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Asante
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All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. (R.I.P)
#26370785 - 12/09/19 11:49 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Word reached me that my best, childhood friend, has died.
God, you beloved Full Contact sparring buddy - thank you for drowning out his agony with your infinite Mercy <3
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. [Re: Asante] 1
#26370797 - 12/09/19 11:59 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry to hear that man, must have been a good dude to be your best friend
Is this the one you were worried about regarding the suicide thread?
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. [Re: Asante] 1
#26370827 - 12/09/19 12:18 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Really sorry to hear that.
I've been lurking your posts for years now and your contribution to this community and subsequently myself has been immense.
My best friend killed himself in front of me two years ago, dealing with grief can be very difficult especially when the depression sets in and you feel like a speck of dust.
Pretty sure that friend reincarnated into a cat (Long Story) So there's hope for a afterlife at least!
Thank you for everything and I hope you're doing okay.
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. [Re: learn4r] 2
#26370871 - 12/09/19 12:47 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Wow that mustve been so hard on you. My mothers suicide attempt and later euthanasia come to mind.
No, this was my Hindu friend with an ALS-like neurodegenerative disorder. His central nervous system was literally being eaten by his immune system
Imagine the pain.
From what I was told, it came to a crisis and he embraced formal euthanasia, (God bless it) that is legal where I live, by the physician's hand.
That was his choice he had discussed with me over a year ago, to have the doctor do it, I myself volunteered that if push came to shove I would prefer the poison cup of nembutal elixir method, so that the karma for my death would be on me and not my doctor. He was a Hindu but he just couldn't do -that-.
My Spirit Guide demanded I ordered choice Japanese food with my own Saké as an out of nowhere treat and during that meal, boom, the phone call with the news of his dying dropped.
Losing someone who was in unspeakable agony is more a relief for his sake than a grief for me. The grief will come, sure but right now I thank God for having him find the courage to end his suffering.
Jasmine incense fills the house, there was a farewell between our spirits, his Ganesha statue is on the Heaven side of my altar now - I can let go.
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. [Re: Asante]
#26371120 - 12/09/19 03:09 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Im sorry asante, RIP <3
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. [Re: spirit_shadow] 2
#26372469 - 12/10/19 06:47 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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We have various ways of dealing with our grief.
I wrote his name and a prayer on a firecracker, blessed it on my altar and set it off outside wishing him a good journey, saluting (he was an ex-commando) and letting go.
No 21 gun salute but, a honorable salute it was.
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. (R.I.P) [Re: Asante]
#26372687 - 12/10/19 08:58 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry for your loss.
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. [Re: Asante]
#26373188 - 12/10/19 01:51 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I feel awful for him, what a horrifying reality to face every day (while he was alive).
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. (R.I.P) [Re: Asante]
#26373249 - 12/10/19 02:18 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry about your childhood friend but it sounds like he doesnt have to suffer anymore from his ALS condition. Hes been set "free".
Is your spirit guide able to contact him in the afterlife?
Ive seen another psychic mention a kid with a neuro-disorder pass away and in the afterlife, this kid was helped by "angels". So it would seem that people with terrible mind and/or body conditions during life have a really special afterlife experience.
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. (R.I.P) [Re: LogicaL Chaos] 1
#26375200 - 12/11/19 02:34 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Tis the season 
Turns out the friend who brought me the news was misinformed.
Just now my not-so R.I.P friend suddenly called me, told me our mutual friend had been bullshitting for whatever reason, he insisted to visit me on the spot and we just had a wonderful face to face chat fueled with ganja and gin.
HES ALIVE 
What a headfuck
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. (R.I.P) [Re: Asante]
#26375531 - 12/11/19 04:52 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Edit: im very happy for you for real but man id punch whoever told you your friend was dead.....in the face.
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Edited by spirit_shadow (12/11/19 05:18 PM)
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. (R.I.P) [Re: spirit_shadow]
#26375696 - 12/11/19 06:12 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'm going to sit him down face to face and have a quality talk with him thats for sure
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. (R.I.P) [Re: Asante]
#26376228 - 12/11/19 11:03 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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But for real as someone who actually has a couple real dead friends that shit isnt very funny... But on the flip side im so damn happy for you, your friend is alive <3
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Re: All Things are Knots in the Void that, in time, will come undone. (R.I.P) [Re: Asante]
#26376250 - 12/11/19 11:15 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I pray on the mercy of the death angels to make the passing to the underworld swift, and there, to be born again upon this earth, to be be torn apart by fire and sufferign and pain with an infinity of suffering.
"The prayer of a fallen Angel"
*I*
pray it is not true, and
and live knowing I loved.
Love will bury me.
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