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My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs 6
#26370272 - 12/09/19 06:21 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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So after trying out this "DS 3.0" crystal on friday and being totally underwhelmed, i decided to give my Konffeti gels a wirl. These fuckers are so strong. must have been atleast 150ug(told to me as 200ug oer gel, but i am usually skeptical so i took 2 anyway) and i stared coming up in 20 minutes. I began to have one of the most mindfucking trips of my life. The visuals were of that of great potent clean LSD. rainbow swirling patterns, different cosmic dimensional visualizations wanting to break into visions, and the good LSD experience we have known and loved. But it just kept getting more mindfuckery until i find myself evolving at actual speed, at the brink of going insane, not being able to use my brain as the noise of south park literally read my persona like a book. it broke me down with every word and i started to get real hot and sweaty, not being abke to sit still and starting to lose it. i was going to get my wife on multiple occasions, thank god i didnt, but i felt like i literally broke my brain. Now this happened last time but i took an edible with the L but this time was actually worse. it hit the point where i was just existing trying to not run around to try to cool my body off as it started overheating. i had to take my chain off, most of my clothes and had to even pace around as i couldnt control myself. From past experience, this is right on the verge of freakout time where ill need a shot of anti-psychotics to be restrained. It wasnt looking good. I tried so hard to ride it out, just staring into nothingness while having trying to just hold on to whatever i could, mentally, which was nothing because now i am overheating and trying to survive at this time. This will make almost anyone give in, so i did, because i am a pussy. I took a 2mg clonapin. i eventually could think again and everything was restored. but holy fuck..just a reminder that we truly are not in control and it can take you away like nothing. anyway, these things are crazy good and cant wait to experience again, probably at the same dose because i just never seem to learn.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26370402 - 12/09/19 08:11 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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That's why I never mess with higher doses of LSD, at least mushrooms the worst of it lasts for just a couple hours. With LSD you could be in the trenches for like 8 hours straight... I don't have the energy or the mental stability for that.
Sounds like the good parts were pretty awesome though
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: feevers] 1
#26370417 - 12/09/19 08:24 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Bill, I had a similar experience with Ayahuasca this past summer-- it was one of the most difficult I've ever gone through.
All concept of past and future collapsed into an infinite state of immediacy-- I existed as the crest of a wave, locked into the bleeding edge of awareness, trapped inside my skull--watching--without any capacity to put it onto any kind of context or perspective.
I couldn't function outside of the moment-- I couldn't operate my computer to restart my music, which is always a form of lifeline for me-- I just had to suffer through it for hours alone.
I shouldn't have taken it that day, as I was already pretty tired from brewing it all day, and was 50/50 on waiting until I was rested for the following night-- I chose unwisely. Heavy lessons learned in that one brother-- and for you, too I suspect.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal]
#26370443 - 12/09/19 08:38 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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coAsTal said: Bill, I had a similar experience with Ayahuasca this past summer-- it was one of the most difficult I've ever gone through.
All concept of past and future collapsed into an infinite state of immediacy-- I existed as the crest of a wave, locked into the bleeding edge of awareness, trapped inside my skull--watching--without any capacity to put it onto any kind of context or perspective.
I couldn't function outside of the moment-- I couldn't operate my computer to restart my music, which is always a form of lifeline for me-- I just had to suffer through it for hours alone.
I shouldn't have taken it that day, as I was already pretty tired from brewing it all day, and was 50/50 on waiting until I was rested for the following night-- I chose unwisely. Heavy lessons learned in that one brother-- and for you, too I suspect.

Heavy lessons is right brother. You explained perfectly. "Locked into the bleeding edge of awareness" is so true. Where your sense of self doesn't exist and every piece of awareness is so on the surface you can only take your clothes off and skirm and squeel like the pig I am. I was an animal trapped into a lower state and didn't know if I could come back. My heart was racing, I was sweating and I was just moving around to keep myself from running down the street to try to run off this state of immediate trapped state I was in. The ultimate mind fuck. My worst trip was when I had to rock it out I'm the fetal, I couldn't do that if I wanted to because I couldn't stop skirming. I was in it's control. It decided if I was going to go nuts or keep it together. I had no control. If I didn't take the clonapin who knows what would have happened. I think I'm starting to get too old for this.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 3
#26370462 - 12/09/19 08:50 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah, we're definitely on the same page there.
It's definitely not the same in your 40's as it was in your 20's, that's for sure. I think maybe it's partly because the wonder is diminished with familiarity, and as we get older we look to psychedelics as tools more than as fun, new experiences. Imagine "wide-eyed youthful awe" vs. "grizzled psychonaut".
Like the difference between riding in a car as a child, a state of pure fun where you don't have to worry about anything like tire pressure, brakes, or keeping petrol in the tank vs being a racecar driver, trying to plan out and navigate the turns, aware of all the crap on the road that must be avoided, the wear on the parts, and all that. We go into it with different expectations, and are aware of different things... I can say with certainty that tripping is still an overwhelmingly valuable experience for me-- but it's not on the same plane that it was when I was young--
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal] 1
#26370554 - 12/09/19 09:39 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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You have a great sense of understanding and perspective. Great stuff man. Good to know someone knows it feels. I think mushrooms are a better option because I feel like my brain can't get locked in easy as it does on LSD because LSD in highdoses lasts so long and there's not immersive visions to distract you that you one bad choice away from causing a scene. If that makes sense.
