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Re: Joe Biden? Really? [Re: Enlil]
#28693131 - 03/09/24 07:25 PM (3 months, 17 days ago) |
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Enlil said: Yes
There's nothing shady about writing a monthly e-script lol... It just doesn't renew automatically.
I think you're a shady lolyer.
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200 a month is shady
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Re: Joe Biden? Really? [Re: Enlil]
#28693150 - 03/09/24 07:43 PM (3 months, 17 days ago) |
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Enlil said: 200 a month is shady
True... He's been taking them since he was like 10 though... He takes a lot every day. They start to lose effect... You know how that works..
Honestly, I have problems with that doctor. He was prescribing my other brother loads of Benzos, even though he knew he was a heroin addict, and had overdosed a million times... My ma begged him to stop prescribing them.. But he just kept doing it.
What do ya do...
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Yet I can't get a provigil/ketamine prescription for less than $5000
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Re: Joe Biden? Really? [Re: koods]
#28693223 - 03/09/24 08:42 PM (3 months, 17 days ago) |
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You could conceivably get 180 5mg pills, which would be a dose of 30mg per day.
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Re: Joe Biden? Really? [Re: Blue_Lux]
#28693260 - 03/09/24 09:22 PM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Blue_Lux said: You could conceivably get 180 5mg pills, which would be a dose of 30mg per day.
My brother takes 30mg instant release pills, and he takes a fuck load of them. I used to steal like 20 at a time from his bottle, and he didn't even notice..
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You're a great brother, dude
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Re: Joe Biden? Really? [Re: Enlil]
#28693306 - 03/09/24 10:28 PM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Enlil said: You're a great brother, dude
I was in highschool 
I bet YOU were a great brother in highschool too. Besides... he's definitely on too much pharmadope. I helped the little guy!
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I used to be prescribed 20mg ir, and my husband and I would abuse the hell out of them lol. I ended up not taking a lot of them and I'd save them for us to binge on. was about 5 years ago lol. We would basically balance out alcohol, adderall and weed, and then after hours and hours we'd take lorazepam. If you're about that life, it's a skill to balance them all out to the maximum.
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Re: Joe Biden? Really? [Re: Blue_Lux]
#28693453 - 03/10/24 07:37 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Blue_Lux said: I used to be prescribed 20mg ir, and my husband and I would abuse the hell out of them lol. I ended up not taking a lot of them and I'd save them for us to binge on. was about 5 years ago lol. We would basically balance out alcohol, adderall and weed, and then after hours and hours we'd take lorazepam. If you're about that life, it's a skill to balance them all out to the maximum.
I took a whole bottle when I was like 14... suicide attempt. I didn't know amphetamines can't kill you..
I ended up discovering a reason to live! 
I used to balance working and school with a full time IV meth/coke habit... try doing THAT shit. I had a full 4.0 GPA and errrrthing!
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You balance them out and you get good at it that there is a 15-30 minute window of pure balance, and you appear somewhat sober... once one falls out of balance, the illusion of sobriety falls apart pretty quickly rofl.
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Lol that sounds like this lawyer I knew who would shoot cocaine and dilaudid before going into court... and he was a big shot, no pun intended
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Re: Joe Biden? Really? [Re: Blue_Lux]
#28693472 - 03/10/24 08:06 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Blue_Lux said: Lol that sounds like this lawyer I knew who would shoot cocaine and dilaudid before going into court... and he was a big shot, no pun intended
Shooting dilaudid is... exquisite.. even at like 4mg.. I never have done it with cocaine. Needless to say, that is a horrible concoction for anyone who needs to maintain a level head.
I don't know if you've done much cocaine, but.. it's so intense, when you shoot it... Nothing else exists. You lose your hearing. Often have a mini-seizure if it's good.. or at least lose your legs.
I am quite sure I had a mini heart attack after a weekend of shooting cocaine.. I was sober at the time, but I was sitting on the couch, and all the sudden I felt a thud in my chest, like I had been shot or something.. and in a moment, it was gone..
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Never have done it personally, but those I've met that did said it is like a train going through your ears.
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Only time I ever tried injecting something was when someone else did it for me because I was too puss to do it myself, and it was meth. It felt like I had been blasted through the roof of the car into the stratosphere. I never did it again. It just wasn't my cuppa tea
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Re: Joe Biden? Really? [Re: Blue_Lux]
#28693502 - 03/10/24 08:23 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Blue_Lux said: Only time I ever tried injecting something was when someone else did it for me because I was too puss to do it myself, and it was meth. It felt like I had been blasted through the roof of the car into the stratosphere. I never did it again. It just wasn't my cuppa tea
It's intense... one time I got really out of control.. I was up for a WEEK shooting meth, cocaine and research chemical cocktails of all kinds... just randomly mixing shit and booting it.. No sleep... or food.. or probably much liquids..
I ended up having a mental breakdown... It was a really bad experience, I traveled a couple hundred miles in my car in fear for my life that all kinds of things were hot on my trail...
By morning... my brain was in such a place that I could literally control the visual world around me with my mind... perfectly.. it was AWESOME... and then I figured out that I went fucking mad.. and went home.
I wasn't hallucinating anymore.. until I stepped foot in my door. My house came alive... it was chilling.. it tried to KILL me!...
Shooting meth is a problem
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I will say I used to take vyvanse with oxycodone sometimes and that's a nice feeling. I liked cocaine a couple times, but it is really a let down, because you need a lot. I used to really love amphetamines, and I am a powerhouse when I am on them, but it is unmanageable. If I got back on amphetamines, I could probably finish my latest book I have been writing... probably in one week I could finish it, and I'm talking at least 60,000 words. Something happens to me when I take amphetamines, and it isn't pretty, frankly. I turn into an utter recluse that cannot be bothered, and I will do pretty extraordinary things, but my physical health gets screwed, and I just can't do that to myself anymore.
As well, I have become critical of amphetamine writing. It is tempting, and it is extremely popular. Many others have found it very easy to write on amphetamines, like Jean Paul Sartre. At first I loved this about Sartre, especially reading him while on amphetamines. Now, I realize this is really something to avoid. The best writing is, I think, sober writing - when it comes to philosophy. Other forms of writing, whatever... But philosophy is serious. Drugs can skew serious things that should never be skewed or apprehended in that manner.
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Plus, if I were to write for 9 hours straight and, as I would, have books and pages strewn everywhere... my eyes going in circles, not even hearing my name being called 5 times... my husband can only take so much of that.
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Re: Joe Biden? Really? [Re: Blue_Lux]
#28693609 - 03/10/24 09:35 AM (3 months, 16 days ago) |
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Blue_Lux said: I will say I used to take vyvanse with oxycodone sometimes and that's a nice feeling. I liked cocaine a couple times, but it is really a let down, because you need a lot. I used to really love amphetamines, and I am a powerhouse when I am on them, but it is unmanageable. If I got back on amphetamines, I could probably finish my latest book I have been writing... probably in one week I could finish it, and I'm talking at least 60,000 words. Something happens to me when I take amphetamines, and it isn't pretty, frankly. I turn into an utter recluse that cannot be bothered, and I will do pretty extraordinary things, but my physical health gets screwed, and I just can't do that to myself anymore.
That's most people. You'd think meth would be a social drug. It does turn people into whores pretty quickly, but it's not a social drug, and cocaine is much worse.
I think people produce varying quality of work on amphetamines though, like with anything else. Sometimes it's better, sometimes it's worse.
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But philosophy is serious. Drugs can skew serious things that should never be skewed or apprehended in that manner.
Philosophy ought to be approached from every angle... including a drug fueled, manic one!
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