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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Heyowana]
#26314803 - 11/11/19 10:29 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wow thats pretty good I am a.hey wa wa wa or a heyo na na na ?
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Heyowana]
#26314807 - 11/11/19 10:32 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wow forever and ever Nagging wind Over and over. Thats me. How do prople live with that They don't Thats why my dogs relate to me so well
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Heyowana]
#26314842 - 11/11/19 11:10 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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So are you a fan of Keats? I gotta talk about something?
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Heyowana]
#26314852 - 11/11/19 11:18 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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I ' m the yapping little coyote Calling into the wind heyo heyo heyo Heyayayayoh heyayayayoh. Heyay oh hey hey hey hey o Hey hey oh Well at least I find a new vocation from this trip. I'll be a singer. I can see it now Singing into the granstands of trees
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Heyowana]
#26314854 - 11/11/19 11:20 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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#26314984 - 11/12/19 01:23 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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That was the best trip ever I can't find the words to describe it Wow Whats left of me once my personality gets stripped away
Nothing. Sometimes I imagine for fun what it would be like. THAT'SABOUT AS FAR AS IT GOES. NOTHING UNDER THERE. Just my manners and behaviour patterns. No quest for light. What happened to that quest. Is there anything that matters. That's when it gets really weird. I don't know whats happening to me. If I don't know no one else will either. Or is there anything else that matters. No as I shake my tail and trot off. Only then to hear that I did matter.Snuggle into my puppy dogs and all is well.
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Heyowana]
#26315228 - 11/12/19 07:02 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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sounds like you had quite the experience
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Haha yeah I’d say , do bless us with this TR some time.
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Tripsten]
#26315455 - 11/12/19 09:38 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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It came on that fast. That surprised me. I went from feeling slight euphoria to full on tripping with intricate coloured patterns in the brightest fluorescens. That's when I knew I'd be in for the ride of my life.
The patterns went in circles like a merry go round. Colours just spilling out from the center. Then turning into a big spinning wheel of multi colours. By the time I was talking about orangutans I was so into that guttural rhythym of nature pulsating through my body.
At the genie point anything was possible.
Earlier on I went for a walk up the road. Its all bushland. The mescaline was driving me on. I looked at my dog and he was limping. I couldnt stop walking fast. Anyway a car came along. An old guy I'd met years ago had a chat with me.
It was difficult to see him but my speech was clear. I felt such empathy when he told me his wife had died earlier this year. He was on chemo. It must have struck him as strange a guy with just shorts on and bare feet was walking up that road in the miday sun.
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Heyowana]
#26315463 - 11/12/19 09:42 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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You're a good man, Heyowana-- that a touching moment like that was a highlight of your experience.
So glad you're sharing your amazing experiences with us mere mortals--
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Heyowana]
#26315478 - 11/12/19 09:52 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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When I got home shorts came off then I continued walking naked. Down into the state forest. I was that horny. Kept masturbating and couldnt stop. The orgasms were that intense. When I'd walked about a km. I did a piss near some redwoods I planted. It looked like oil as it came out of my dick. Looked like oil on the ground too.
It was getting hard to walk back up the hill. Finally arriving home not horny anymore. Had a really dry throat. So ate mangoes on and on. They taste that good when I'm tripping. Was starting to feel washed out abit when I started singing my coyote songs.
The trees would sway as I howled into the wind. The branches looked like octopus tendrills. Pulsating with the movement of the wind. Some of the sounds I made were reverberating with the wind.
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#26315494 - 11/12/19 10:02 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm no good man. Just a devo. It got me how nagging my coyote sounds were. They were just like me. Nagging and insistent about everything that wouldn't matter a fart to anyone else.
I started thinking about how out of control my life is from day to day. I write crap here and believe it. Started thinking I'm just a clown apeing his way around these forums. Without the slightest finesse. Bit of a redneck.
In fact when I was carrying on about the coyote howling going on forever and ever I felt like a nazi type. A blockhead with the emotional sensitivity of a gnat. No offfence to gnats. They could have a rich rewarding emotional life.