Its like every second was a flatline of fully immersed reasons why I have no control and never had control. Its like I wanted to just give up and say YOU WIN YOU WIN PLEASE LET ME GO NOW" but It didn't/couldn't. I was sticking the decoded NOW fully at the mercy of my mind.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 4
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Life is a long story with a dawn and a horizon-- where we stand is important, but it is so much more important to remember that you have places to go-- that you must also decide what to do NEXT. You can not survive by allowing yourself to be locked into the quicksand of this moment, and it is the gift of our life that we can travel to any place we choose, with those we love, as the billions that looked upon our moon before us did before they took their journey to some place we have yet to see
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal] 1
#26370636 - 12/09/19 10:26 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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ha those "konfetti" look awesome. better than the really good green gels?
the blues are nice and mellow
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#26370690 - 12/09/19 10:55 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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You knew they could possibly be strong stuff.. so why didn't you just test one to get a feel for them? I would have taken two also, so lol. 300mics and up is heavy territorry for sure.. I don't want to accidently end up beeing in that state of mind.
Makes me want to drop some acid right now.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Pandemoon] 2
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Thanks a bunch for sharing guys. 
Always good to hear solid trip reports that resonate so.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Northerner] 2
#26371786 - 12/09/19 07:45 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Jeez, Bill, Jeez, coAsTal...glad you two came out the other side OK. It's accounts like these that help keep my deep respect for the power of these two substances (LSD and Aya) fresh and foremost in my mind.
Good job, both of you navigating incredibly difficult times.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Nature Boy]
#26371794 - 12/09/19 07:48 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Not to hijack Bill's thread NB, but this a big reason I so much prefer smoking DMT with oral harmalas-- FAR easier to regulate and control the experience!
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal]
#26371834 - 12/09/19 08:14 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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coAsTal said: I couldn't function outside of the moment-- I couldn't operate my computer to restart my music, which is always a form of lifeline for me-- I just had to suffer through it for hours alone.
This is a big reason why my preferred method of tripping now is alone in my bed, with a pre-selected 10 hour playlist of music playing on a device that I don't have to worry about. Preferably on headphones, which make the music drown out any outside world noise.
I just had a pretty heavy mushroom trip this past weekend, and it involved a lot of the swirling rainbow colors beaming down a tunnel into me, and light melting into my room, turning into totem animals. Lots of flashing to various thoughts/memories/emotions and personal themes... towards the height of the peak I kind of saw myself being torn into pieces floating in a body of liquid.
I was also very, very sweaty like Bill mentioned - a normal effect for me when having a session like this.
If I hadn't began this trip laying in my bed, with my music to help me find my focus, I would have been totally lost and probably having a very bad time trying to hold on and just being overwhelmed by it all. I was prepared to go into this though with set intentions and set myself up to let it all flow.
What sucks tho, is drinking all that dang tea and having to get up to piss a few times while its hitting hard 
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coAsTal said: It's definitely not the same in your 40's as it was in your 20's, that's for sure. I think maybe it's partly because the wonder is diminished with familiarity, and as we get older we look to psychedelics as tools more than as fun, new experiences. Imagine "wide-eyed youthful awe" vs. "grizzled psychonaut".
We go into it with different expectations, and are aware of different things... I can say with certainty that tripping is still an overwhelmingly valuable experience for me-- but it's not on the same plane that it was when I was young--
Totally agree & I posted something very similar recently regarding favorite activities while tripping. I don't know if I'll ever be taking psychedelics at public events and whatnot like I did when I was younger. Its just a totally different thing to me now, and my respect for the experience has changed quite a lot.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal]
#26371841 - 12/09/19 08:19 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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coAsTal said: Not to hijack Bill's thread NB, but this a big reason I so much prefer smoking DMT with oral harmalas-- FAR easier to regulate and control the experience!
So you think smoking DMT with oral harmalas is better than taking the DMT orally? I've just gotten my order of rue seeds in so I can make my first batch of harmala extract and I was planning on taking DMT orally with it. I had read a lot that oral DMT is a gentler/smoother experience with less stress than smoking... you don't agree with that?
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: pixelpopper] 2
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You know what's funny-- I'm as we speak coasting down from a wonderful evening with traditional Aya-- 60g Red vine with 45g Chacruna 
One thing I would tell the entire world is that I love these plants-- wholly and completely-- as they are. I would never knock one form down compared to another. They are all profound gifts, and every color they come in is beautiful.
Oral leaf is a different experience from smoking-- it is certainly more 'even' in a way than vaping DMT-- but what I love so much about smoking is that you reach a state of what I can only term "controlled saturation" where the DMT becomes so enmeshed with your being when coupled with the harmalas that you plateau so high up that you can't tell the difference between heaven and earth.
I caution that it's taken me years of practice to find the way it works for me-- but there's nothing like it-- and I wouldn't trade it for any other experience I've had, save for molly perhaps-- which is the very definition of ecstasy for a reason. But I have touched that ecstatic place with rue harmalas and DMT many, many times-- it's worth the slow ramp up to get there-- my method is simple-- start with a little (after 45 minutes or so for your harmalas to take efect), maybe 15mg-ish, then a few songs later a little heavier dose, and repeat until you're there. Then you just keep bumping to keep yourself where you want to be for several hours.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal]
#26372022 - 12/09/19 10:45 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sounds like a great method, probably what I will go with when I decide to see it all the way through. That's basically how I've been smoking DMT so far, but I haven't continued smoking enough to break into other worlds, just enough to get in the DMT headspace & stay there for a bit.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: pixelpopper]
#26372027 - 12/09/19 10:48 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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That's what this is-- just as you described-- but I can't put into words how enhanced the experience is with harmalas in your system-- it becomes a whole-cloth different animal.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal]
#26372044 - 12/09/19 11:15 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ahh, I see I may have gotten a small taste of it recently when I brewed a caapi tea prior to smoking. Wasn't a super strong tea, but it was enough to produce noticeable effects for me - I'd been experimenting with different strengths of caapi tea for about a week prior. Definitely got into a stronger headspace with some noticeable effects like everything being kind of HD - visually and audibly, and at one point it was like time slowed down to a crawl for a brief moment. I was also meditating while smoking, so that probably helped kick it up.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal]
#26372363 - 12/10/19 05:03 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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coAsTal said: Not to hijack Bill's thread NB, but this a big reason I so much prefer smoking DMT with oral harmalas-- FAR easier to regulate and control the experience!
