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Asante
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Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. 1
#26355003 - 12/01/19 05:53 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Guys, online I made an online friend very happy. She got free money (XLM https://keybase.io/a/i/r/d/r/o/p/spacedrop2019 ) she got answers to that the universe is Sentient (Chris Langan theory) and that she is Eternal even if Putin exploded a nuke on her right now ans Gods punishment for spoonfeeding her baby Zyklon B straight from the can because God is a Giver, Lover and Forgiver.
But then she nuked me harder.
She basically told me that she is suicidal and thanked me for giving her the answers she needed, and went offline.
So will she go to church and pray or go to the gun store for the largest caliber handgun and 1 bullet?
I'm SCARED guys.
And I can take another Valium but I rather have a talkdown from you guys.
Hit me.
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante]
#26355005 - 12/01/19 05:56 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I know the Universe wont let her do anything It doesnt approve of but FUCK.
I saved a few here on the Shroomery but I may have killed someone with kindness, in RL.
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante] 3
#26355007 - 12/01/19 05:59 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Who cares its not like you could do anything about some crazy broad over the internet. Why would she want money if she was gonna kill herself? Sounds nuts why would u give a fuck?
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Asante
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante]
#26355008 - 12/01/19 05:59 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Me with my load of german blood and myb smidgeon of African blood (DNA test) has marched her off to whatever is her destiny.
Its scary even though I know the Universe has my ass, and her ass.
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante] 5
#26355009 - 12/01/19 06:01 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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What bro you didnt March her off into anything that not how it works that's not how any of this works.
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Asante
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CHeifM4sterDiezL said: Who cares its not like you could do anything about some crazy broad over the internet. Why would she want money if she was gonna kill herself? Sounds nuts why would u give a fuck?
Shes very sweet so I DJ'd for her and she loved it.
But I didnt know she was suicidal.
And I been going on and on about how literally everything is OK 
She wants to be with God because she suffers so much.
See what I'm saying?
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante]
#26355011 - 12/01/19 06:01 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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You explain me how it works!
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante] 2
#26355012 - 12/01/19 06:04 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Your intentions always seem pure, but you cannot expect that everyone uses the knowledge and information you share in a way that is beneficial for all, some, or even themselves. I'm assuming you don't know this person offline so there may be nothing to do for her if she broke contact with you.
Don't sweat it too much, keep on truckin'
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante]
#26355014 - 12/01/19 06:06 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I can solve my anxiety with flubromazolam or haldol, so its a luxury problem, but try help me calm the fuck down please. I fully cooperate.
If it takes a then me and no mod will ban you for it.
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante] 2
#26355015 - 12/01/19 06:06 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Like I said that's not up to you at all. I thought you were a proponent of physician assisted euthanasia. It's her decision at this point theres nothing you can do and you didnt know she was suicidal before so I'm not sure why you care at all. For all you know it could just be some preteen kid board at school trolling or something.
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: MorphinTime]
#26355016 - 12/01/19 06:09 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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MorphinTime said: Your intentions always seem pure, but you cannot expect that everyone uses the knowledge and information you share in a way that is beneficial for all, some, or even themselves. I'm assuming you don't know this person offline so there may be nothing to do for her if she broke contact with you.
Don't sweat it too much, keep on truckin'
Thank you *hugs* Ultimately her life is her trip and if she wants euthanasia, like my mom had euthanasia, then that is what is right, no matter how she does it.
Lets hope that IF she does it, she does it in a way tats either 100% effect or causes 0% damage to her.
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CHeifM4sterDiezL said: I'm not sure why you care at all.
Its an online friend who is a delight to be with but who feels like shit herself, it turns out.
The world would be worse off if she offed herself, but like you guys say, thats up to her, not me.
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante]
#26355019 - 12/01/19 06:13 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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She did buy a second hand chair though the other day so my guess is she wants to sit on it.
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante] 1
#26355020 - 12/01/19 06:14 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Beth Hart and Joe Bonamassa
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Asante
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante]
#26355021 - 12/01/19 06:17 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do but.. maybe IF she wants to do it, she wont want to guilt trip me cause she's super social, like me.
I still feel like a bit of a devil though, with my super persuasive preaching.
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: MorphinTime]
#26355024 - 12/01/19 06:26 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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MorphinTime said: Beth Hart and Joe Bonamassa
Ike and Tina when Good was still Good between them:
I'm out of the shit and you guys helped talk me down.
THE UNIVERSE decides whether she lives or dies today.
THE UNIVERSE made me DJ to her
THE UNIVERSE gave her the answers she needed for the best outcome.
And she needs to at least figure out what I said before pulling the trigger
So my DJ set was a gobstopper for her.
Figure this out first.
And I gave het dozens of reasons she believes in to keep on trucking, I think.
And I get to cheer her up when she comes back online to either kick my ass or thank me.
Thanks guys, you are as persuasive as Flubromazolam.
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante] 2
#26355027 - 12/01/19 06:31 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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If you truly believe she is eternal, then what's the problem?
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante]
#26355028 - 12/01/19 06:33 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'll go lie down on my memory foam matress now and meditate on Lakshmi , Goddess of 8-fold Abundance now, without any drugs or extra meds at all, to calm dow further.
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: flugelizor] 2
#26355032 - 12/01/19 06:39 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Re: Guys, I'm having a sober bad trip right now. [Re: Asante]
#26355080 - 12/01/19 07:37 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Asante said: I can solve my anxiety with flubromazolam or haldol, so its a luxury problem, but try help me calm the fuck down please. I fully cooperate.
If it takes a then me and no mod will ban you for it.
Real life friend, old school friend or online friend is not a true friend if they are going to talk about suicide then leave you hanging in limbo. How do you know if she is serious, or if this is all a cruel joke. It’s not right to leave you hanging. If it’s going to happen it’s going to happen and there ain’t a damn thing that you can do about it. I hate to sound cold, but I have had narcissists in my life who used to threaten suicide to keep me and other family members in line. My ex wife was one of them. When we finally split and she threatened to kill herself I told her to do what’s she feels is necessary to resolve her situation. 8 years later she is still breathing.
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