Okay so this is a story that took place over multiple events, in order ill go 1-2-3 for the story; with every story though, there is of course back story.
So this guy is my best friend ive known him for years(around 10) we are still younger men so its not an age thing and the worst ive ever seen from him was him getting angry while we were playing a game high(i was beating his ass). So with that being said all of this was very odd. By telling this i want to hear your experiences, if any, and what you think it means. (Not "one time i heard" stories, maybe if its a friends story and it was him or something but you get it) Also tell me about what you think could have caused this, and what you think about what i end the final details with and what you think that could be IF anything.
It starts with his first acid trip, we explained it to him and we was in a comfortable setting with 2 good friends and his best friend. Swim has put his friends on to the marvels of LSD and has always had good results and good times with friends, so of all people who would it would be his best friend who has been eager and heard about my stories for a while.
1.Trip 1 We all (him,John1,John2 and me) take 1 tab, tested, safe, real deal stuff. As we start to trip he follows and he says "Duuude" about 2 hours in, we are all having a good time and i notice he hasnt spoke in a while. I ask about it and he doesnt respond, very odd but i ask if he wants to go outside because thats where we were all about to go now that things were getting interesting. He looks at us, but says nothing, dead eyes, he looks stressed, arms crossed shaking his legs. We go outside some time later i go in and check on him. still there, same position, same stare. I talk to him but no response, tell him he is cool, dont be worried if he is, asks if he wants to go, he finally said yes when i asked if he wanted a drink, by saying yes it was really more of a raspy noise and a barely open mouth as he shook his head. I basically have to sip it to him as he doesnt uncross his arms, my tolorance must be high because i was tripping, but never like this, or have i seen this. about 5 hours into the trip he says "I love you John2" who he is probably least friends with, and then said nothing else again lol. Later he finally talks a bit but is still being odd, we all goto sleep and go home. He explained it as seeing heaven to his left and hell to his right wherever he looked, and he had a whole story in his head and John2 saved him thats why he said that. this was the story for the first few days, weeks later however, this isnt what happened, i dont remember what he says now because it was modest but i belive this.
2. Trip 2 So this is a few weeks later, he wants to try it again confident he will succeed and not succumb to the acid again. So hes talking but around 3 hours in my cat (who he knows and knows is the most passive cat in the world) was looking at him weird and was telling me to get my cat away from him its freaking him out and he was sweating staring at my cat i thought he was going to kill it or something it was a hateful stare. I out my cat out of the room and we are good. long story short he made it through the peak, but went mute at around 6 hours in. sadly, we thought he made it. However this time he didnt sleep. This time it was only me, John1, and him. we went to my other friends house the next day John2 and we are eating and chilling but hes still locked in that not talking phase like a day after the fact. so weird. So he gets a call from his grandpa and talks to him like an idiot, 1 worded answers, groaning and mumbling instead of speaking and just says his staying over another night. so he stays up at my friends all that day and half the next before going home and im assuming sleeping.
3. Trip 3 FINAL TRIP So this is the last time hes tripped, confident he is going to beat it again, he goes in. I no longer want to trip with him because i see how he is and know how its gonna go and dont want my trip to be me baby sitting. So i tell my friend he will take care of him if he freaks out. We agree, towards the middle of the trip he seemed off but was talking to us, after the peak he went kind of mute, he was trying to speak, but couldnt seem to get this words out, pacing back and forth in my room 7 hours in he grumbles, "It wasnt supposed to be like this" honestly it was funny but i felt bad. Since he is back to normal and has given up on it, my friend gave him a ride home while he was being weird and apparently started to say somehting was wrong with him but John1 didnt feel like asking what for wahtever reason and its not like any of us can ask, months later especially.
So let me know what you think about this, your stories, and what you think he may havve? My guess is a personality disorder but i dont know how it would affect tripping or if it would who knows.
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Edited by NoobShroob (12/03/19 02:32 PM)
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