I hope to dip my toe into that very experience when my wife leaves town after Christmas. Been thinking about it every day since you wrote it up for me in a prior thread.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: SnowDaze]
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SnowDaze said: ha those "konfetti" look awesome. better than the really good green gels?
the blues are nice and mellow
They are about equal in cleanliness but I think the konfetti gels are dosed higher. I'm sure of it. LSD has never done that to me. I felt so helpless. It was about to overflow into insanity I couldn't stop myself from just moving and everything in me wanted to just start running outside with little clothes on because I was just so hot and uncomfortable. It was very scary. But my God that is good L.
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#26372630 - 12/10/19 08:17 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I also forgot to add that I(stupidly) took 2 or 3 hits of weed just when I was about to peak so I think that was a main trigger. When I'm high on acid, i tend to think I can handle weed any amount of weed even when I have no tolerance to it. I need to remember to not smoke weed no matter what while on I'm on psychs unless I go into it having a pretty big tolerance to it.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26372637 - 12/10/19 08:23 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I have a similar reaction to pot with psychedelics-- I can't mix them at all without negative side effects. I don't even smoke it anymore due to job testing. Over the last 8 years or so there was only a window of 1 year where I could do it without worry, and I lived in Colorado where it was plentiful. I had some good times with it, but anytime I tried to combine them I always felt disturbed-- I cn't imagine how it felt on that level of trip
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal] 1
#26372649 - 12/10/19 08:30 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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weed has completely changed the feel of trips for me in a darker / negative direction more than once... strange
i find it best to save the weed for the end of the comedown / afterward
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Me too. I did quit smoking weed daily about two years ago (uhh.. time is running so fast wow). Before I could smoke weed while tripping with no big impact.
But now only smoking weed twice or three times a month at max, I have such a low tolerance that even half a joint changes a trip completly from wonderful to weird. I kind of get paranoid, think way too much, strange thoughts and thoughtloops overpower any bliss. Totally a mood killer these days.
Even when I'm not on psychs, when I smoke a lot it feels close to a negative acid high. Can get really deep and confusing even without acid.
Now I don't smoke while peaking. Maybe while comming down, but even that's rare.
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Yeah, if you can survive the come up on a strong LSD dose, the reward is so awesome as the visuals are just beyond words. It's a give and take situation, more risk equals more reward.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: qman] 1
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The peak was me skirming around trying to hold onto my sanity. It was nuts. Every thought I had was followed up by a thought that "one upped" the previous thought without my control. So I would think "I just want this to stop" and immediately i would think "it can't stop" then I would think "it can't stop" then a one word thought would pop in to try to clear myself again. Such as "insanity" and after that thought it would turn into something physical such as needing to move around or take off my clothes/chain. When it gets to that point, i get scared. I had to benzo next to me and I tried so hard not to take it, but when I started overheating and not being able to control my movement then I had to. Nothing mattered or existed in this state. I would think "what if I don't come down from this" and that thought alone didn't even make sense because there was nothing to come down from. I would think "should I take this benzo" but in that state a benzo didn't mean anything. Its like all words and thoughts were stripped of their meaning and I was reduced to trying not to run and naked and call the cops. I couldn't think or do anything because in that state nothing made sense/existed. It was fucked.
I was tripping so hard I would scratchy nose or something and the trail that came from my arm moving to my arm wouldn't go away for a good 3-5 seconds. I could have made a box with my arm movements.
I took the acid at 10 o'clock and all this happened at 2am. I would say that's right at the peak. Right when I succumbed to the benzo.
With that said this LSD is the fucking BOMB
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26374562 - 12/11/19 08:17 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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That sounds like the same "psy-lock" state talking about- - where the meaning and cause/effect of things surrounding you are lost in that state-- behind a glass wall of understanding that you can kinda perceive, but can't quite reach what's behind it. The way you described
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That's how I ended up without music, which is also where my trip really turned south-- I think I took off the headphones when I was about to start purging because I was sure I'd dump them in the toilet if I didn't, and when I came back for one reason or other it was paused-- I couldn't make it work-- it was only 2D symbols and shapes, colors without meaning.
They weren't really wild visuals-- it was all something else... everything I would hit would take me somewhere wrong. In that state I just gave up, with this sense of tragic defeat. I've unfortunately never had acid, save for a threshold dose many years ago-- but it sounds like many psychedelics turn into a similar type of mental situation when taken in the higher doses... be they shrooms, cactus, aya, or whatever. (Granting the visual nature would be different with shrooms vs. cactus etc...)