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Heyowana]
#26315516 - 11/12/19 10:17 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Went for another walk coyote singing at the top of my lungs. People would have heard it from kms away. I'd concentrate on getting that reverberation going. Dog looking at me . Nah that's not right. The boy is making the wrong sounds.
I felt like I was dying as I kept howling. It was just pouring energy out of me through my mouth into mother nature. I felt warmer and warmer inside from all the howling. So now I want to practise this and leave my verbal mutterings on these forums in the redundant pile of shit that I've amassed on this thread
Sorry I've been such a self important asshole over the years. I'm about the most unspiritual person I know. Its been a wake up call to stay away from all my word vomit. Thanks for that phrase Coastal.
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Tripsten]
#26315517 - 11/12/19 10:18 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Perspective and inter-relationship between ourselves and our surroundings is something that always gets brought up with mescaline-- as it seems to amplify our awareness of ourselves witnessing our existence in new ways.
I think it's good that you are being honest about your experiences-- lord knows that cactus can activate the sex drive-- I had some bridgesii a couple of years ago that could have been pure molly (MDMA) it was so powerfully erotic. Holy cow, it was like flowing electric sex-- amazing.
All of our senses of control can be seen as an illusion-- the sun could flare one day and turn the earth to a cinder-- it's right to ask in that light what "matters" -- because our whole human experience contains it's relevance in it's own perception of itself-- the coyote knows only what the coyote knows-- and matters to others only when it's experience overlaps with another awareness.
But it's all contained in our little blue, green, and brown marble in space-- it is our garden, and the greatest gift ever granted to us in creation is the ability to ask the simplest of all questions:
"Why?"
-------------------- I am certain of nothing but the holiness of the Heart's affections and the truth of Imagination-- John Keats Spore Trading List
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: coAsTal]
#26315538 - 11/12/19 10:25 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Good thing you didnt run into anyone while you were walking around naked and masturbating in the state forest. Probably not a good idea to do that again.
San Pedro makes it hard for me to urinate for several hours, and then when my piss starts again it is DARK and THICK. It seems like the alkaloids shut down the kidneys for awhile and then when urine production kicks in again that first urine is super concentrated. But this doesnt happen to me on light doses, only when the tea is strong.
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Grey Fox]
#26315686 - 11/12/19 12:04 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm going to guess Heyowana knows that park like the back of his hand-- and I suspect it's a tucked away corner that wouldn't be in a commonly traveled area-- I would love to have the kind of land space that I could soak up the sun on all the places-- without worry of passers-by.
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: coAsTal]
#26315709 - 11/12/19 12:22 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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I stop reading replies for not even a. Second and I come back to “Probably shouldn’t walk around the state park naked and masterbating”
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Tripsten]
#26315757 - 11/12/19 12:40 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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This is kind of what I'm imagining these deep-dives looking like from the outside: https://media.giphy.com/media/CDTsVAmk6CxSU/giphy.mp4
PS-- I couldn't figure out how to link the actual GIF inside the post
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: coAsTal]
#26315808 - 11/12/19 12:54 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Haha can’t be far off
I’ll never forget my first mescaline ( San P <3 ) experience, just the most peaceful and energetic / orgasmic time in my life Spent an hour or two rolling around in my backyard almost violently cuddling this blanket I had, my sister and I had friends over and I looked up once and saw every person in the house like 6+ people hovered around a window watching me with fascination lol ( the others who drank with me felt nothing but I was ROCKED, first time I felt the magical presence of the Hauchuma spirit too, just a great time , I should TR it )
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Re: Matucana pachanoi. [Re: Tripsten]
#26315936 - 11/12/19 02:08 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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There is some wonderful insight in those comments. Thank you.
When I was laying down in bed late at night. All the visuals. Little cactus monsters.Slug like beings with glaring faces wriggling around. They look like cactus come to life. Some even have reigns on them with another cactus beastie riding them.
Anyway they give out a white phosporescens glow. Like they are eting something and produce that glowing phosphorescens. Its pure bliss to look at that glow. Just melts into my brain. Like an ecstatic religious experience.
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