened the door and there my cat was. And he looked as beatiful as he usually do on these trips. Like a smaller lion cub with shiny bright fur. And purring louder than ever. Outside though, was really scary. Dark trees and a setting that really made me not wanting to take that lap around my house or neighborhood I sometimes do on my trips. I went back inside. And into the bed again.

My cat came to me and from his purring as a bright shiny lion cub on my chest I went back into a new alternate space. This time it was less visual but with strong thoughts. I realised that this world can only be saved with the pure love that's always been inside me and that even those people I sometimes call out to hate only can be cured with love. Even the bad boss at work came up to mind and trust me, he is the worst boss you can have. But the solution was the same, treat him with love and respect even how much he tries to manipulate and control you.

I have always been this person who is nice to everybody but I have also always been punished for it while the others can keep hurting more and more people without changing their personality. So in a sober state I really am not sure about it being the only way to save humanity anymore. Even if that was the input I got during these deep thoughts in the trip.

I also started to fall back and forth between my human body and alternate space again like in the beginning. This time experiencing about my family and friends. That all those who are my true friends, why have we matched so good with eachother? I got an answer that its because I see my family and DNA within them. Some are very much like my brothers, some like my sisters and some like my dad or moms personality. They all are true friends with true love just like my family. I also started cry while having visuals of my grandfathers that I've never met before they died. And I also got some insight of that I to my friends is the same. They came to and reached out to me because I gave them what they were missing from their families at that moment we became friends. While seeing all this I had some thin and not so strong visuals of something bad stinging me all the time. Felt like quick poking evil spirits. But the love from my family was stronger. I'm not surprised really, since before my trip I invited everyone to contact me this night.

After this the trip was basically over and I was only having some visuals while I walked around my home. I was once getting some water and watched a old Pizza Slice in the kitchen. It had teeths moving around like those meat eating plants and inside of it was a lot of larvas walking around. I didn't find it disgusting, only funny. But I was also a bit afraid of getting to close to its teeth when reaching out for the water.

The afterglow was really good as well, as always with shrooms and truffle on me I get the feeling of deep relaxation and stress relief. Like all my mental illness is gone and I get the feeling as if I had a 4 week vacation from work.

Now as mentioned this was one my better trips. I loved the feeling as a whale in the sea as I love being in the water myself. Even if I didnt get many answers of what to focus or prioritize when it comes to my projects in real life I got really good answer when it comes to what people to keep within your life. And that if I continue as I do now, keeping them into my life it will be a decision that makes them a permanent person in my life.


Hope this trip report made anyone of you feel a bit better when it comes to making your decisions of friendships and who deserves your love. It's either everyone to save humanity or those really close friends you have that are as close as your family. What's your choice?


Edited by GBW and eat (12/10/19 11:16 AM)


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Re: Life decisions as a blue whale (30g fresh Hollandia) [Re: GBW and eat]
    #26377551 - 12/12/19 03:46 PM (4 years, 1 month ago)

Thanks for the report, I'm always interested to read about sclerotia / truffle experiences :thumbup:

I like the idea of the closed eye visuals as an alternate world. I find some of my trips take on a particular theme (like your ocean theme) - one of my recent trips had a kind of forest vibe all the way through it.

:feelsshroomyman:


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