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal]
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I would agree. They all reach that certain place of meaning(or no meaning) and just the ability to go crazy in general . i really think it was the weed that did me in. i got cocky and thought i could smoke like it was nothing. but it all caught up and snowballed. but with psychedelics i feel that most are capable of taking us where we went. i dont know why but weed is so mindfucking for me in high doses with no tolerance. its always the main culprit whenever i go crazy or come close to it.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 2
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Yeah I'm not much of a weed fan anymore-- the only time I have really enjoyed weed in the last several years is with a milder hybrid I stumbled on like blueberry jasmine or something such-- it was euphoric, clear, and MILD. The kids are chasing 30% TCH sativas and I'm like-- that's like making a cake with 10% cake and 90% icing--
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#26375751 - 12/11/19 06:40 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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You underestimated the Power of the Konfetti Gels....
I could tell just by looking at them they would be real strong. I mean, to put rainbow "confetti" coloring into a gel sheet like that? They must have some special property. Most gels are potent anyway, its just how it goes really.
Glad u made it out OK. Good thing u had a benzo on hand.
Ive experienced something like u described as well. One night I took two blotter hits. While peaking, i was listening to this water fountain on the property and listening to the sound of water hitting itself was a blend of tranquil peace and mental insanity. It was intense and it kinda freaks me out.
Also smoking weed on LSD has usually given me a strong tranquil effect. Typically. Havent toked up on high doses thou, im not even sure what that is like
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: LogicaL Chaos] 1
#26375863 - 12/11/19 07:21 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I certainly did underestimate them. Gotta be atleast 150ug. The reason I felt comfortable taking 2 was because the night before I tried out two tabs of the DS 3.0 and was completely underwhelmed. They must be something like 30uga tab or something..that's how weak they are. I didnt know if I had a small tolerance plus I wanted to make sure I tripped. I tripped alright...I can tell that it is seriously some of the best LSD on the planet. It was perfect. I could have stared at any object for an hour. I'd move my arm and the tracer would follow it and not go away for a few seconds. The visuals were like the konfetti gels..rainbow in nature.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
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My recommendation, complete darkness and headphones. There's no better way in my opinion. It's a more controllable trip and much more visual.
The visuals are clearer and the journey goes deeper.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: qman]
#26375943 - 12/11/19 07:56 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Trust me I tried that. I tried everything. It got to the point I couldnt sit still and was on the verge of freaking out. That's actually the first thing I did, then I found myself not being able to control myself and getting up and walking to the kitchen for no reason then getting so hot I had to take my clothes off. Then I took my clonapin and rocked back in forth in the dark until it kicked in.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26376002 - 12/11/19 08:14 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well makes a lot more sense why u took two hits of the gels. That sucks that your other blotter was so weak. I know the feeling, very frustrating. Might as well experiment with making a LSD solution with those weak sauce blotters 
I find that taking a shower while tripping really hard helps pretty well. Every tried that Bill?
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26376339 - 12/12/19 12:17 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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qman said: My recommendation, complete darkness and headphones. There's no better way in my opinion. It's a more controllable trip and much more visual.
The visuals are clearer and the journey goes deeper.
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Bill_Oreilly said: Trust me I tried that. I tried everything. It got to the point I couldnt sit still and was on the verge of freaking out. That's actually the first thing I did, then I found myself not being able to control myself and getting up and walking to the kitchen for no reason then getting so hot I had to take my clothes off. Then I took my clonapin and rocked back in forth in the dark until it kicked in.
ya really have to start from the beginning like this, rather than try to switch after already tripping. They key also is to stay put, no matter how intense it becomes... if you start out in dark with headphones, the trip will still be very intense but you are able to ride it out a lot better than if you had been starting to freak out a bit and then try to calm down by putting on headphones laying down. It just has a very different character overall when you begin this way, with the intent of staying put. Its kinda the whole point
Also, if you can manage to stay put when it gets super intense like that and ride it, resist the urge to benzi, the reward when it lets up will be quite amazing. I'm sure you've had enough experiences to know this. But like said above, the entirety of the trip has a very different, special character to it when you start out in a manner that is focused inward, rather than doing other stuff. The post-intensity-reward likewise is very special in this manner.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#26376451 - 12/12/19 02:54 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: So after trying out this "DS 3.0" crystal on friday and being totally underwhelmed, i decided to give my Konffeti gels a wirl. These fuckers are so strong. must have been atleast 150ug(told to me as 200ug oer gel, but i am usually skeptical so i took 2 anyway) and i stared coming up in 20 minutes. I began to have one of the most mindfucking trips of my life. The visuals were of that of great potent clean LSD. rainbow swirling patterns, different cosmic dimensional visualizations wanting to break into visions, and the good LSD experience we have known and loved. But it just kept getting more mindfuckery until i find myself evolving at actual speed, at the brink of going insane, not being able to use my brain as the noise of south park literally read my persona like a book. it broke me down with every word and i started to get real hot and sweaty, not being abke to sit still and starting to lose it. i was going to get my wife on multiple occasions, thank god i didnt, but i felt like i literally broke my brain. Now this happened last time but i took an edible with the L but this time was actually worse. it hit the point where i was just existing trying to not run around to try to cool my body off as it started overheating. i had to take my chain off, most of my clothes and had to even pace around as i couldnt control myself. From past experience, this is right on the verge of freakout time where ill need a shot of anti-psychotics to be restrained. It wasnt looking good. I tried so hard to ride it out, just staring into nothingness while having trying to just hold on to whatever i could, mentally, which was nothing because now i am overheating and trying to survive at this time. This will make almost anyone give in, so i did, because i am a pussy. I took a 2mg clonapin. i eventually could think again and everything was restored. but holy fuck..just a reminder that we truly are not in control and it can take you away like nothing. anyway, these things are crazy good and cant wait to experience again, probably at the same dose because i just never seem to learn.
