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Hotdog from Space
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High dose of magic mushroom feels like death
#26363473 - 12/05/19 05:17 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I just took somwhere between 4-8g of magic mushroom, lemon tek. And it felt like I was dying, the body decaying, like I had swallowed lethal poison.
But I did not have a ego death, I guess I need to do more next time. I did however have eupohric visions, but I gotta say
oh, the body load ... like drinking cyanide, like eating Satan.
well, well ...
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Hotdog from Space
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I wonder, does the ego death come when the body feels so poisoned that you absolutely think that your going to die?
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Yeah, that's pretty common... You think you're going to die. Then you do.
Then sometime later you realise you're not dead.
Not usually a pleasant experience. Then again it's not all sunshine and rainbows.
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: Northerner] 1
#26363510 - 12/05/19 05:31 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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4-8g is a pretty wide margin of error, have you no scale?
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: Sugabearcrisp]
#26363525 - 12/05/19 05:36 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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heh!
I've ordered one from China, got tired of waiting, then ate what I consider a lot of mushrooms. Frees perception, but the body dont like it, according to the body it is pure poison.
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Feature of high doses of psychedelics. It’s a faux death of sorts. At least that’s the quality of the experience and the way the mind seems to frame it. In some sense there is a “what is death, even?” type of thing going on, too.
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: CountHTML] 1
#26363547 - 12/05/19 05:44 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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The weird thing is...i never feel like i am going to die on mushrooms or DMT. I know in my head i wont die so i dont get distracted by that thought which i believe allows me to go further
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26363566 - 12/05/19 05:48 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: The weird thing is...i never feel like i am going to die on mushrooms or DMT. I know in my head i wont die so i dont get distracted by that thought which i believe allows me to go further 
Further than death?
Well, I might feel like that on high THC cannabis, cause of the "head high", I can just forget the body.
But mushrooms at high doses, sheesh, feels like eating someones asshole and dying of food poisoning
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Now, still a bit high, i got the though: what if i instead of write my name as a signature, draw a penis, after all. Ones signature needs not be readable.
Maybe Im a lost cause.
But I find the thought funny
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26363640 - 12/05/19 06:20 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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It sounds like you were right on the edge of ego-death. The associated kinda OBE moment where you 'realise' you're dying.
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Bill_Oreilly said: The weird thing is...i never feel like i am going to die on mushrooms or DMT. I know in my head i wont die so i dont get distracted by that thought which i believe allows me to go further 
In a way I think it's that moment where you either have to let go or fight with all your might to resist. Truth is it's better to let go, lose yourself in your senses (or lack of). The first time is hella scary to me it was like a system reboot, because you literally have to piece your coherent thoughts back together when you come round. Thoughts like "Oh yes I'm a human" hahaha.
Worth it once or twice though
Edited by teenagehippie (12/05/19 06:21 PM)
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: teenagehippie]
#26363641 - 12/05/19 06:23 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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If you arent comfortable fully letting go you probably shouldn't be doing more than that 4-5g side of ur threshold, start there and youll have more time to ease into it.
Edited by teenagehippie (12/05/19 06:29 PM)
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: teenagehippie]
#26363650 - 12/05/19 06:30 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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What I am scared of is dying and then again coming back and realize I am a human.
What a bummer.
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Hotdog from Space said: What I am scared of is dying and then again coming back and realize I am a human.
What a bummer.
That made me lol.
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: teenagehippie]
#26363677 - 12/05/19 06:46 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I really wonder what is the point with the human race. I like one thing about humans and that is compassion.
Otherwise If I have a say, I think we should whipe out the whole human race
The whole body-thing isnt working, its such a drag.
Seems to me that there would be a lot more jazz without bodies.
Edited by Hotdog from Space (12/05/19 06:47 PM)
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26363680 - 12/05/19 06:48 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: The weird thing is...i never feel like i am going to die on mushrooms or DMT. I know in my head i wont die so i dont get distracted by that thought which i believe allows me to go further 
I've been so dead on DMT. Died, seen my body been destroyed, moved on into the spirit realm... then after eternity started sensing parts of my body again. Suddenly been able to see again, not been sure where or what I am... then it all comes flooding back. It's fkn weird stuff hey. Messes with my head. 
I know not everyone gets these sort of experiences though. Maybe because I always add harmalas it might drag it out long enough that the disassociation becomes very deep. Just guessing though.
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26363694 - 12/05/19 06:57 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: The weird thing is...i never feel like i am going to die on mushrooms or DMT. I know in my head i wont die so i dont get distracted by that thought which i believe allows me to go further 
In my earlier mushroom trips I would often. Not so much anymore, and yes, you can relax and let your weight drag you deeper.
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: SizlChest]
#26363701 - 12/05/19 07:00 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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i literally died when i iv'd 4-aco-dmt. i shot it, i died, i woke up. i literally was saying my goodbyes as the rush hit. i thought i got poisoned and fucked up massively by injecting this foreign substance and the guilt i felt for my family was beyond anything i could say. That is really the only true time i thought i died/dying.
all the other high dose psychedelics i never TRULY felt like "i literally just killed myself..FUCK" besides that one time.
im just saying that going into these experiences i know i literally will not die, so i dont really get tricked into thinking it. i believe that i might go crazy and never come back to reality, but i dont believe i am actually going to die. i guess you could say some experiences feel like dying...but to me it feels more like being transported to a whole different dimension. i dont consider that thinking i am dying.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: SizlChest]
#26363708 - 12/05/19 07:04 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Btw, I had this funny feeling that I was in control of everything. My neighbour started the car, and I became him, and the car. Sort of like a possesion.
I felt slightly bad for violating his privacy, like I was some kind of predatory animal.
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#26363713 - 12/05/19 07:05 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Shit that's intense.
I mean I didn't physically die but even then you do think about your family the first ego death, or for me who'd never heard of or understood what it was that 1st time. Its was awful.
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Re: High dose of magic mushroom feels like death [Re: teenagehippie]
#26363723 - 12/05/19 07:12 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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man ill never forget that shit. a lot of people say things like they arent afraid to die or they will embrace it...but when you are literally 100% convinced you ended your life by accident theres just no words to describe it. in about 7 seconds i went from feeling so guilty, afraid and convinced to literally having no choice but to accept it. i felt like if i didnt accept it, i would botch it. i would fuck up the dying process. thats why i accepted it the last couple seconds because i wanted to "make the clean break" but those 5 seconds of literally feeling "FUCK I JUST KILLED MYSELF FUCK IT LETS GO" is a feeling and a rush like no other.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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