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#26354942 - 12/01/19 03:56 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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What a wild night. Me and 3 friends made tea from albino penis envy, about 3.5g each. I added some honey to the tea which made it delicious. I highly recommend it
I don't know how I can put it all onto words but I'll try to give some highlights.
The only thing that matters is what matters to you. Who are you? There is only one answer to that question. The other answer is wrong. (It probably doesn't make much sense but I promise it does and I can explain if anyone cares)
Nothing makes sense, even to God. It doesn't matter how many times you say it it will never make sense. So stop asking the question what does it mean. If God knew he would tell us.
Don't accidentally lock yourself in the bathroom with the lights off. It can happen and no one will ever know how long you were stuck in there. (this is symbolic but it actually fucking happened. My friend did it and by a miracle I heard my friend and let him out)
Don't go in the basement. There are scary things and traps that can get you. You can look for yourself but take it from me, do not go in the basement. Lol I know this sounds really funny but it has symbolism
My friend was facing some demons which caused him to criticize every little thing subtly from different angles. He was planting mind viruses like asking "how's Kelly, hows the marriage" it was really fucking with us but we were able to ward it off. He knew it was happening and even acknowledged it saying "I know everything I'm saying is putting you guys into a negative space and it's throwing everyones trip off but I don't mean to". We all let him know we understand and we loved him. I wanted to help him. I have yet to talk to him afterwards to see what he was experiencing.
I pissed in the trash can. Where else would I do it? It had a meaning to me at the time.
I was sticking my fingers up my nose and down my throat. Also feeling my eyeballs and skull. I had the terrible thought of popping my eyeball between my fingers. Thank God I did not do it.
There was so much more. I can't even type it all out. But man what a crazy night.
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#26354946 - 12/01/19 03:59 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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The only thing that matters is what people will remember you for. We're all just trying to clean up after ourselves to not be a burden on those that come after us.
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#26354950 - 12/01/19 04:05 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Oh and here was another huge realization for me. What are time and space? What are they for? They are like pen and paper. Of they didn't exist there would be nothing for us to record it all.
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Re: First trip in over 2 years. Still coming down.. [Re: searching]
#26355081 - 12/01/19 07:37 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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-------------------- The Italian researchers’ findings, published by the INT’s scientific magazine Tumori Journal, show 11.6% of 959 healthy volunteers enrolled in a lung cancer screening trial between September 2019 and March 2020 had developed coronavirus antibodies well before February. https://www.reuters.com/article/us-health-coronavirus-italy-timing-idUSKBN27V0KF This online first version has been peer-reviewed, accepted and edited, but not formatted and finalized with corrections from authors and proofreaders https://www.icandecide.org/
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Re: First trip in over 2 years. Still coming down.. [Re: HamHead]
#26355098 - 12/01/19 07:50 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Your trip sounds epic, except for the eye popping thing. If this was the first trip in 2 years you have a lot of time to make up for.
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Re: First trip in over 2 years. Still coming down.. [Re: searching]
#26355236 - 12/01/19 09:36 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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the basement is fine, everything is connected, and impossible to describe everything's muchness engaged and continuing like that.
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Re: First trip in over 2 years. Still coming down.. [Re: redgreenvines]
#26355382 - 12/01/19 11:10 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sounds like a hell of a journey lol. But yeah.. good thing you didn't start playing with your eyeballs like a puppet lol.
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Re: First trip in over 2 years. Still coming down.. [Re: redgreenvines]
#26355401 - 12/01/19 11:23 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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redgreenvines said: the basement is fine, everything is connected, and impossible to describe everything's muchness engaged and continuing like that.
But the dog leaves all his toys in the basement. And there's traps down there. Lol I didn't actually get scared of the basement but it had a meaning to me at the time.
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Re: First trip in over 2 years. Still coming down.. [Re: searching]
#26355732 - 12/01/19 02:54 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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basements can be very different depending where you live. A more modern home pretty well cleaned, then yeah basement is on the good side
But when the floor is warping or cracking and it is rodent infested with poison and poor lighting...
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Re: First trip in over 2 years. Still coming down.. [Re: InfiniteDreams]
#26355755 - 12/01/19 03:12 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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InfiniteDreams said: basements can be very different depending where you live. A more modern home pretty well cleaned, then yeah basement is on the good side
But when the floor is warping or cracking and it is rodent infested with poison and poor lighting...
Wow I was just talking in the other thread about synchronicities 2 seconds ago. Yes my basement is not well cleaned, poorly lit, and has mouse traps. Its my own fault. I saw the basement as a sort of symbolic hell we create for ourselves. The place where we forget all the things we love and cared for. (the dogs leave all their toys in the basement) if you're not careful you can trap yourself in it. You can find out for yourself but just take it from me. Do not go in the basement.
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