Remember my anti aborting trips with benzos rant? This is a perfect example of why I am opposed to it. You've been to nuthouse before and are talking about being restrained here, you should have stopped a long time ago. You are one of those people who should not take psychedelics but you are not going thru with the natural progression of quitting because you don't have to face the negatives consequences of your psychedelic use. Kind of a waste of Lucy to keep doing this
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: viraldrome] 1
#26376575 - 12/12/19 06:27 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yah, no weed next time... or at least save it for the come down.
I’m not against benzos, I understand why you would, but, I am with the idea of letting the drugs do what they do and think that interrupting it can be problematic.
Next time, turn South Park off and sit or lay down somewhere and stop “holding on”.... let the waves crash and drag you into the ocean. I don’t know what you think about “ego death”, but, fear and grasping are only present on this side of things, once you let go.... it seems peaceful and easy.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: viraldrome]
#26376578 - 12/12/19 06:28 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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It only goes down hill when I combine L with weed. but ok mr. For some reason when I am tripping i think I can smoke weed like I used to even though I have no tolerance. I have only had 2 experiences with L where I had to abort the trip but I guess I am wasting so much good L right? Let's see you take 400ug and smoke weed with absolutely 0 tolerance. You would have tapped out, too.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Shr00mEater]
#26376584 - 12/12/19 06:31 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Shr00mEater said: Yah, no weed next time... or at least save it for the come down.
I’m not against benzos, I understand why you would, but, I am with the idea of letting the drugs do what they do and think that interrupting it can be problematic.
Next time, turn South Park off and sit or lay down somewhere and stop “holding on”.... let the waves crash and drag you into the ocean. I don’t know what you think about “ego death”, but, fear and grasping are only present on this side of things, once you let go.... it seems peaceful and easy.
I did turn it off. I tried laying down and just getting lost in the visuals but my body wouldn't let me sit still.
I think you guys think I'm a rookie or something..you don't think I tried everything I know of before taking the benzo? The rookie mistake I made was the weed. But I'm telling you, this wasn't just something I could ride out. It was impossible to control anything because words had no meaning. Nothing had meaning. There was only feeling and the feeling was extremely uncomfortable. What do you do when your brain is broken and you are sweating trying not to burn in your own skin and feel the overwhelming need to move around? Its not like I could just say to myself "no. I am going to lay here and ride it out in silent darkness and enjoy the visuals" i Couldn't do that because my body literally wouldn't let me. I had no control of it.
Now I could make a post of me freaking out saying how nuts it was blah blah..but I am trying to be civil about this. I guess maybe if I sounded like it was more urgent you would understand. But trust me, anyone would have caved. It wouldn't let me go.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26376623 - 12/12/19 07:00 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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That’s a crazy trip I probably would have taken the benzo also. Iv had a Crazy LSD trip one time and I would have don’t anything for a benzo. I had no control over my body, I was doing crazy shit with absolutely no control. I couldn’t tell myself to not do crazy shit. It was madness, I was watching myself do these things wonder why but couldn’t stop.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal] 1
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MARVELOUS!..is all i can say of your write up bro that trip sounded like it changed your perspective in many ways.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Mariochi64] 1
#26376649 - 12/12/19 07:26 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah the crazy thing is even after I took the benzo, the day after, I still had tracers. I must have taken 400ug. The benzo didn't even kl the trip after it kicked in, I was still tripping it's just I had my mind back
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#26376654 - 12/12/19 07:32 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I took 2 gel tabs yesterday and it was like nothing then everything in like 10 minutes after waiting almost 2 hrs, Definitely rocked my world. i'm definitely still quite reflective at 9 30am after 6-8hrs of sleep and taking the drug around 2pm yesterday ended up just drawing, was a pretty awesome experience. learned something new about myself.
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#26376688 - 12/12/19 07:58 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Nah Bill, I don’t think you are a rookie. If anything, you eat too much acid, lol.
And, like I said, I totally understand taking a benzo. Sometimes shit is too much, and letting go doesn’t seem like an option. I just wanted to echo the idea that terminating a trip when things get rough isn’t ideal, like the previous poster who mentioned it, except I was trying not to be as judgy.
My other point is definitely the weed. I used to smoke weed all the time when tripping.... and I had tons of bad trips until I connected the dots and stopped getting high while tripping, at least until comedown.
I mentioned ego death because you seem to have been fighting hard to resist. So, the hippy side of my curiosity does wonder what would have happened if you would have chosen to “die” right there. But, again, I totally get that that may not have been a realistic idea at the time. Still, I’m curious. 😊
It’s all good man, it is not like there are higher or lower scores being passed out. Please don’t think I intend to judge or look down on anyone’s experience. It’s all a journey and I bet I will get in over my head soon enough. On that note: it could be worse, we could be shaming a pro like you for losing their shit on two tabs, lol jk.
The best news is, at least you know you have some potent acid!
And thanks for the write up, you didn’t have to post this, and then much more to deal with criticism on top.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Shr00mEater]
#26376714 - 12/12/19 08:13 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Shr00mEater said: Nah Bill, I don’t think you are a rookie. If anything, you eat too much acid, lol.
And, like I said, I totally understand taking a benzo. Sometimes shit is too much, and letting go doesn’t seem like an option. I just wanted to echo the idea that terminating a trip when things get rough isn’t ideal, like the previous poster who mentioned it, except I was trying not to be as judgy.
