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Crazy LSD trip
    #26352989 - 11/30/19 12:36 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

I always found it fun to try and put the acid experience in words. Not everyone likes it.

One of the easiest and fastest ways for me was to type fast, because of the racing thoughts, and I realized they were too fleeting and easy to forget quick, so you’d have to let them out quick and just go over it later.

The first time I read Jack Kerouac, who was a Beat, like the Beatles, I tried to imitate the style but it didn’t work because I didn’t understand it at the time. It was only when I did acid the second time that it made sense, except he wrote (On the Road, his best known work) on Benzedrine, or meth, which I never tried. There were still some stories to tell but Kerouac’s work is slightly veiled compared to most fiction. The stereotype is he’s a bad writer but when I read him, it was just mostly experimental. Possibly even ahead of its time.

All he did was connect Sherlock Holmes, possibly the greatest written fiction of all time, to the modern, particularly American, audience, by naming Sal Paradise’s driver Dean Moriarty, after Holmes’s archnemesis James Moriarty.

However, OtR isn’t really the one told in the “James Joyce” style, even though there’s some psychedelic stuff in it, plus a Bill Burroughs cameo, who was known for ayahuasca (and junk). In fact I always wanted to know what the Beat prose was about so I thought trying it out would help.

I was writing more about the Beatific vision but might just do it here. I kept saying I was writing a book, but it seems like people are very impatient (or is that just my own anxiety?), which ruins the whole thing and prevents a “Roosevelt” style of writing or presentation.

However, it’s simple, in that dictating inebriated could prevent a girl from liking you through misunderstanding. And that’s how it all started, as Kerouac was inspired by Neal Cassady’s letter to him, so it’s actually that, and not OtR that does it. Cassady was Moriarty, Sal’s “wired up” driver across America in the 40’s.

Neal was also Ken Kesey’s driver during the Electric Kool-Aid Acid Tests, and they visited Jack when they got to New York. Jack wanted to be an audio engineer but from what I know stuck to writing, but put some recorded audio tapes in one of his books for the passion.



I’ve seen Kerouac a couple times on acid. The first time a symbol of him crept up, like a face. It was him flexing his muscle like a sailor, and it looked like it was on a coin (I was walking down the street when this happened, after I got out some cafe. When I was in there, one guy’s head looked like the robot’s from Power Rangers at one point, and it felt like a bubble came out my head, and everything kept moving, and it looked like I was underwater). The second time, was for this trip. I still had a lot of writing to finish and catch up on.

When the acid kicked in, I saw Kerouac sitting in a chair with a crowd of people around him, clamoring for his attention but he couldn’t answer everyone at once. It looked like an electric chair. I recall hearing Joe Rogan say they just killed him because the acid experience was too hard to describe, so they just use (secret) technology now to upload it to the cloud or cosmic unconscious. Again, it was all irony that he was in that chair and not so much impossible to explain, but a strenuous effort to convey the right interpretation.

When the acid kicked in I experienced myself as sperm ejaculated, then it looked back. I appeared to be going extinct because of too much masturbation and not enough procreation. Then I kept getting signals beamed into me via transmission that weed has been a white plot to reduce sperm cell count in colored males, as well as organisms. Then I was alerted to a secret plot that my discarded sperm has been being harvested after I clean it up, and preserved, so they can send it to space in the future, with my offspring, to live and build a new civilization from scratch, since too much passive-aggressiveness is causing me to disappear.

It was weird. Then everything started to look different. When it first kicked in, everything turned 3D and I looked like a Final Fantasy character. I remembered, and delivered a soliloquy in the mirror. I looked like Narcissus.

Like ten minutes later the acid started to feel what I would imagine meth is like, then when I checked the mirror, I didn’t look as 3D or Final Fantasy like anymore. Instead my scars became more visible again, and facial hairs, then it just seemed like I had a powerful, well known girlfriend who I cheated on then she beat me up or got some guys to punch me.

I seemed to have a girlfriend and my life together. I remembered my purpose. It was like a mix of Cloud and Titus. My bed wasn’t made before this and when the acid kicked in, I made my bed. I tried to sit down when the visions were kicking in but I also started to act like a clown. I saw another pyramid, and it seemed like “Illuminati” symbols.

But then I closed my eyes and saw lights, like orange ones et cetera. Then I saw a movie like animation that was playing, with girls dancing. They were different colors, all white with different colored hair, but one was brown, because I am, then her butt punctured and chocolate started flowing out everywhere.

The first time I saw girls dancing on LSD, they were fairy, and were doing a fairy dance. It was beautiful! (Haven’t really written about that one before.)