My other point is definitely the weed. I used to smoke weed all the time when tripping.... and I had tons of bad trips until I connected the dots and stopped getting high while tripping, at least until comedown.
I mentioned ego death because you seem to have been fighting hard to resist. So, the hippy side of my curiosity does wonder what would have happened if you would have chosen to “die” right there. But, again, I totally get that that may not have been a realistic idea at the time. Still, I’m curious. 😊
It’s all good man, it is not like there are higher or lower scores being passed out. Please don’t think I intend to judge or look down on anyone’s experience. It’s all a journey and I bet I will get in over my head soon enough. On that note: it could be worse, we could be shaming a pro like you for losing their shit on two tabs, lol jk.
The best news is, at least you know you have some potent acid!
And thanks for the write up, you didn’t have to post this, and then much more to deal with criticism on top.
The thing is, by not taking the benzo I wasn't risking death of my ego or any of that. I was risking running outside with little to no clothes on. This was past the point of ego and all that.. literally nothing had meaning and everything was stripped down to the nuts and bolts. Sure, I hate having to succumb to taking a benzo and I fought it off until the last minute. But I wasn't going to risk making a fool of myself by going crazy again. Trust me, if it was just about death of the ego, I would have just hit the fetal position or rode it out. This was different. All I wanted was control over myself again and the ability to just be normal. When I am in deep trips I don't think like that. This was a whole different level.
I just gotta know not to touch weed until the comedown. I also underestimated the potency of the gels. They are legit 200ug tabs. I only meant to take 200ug in total, not 400ug. So not only did I take more than I wanted, I also smoked weed during it. Those two things are recipes for disaster. It sucks having to share this but hey I tell all, not just the good. And yes, thank you for not shaming me. Although I think I have an out here because I have admitted many times that fucking God damn weed is my nemsis. Its the only thing can make me go nuts. I have no idea why.
Literally Everytime I have went nuts weed/hash oil was involved. Everytime. The only other time I had to abort a trip was my last time because I mixed my acid with an edible. I did it the time before and it went well I actually went into hyperspace due to the edible and mentally everything went great. With all the tripping I have done I only used a benzo twice. I am ashamed of it but I don't think I'm doing too bad for a the times things could have went South.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
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For the record:
Anybody that wants to come in here and take pot shots, telling you how you "should have just muscled through it bro" is a motherfucking moron--
If they are stupid enough to come into a trip report thread about a clearly heavy experience and sit in their fucking comfy armchair judgement, admonishing others for taking a pill to try and weather an unexpectedly hard situation, they clearly have never gotten past the dipshit carnival phase of psychedelic use-- and it makes them sound like an arrogant frat boy.
Psychedelics can be terrifying, traumatic things.
They're not always games, like the most inexperienced people often make them out to be-- the same kind of people that wear (usually un-earned) bravado in their costless internet posts are the same people encouraging other innocent people to make bad decisions elsewhere.
"Take MOAR" "You're just weak" "I've taken 1000ug at the DMV and I was fine" "I guess you just couldn't handle it" are all things said by immature, ignorant people.
If you're saying things like that to anyone, you are making it crystal clear that you don't know what the fuck you're talking about-- and someday you'll get your Cosmic Fuck You delivered to your doorstep by going too deep yourself, and you'll apologize for making your stupid comments to people with infinitely more experience than you.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal]
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26376988 - 12/12/19 11:01 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Not sure if any of last post was directed my way, as I haven't really seen any judgmental posts in this thread.. but I wasn't trying to pass judgment on Bill and I certainly never said anything along the lines that he is weak or should take more...
I was just expressing my own insight as to what has worked for me in regards to avoiding these situations altogether.
I have had several traumatic trip experiences in my past which lead to long breaks from psychedelics entirely - and this after they were already a heavy part of my life. So I have a huge appreciation for how hard it can be, and I also have a lot of anxiety/general fear around going into heavy trips now because of my past experiences...
What has worked for me to totally avoid falling into these spaces is approaching trips how I have posted here.
In my view, taking 2 tabs and watching South Park is the kind of thing that can lead to these sort of trip, and once you're there its going to be pretty hard to navigate your way out. I was just trying to say that if he had started out laying down with headphones, he may never have ended up in the space.
Not saying it out of judgment, just speaking from what I've learned for myself
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: pixelpopper] 2
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In no way directed at you brother-- you're an excellent and friendly poster-- you offer advice and insight.
My post was directed more at the the poster that chose to hurl insults and mock -- treating OP like a 4 year old kid that needs smacked on the nose.
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You've been to nuthouse before and are talking about being restrained here, you should have stopped a long time ago. You are one of those people who should not take psychedelics but you are not going thru with the natural progression of quitting because you don't have to face the negatives consequences of your psychedelic use. Kind of a waste of Lucy to keep doing this
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal]
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coAsTal said: In no way directed at you brother-- you're an excellent and friendly poster-- you offer advice and insight.
My post was directed more at the the poster that chose to hurl insults and mock -- treating OP like a 4 year old kid that needs smacked on the nose.
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You've been to nuthouse before and are talking about being restrained here, you should have stopped a long time ago. You are one of those people who should not take psychedelics but you are not going thru with the natural progression of quitting because you don't have to face the negatives consequences of your psychedelic use. Kind of a waste of Lucy to keep doing this
Seriously..talk about talking down to someone..thanks for having my back, coastal
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#26377123 - 12/12/19 12:29 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 2
#26377193 - 12/12/19 01:16 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Everyone takes a benzo at some point when the going gets rough, that's nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about or anything. Hell, I used to combine benzos and mushrooms just for fun. There's no shame in taking a benzo.
I really enjoyed your trip report a lot. Best trip report I've seen posted in a while. It's just such an accurate and detailed higher dose report, and it's very realistic, not exaggerated or played up in any way. It reminds me of tripping that hard myself. It really takes me back to all those good times when things got waaay too intense. It can be scary at the time, but later you look back and think "Wow! That was so cool!"
Fucking good ass trip report bill.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: nooneman]
#26377238 - 12/12/19 01:39 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I have one valium that I keep by me when tripping hard, just in case. Its nice to have it there if needed. I also brewed a good amount of valerian root into my last mushroom tea, which acts similarly to benzos... didn't seem to affect the strength of the trip at all that I could tell, but it did help with going into the come up
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26380230 - 12/13/19 09:46 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: Yeah the crazy thing is even after I took the benzo, the day after, I still had tracers. I must have taken 400ug. The benzo didn't even kl the trip after it kicked in, I was still tripping it's just I had my mind back
bro i take tons of acid all the time and take like a bar sometimes even... if you taken enough good clean L it will just kill all the head trip really and you still trip balls. i took 5 hits after i had and a mg the other day and it was just smooth sailing... i dont think benzos can really kill good L... it tones it down for sure tho.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: SnowDaze] 2
#26380258 - 12/13/19 10:01 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Must ask, why in the world would you want to watch a South Park coming onto an acid trip?
What trip is that? Into the world of few minds who give themselves to promoting whatever boxes thoughts they see to throw at you to aid their own bank account?
Free your mind the rest will follow.
No wonder you got stuck in body of dis.ease.
Some quote out of Psychedelic Experience: Manual to Psychedelic Trip based on Tibetan Book of the Dead by the Harvard Psychedelic Research Club. Roughly stated, “bodily sickness is the ego fighting to maintain a certain state to being.” LSD flies within, the moment that light shines you can fly off into unchartered space. What to be there as flight pursues, God knows. Fly, fly away!
I haven’t ate any LSD for the longest time. The quickie market where used to get my acid no longer sales it. Bitch! Bum.r
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: WhoManBeing]
#26380615 - 12/14/19 05:03 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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WhoManBeing said:
Free your mind the rest will follow.
If that is quoted from Funkadlic I find it quite ironic because of what I experienced listening to one of their tracks peaking on ~300ug. In my experience, anything can make a trip go south no matter how experienced you are or what intentions you go in with.
My first experience with ~300ug was my 3rd or 4th time taking LSD. I was at an outdoor festival and got hold of 2 microdots. The man who sold me them told me don't take 2 they are very strong to which I replied 'don't worry I know what I'm doing' because I thought I was experienced. I sat down and watched some fire spinners as I started to come up. I experienced some extreme fear as it came on, my senses became overwhelmed with the smell of the burning fuel from fire spinners but I sat tight and not long after I began floating 100ft above myself looking down. I don't remember anything from the peak, only 'coming round' 4-5 hours later as the sun rose. It was an extremely positive experience although I felt my night had been wasted because I couldn't remember anything from the peak.
Then around 5 years later after hundreds of positive LSD trips (one over 1mg) I had been smoking stupid amounts of DMT in the weeks leading up to this event. I had been experiencing crazy amounts of synchronicity and contact from higher dimensions. I ran out of DMT but I still had some nice blotters dosed around 150-180ug. One afternoon I decided to eat 2 of them and timed it to watch the sunset as I was peaking. It was the best sunset I have ever seen, the entire sky was yellow red purple spanning from the horizon in the west all the way to the east covered in the most beautiful fractals. All the birds were singing with joy and I was crying with how amazing and perfect this moment was.
After it became dark I made my way home smoked some weed and put some music on. I was feeling sweaty and uncomfortable and could feel my mind running away from me so I put on the track 'Good thoughts, Bad thoughts - Funkadlic'. It was so incredibly amazing. All I could think was that this was too good for any human to ever hear this. This was a secret hidden from humans by higher powers. As the song reached it's peak and the 'voice of god' said 'fly children, play' something happened which I still don't understand.
I touched some bright white light, merged with it and was turned inside out. Suddenly I was back and all I could think was that I had seen something which no human should be allowed to see. This was a secret known by the intelligence agencies which had been kept hidden. All the synchronicity I had been experiencing was the intelligence agencies communicating with me. They had access to some kind of AI which we did not know about. Everything I looked at or heard confirmed this. They instructed me never to tell anyone about this experience or I would be killed. I was begging for my life, begging not to be killed and apologizing for what I had just seen.
It was a self-fulfilling truth which persisted, no amount of logical reasoning could convince me that what I had learned was untrue. Looking back now I wish I had a benzo at hand although I've never killed a trip with a benzo before and it may have been too late. I was no longer tripping I was watching a new reality and everything confirmed this delusion which took a firm root in my mind. I broke all contact with my friends and lived as a recluse for months, teaching myself software engineering to try and understand how the intelligence agencies were doing this. It's been about 3-4 years since this happened and only in recent times have I accepted that it most likely is not truth so I will not be killed for sharing it.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Druids]
#26381008 - 12/14/19 09:50 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Just saying the magic of an LSD Tripp’s far surpasses any song. So why retard he self listening to music during LSD trips. It’s all inside!
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: WhoManBeing] 1
#26381120 - 12/14/19 11:02 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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To say that music changes a trip is true-- but to imply that it is a detriment to it?
Hogwash.