But this one was more like I was watching a movie, and it was like a snack ad. It was delightful, slightly humorous, and serious. Just plain bizarre as well, relevant I suppose, but again, sort of the last thing I would have expected given everything on my mind.

I was supposed to go somewhere but kept delaying. That’s when I dropped the tabs, then started to leave some hours later. However, it was dark by now, but not that late because daylight savings time.

However, when I started to go, down the street, I started to feel all hot. Then an asteroid started to approach! It was like “forward is the future and salvation and back is the past and death.”

It kept seeming like asteroids were impacting. I was also there to deflect it but needed more power, its velocity was enormous. It was like a cartoon villain destroying the earth and we were powerless.

The racing thoughts were agonizing, so I went back. Then I started to go again, but decided to just go tomorrow because the indecisiveness.

At one point when my eyes were closed I saw myself in a Timothy Leary like Psychedelic Experience bardo, where I was dead, and being resurrected by the likes of Dennis McKenna and others, in a witchdoctor, Allan Quatermain way. The scene was brief and I again despaired over the fact the tabs could have been dangerous to use.

When I went outside, I couldn’t talk to a lot of people. There were some cute girls who looked like they tried to get my attention but it was too hard to move or do anything. So now I regret not talking to them (?).

Later on I seemed to have turned into a dragon and was disintegrating the souls of demons walking around. Any girl who wasn’t having sex with me was a demon.

I still appeared human. The crazy part is most of it is contingent on my DMT experience. If I had never done it, the acid experience would be different. But instead, it has heavy religion and faith overtones.

All the fairy stuff is DMT, and some mushrooms, and LSD, whereas LSD just makes people look more like elves or demons, from my experience.


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Re: Crazy LSD trip [Re: Blabble40]
    #26354998 - 12/01/19 05:43 AM (4 years, 1 month ago)

I think something happened so that things aren’t the same. Drugs can’t just make you comfortable, and weed is mediocre all around. No one knows the point and you can take discretion on whose advice you listen to. Changing the way one thinks based on experience is conditioning, sometimes classical, and isn’t good usually.

I usually stay home, but something told me enjoy nature, but it didn’t work.

I had short talks with people. It didn’t seem to be going anywhere so I had to go. I had stuff to do and shouldn’t have even been out. Trying to talk to more people seemed just as hopeless at that, acid is one thing and the few times I have tried it have been horrible, and mushrooms might be where it’s at seeing as how DMT is too fast and at higher doses hard to describe let alone muster up the foolishness to do. Writing about it is one thing, talking about it quite another, and both are intrinsically “schizophrenic” sounding. Talking about it with people in the past hasn’t went well, and last time I tried, it was more like someone else has to take initiative, as opposed to childhood growing up, when I was the shy one, and other people would just talk, but now it’s just up in the air and may as well be 50/50 or 40/60 as far as it being worth the time goes.


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Re: Crazy LSD trip [Re: Blabble40]
    #26434987 - 01/15/20 01:45 PM (4 years, 14 days ago)

I took ALD-52 once and when it kicked in, there were so many thoughts I couldn’t really concentrate, then I had to sit down and think.

During this part I closed my eyes and saw stuff.

There was a kundalini like dragon spinning around. It was, like, pinkish and there were other things there too, but it mostly focused on the serpent.

It was like this time I ate a few fresh cyanescens I found, then read a book until it kicked in. My vision started to get blurry, so I knew it was working, then I put the book down. This was after my experiences with extracted DMT.

I couldn’t move anymore (“woodlover’s paralysis?”), then my body had to enter the Buddhist monk prayer position.

I had to close my eyes then there were red and green streaks moving around, trying to tell me something. Then it went away after five minutes. It was like hallucinations from weed but way stronger. Then I could move around again but couldn’t stop laughing, and the walls seemed thinner as if you could feel outside even though I was indoors. It didn’t last as long as acid.

But I dosed cubensis once and it was similar, but a higher dose, so the moving lights in my head looked more disco oriented, and were more intense. They were constantly changing.

But, my DMT experiences were way more intense and stronger. Instead of a cool light show in my head that was constantly changing, DMT showed me something else that was constantly changing. They were similar but different.

The mushrooms didn’t go as deep but had more potential to be the go to visionary drug, I suppose, because the lights seemed kind of interactive. It was, effectively, infinite. Some may try mushrooms only once. If I never went back to acid, I never would have seen the varieties of different levels there are to it. You can still walk around and Ben yourself, so I suspect why they’re more popular. LSD also has a more “70’s or 80’s” feel to it than psilocybin.

This was similar to a previous LSD moment when a mushroom like Spirit kid entity ran up to me after I smoked weed on LSD. It made it more intense and the colors more vibrant. However, the set and setting probably wasn’t ideal.


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