Sorry not sorry.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: coAsTal] 2
#26381220 - 12/14/19 12:13 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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there is a very old tradition of using music as a key component during psychedelic sessions, among those who first used psychedelic plants for religious/healing/spiritual ceremony. This tradition exists for a reason.
I do think its important to choose the right kind of music.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: pixelpopper]
#26382178 - 12/14/19 09:03 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Bill, I think if you have the cognizance to take a pill to kill the trip then running out the house naked might not be the only other option. I have been there in that very uncomfortable place where nothing makes sense and all the world is crashing down around you, all your shit both real and created by surroundings and current input is spinning your brain out of control.
And when this happens you have to realize it's the moment before a turning point, not "ego death" necessarily but the most zen moment you can ever hope to feel in your life on this earth. I've experienced this twice on lsd and once recently on mushrooms.
The more I was fighting the experience the less feeling of control I had, and fear was running the show. Fight or fight response wanted to rule my trip. I feared that I would lose my way and not return, hurt myself hurt others.
But by recognizing the fear as.my own construct I was able to let it slide away and upon doing so I was able to lose contact with those parts of my mind and find a place where I felt what I can only think was what Buddhists call nirvana.
I recommend you check out the Tibetan book of the dead, among other Buddhist teachings. They can help you realize what the constructs of your mind are doing in your life and help you master them in the face of an experience like you describe.
I'm not a practicing Buddhist but the teachings go a long way in living a better life. I consider myself lucky that I was interested in this at the same time that I started experimenting within.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: cowboy neil]
#26382782 - 12/15/19 06:49 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah only if I read the Tibetan book of the dead then maybe I wouldn't have had to take the clonapin...

And South Park on acid is the shit. Obviously you guys have no idea what you are talking about.
And when I go psycho and run and around and need to be shot up with anti psychs, I can still think. That's WHY I took the klojapin so it wouldn't get to that level because I felt it coming on because I was overheating and had to pace around then I could sit still for a minute then it hit me again where I had to move around and so on. I could still think and execute "I need to take this clonapin* that doesn't mean I wasn't about to lose it. You guys don't know what it's like to be nuts so I can't blame you, you're just trying to help
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
Edited by Bill_Oreilly (12/15/19 06:59 AM)
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26383435 - 12/15/19 02:23 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Tibetan Book of the Dead; white light, mandala, mandala, mandala, etc. etc. white light. Mandala, mandala, mandala, mandala. Etc. etc.
The Psychedelic Experience, a manual to psychedelic trips based on the Tibetan Book of the Dead. Much more of use to LSD than the Tibetan Book of the Dead.
LSD Paychotherapy by Stanislov Grof. Albert Hoffman roughly quoted saying in intro pages to book, something as, ‘if I am the father of LSD, Grof is The Godfather.”
BuddhaSutra.com great readings!
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: WhoManBeing]
#26383497 - 12/15/19 03:06 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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My wife is a high functioning paranoid schizophrenic and lives with PTSD from being raped as a child by a couple different family members. She was hospitalized in her early 20's for a few months. Is not on meds and shit gets weird sometimes. So I do know a little about what nuts can be.
With that said, although I believe psychedelics can be a great therapy for people in this situations, I personally have a fear of losing her if she were to attempt it. She gets way out from just smoking a couple hits of pot. I think in her case it would have to be done in a very controlled environment with a well trained facilitator.
The way you describe the setting for your use, it sounds like the same expectation I have for cracking open a six pack after a long work week. Unwinding with some tv and bowl.
Maybe approaching the time you have with lsd as something more special and intentional can lead to a better result.
Also posting what a bad time you had in an internet forum and then not wanting to hear advice from a group of peers seems a little off. I certainly dont mean anything more than giving friendly advice. And I dont judge you for your actions.
Shit gets real on these substances and we are all here to help each other out.
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: cowboy neil] 1
#26383602 - 12/15/19 03:51 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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its not that i am not wanting to hear advice. i want real advice. not condescending advice.
For instance, what you just said was good advice "Maybe approaching the time you have with lsd as something more special and intentional can lead to a better result."
i just shared my experience, i didnt really ask for advice because i know what i did wrong. i smoked weed with no tolerance. i took like 4 hits. that would almost make me trip alone without the acid...then you add 400ug to it...then you get the experience i had
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
Edited by Bill_Oreilly (12/16/19 04:35 PM)
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26386510 - 12/17/19 06:47 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I like the “move along, nothing to see here” aspect for some of it. Individuals just can’t have fun anymore and it’s always work all the time. But how do you know the gel tabs aren’t something else? Acid seems different, some of the creepier experiences might be something else. I think Orange Sunshine could have been ALD-52. Hallucinations aside, LSD is known for promoting good feelings, if not after intense psychotherapy through its psychoanalysis, though. It’s sometimes pointless distinguishing the emotional elation from mushrooms.
Edited by Blabble40 (12/17/19 07:10 AM)
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Re: My experience with 2 "Konfetti" gel tabs [Re: Blabble40]
#26387082 - 12/17/19 01:23 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I took 4 black gel tabs many years ago and it was my strongest trip by far, it truly was a completely different level than even the best paper tabs.
I really almost did lose my mind on the come up and peak, the hallucinations were just so intense and got even more intense. If I had a pill to abort the trip, I'm sure I would have in short order.
I still can't believe what I saw on the night of that trip, it was completely un explainable. I started off in ancient China, then went to the time of Christ, lived a life in South America and then visited Medieval Europe. Like how does any of that even make sense?
After a trip like that I was always underwhelmed and didn't even bother to trip much more.
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