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I want to blow my fucking brains out * 1
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I’m so fucking sick of fighting it

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Re: I want to blow my fucking brains out [Re: Anonymous #1]
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I know I’m just an anonymous dude on the internet with you, but I have been in a position where I was very near suicide, I struggled for a long time to move past it, I still struggle with mental health a lot but I don’t have the urge to end it like I used to, if there is something you want to vent about or talk to someone about I’m here for you.

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Re: I want to blow my fucking brains out [Re: Anonymous #1]
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go for a walk. get some sunshine on your skin. it sounds cheesy but it could help. i live with depression and i know how you're feeling.

did something happen today or just the usual bullshit?

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Re: I want to blow my fucking brains out [Re: Anonymous #3]
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It’s my birthday and a lot of those dark thoughts just come pouring in

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Re: I want to blow my fucking brains out [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Just remember that whilst you might feel like this right now, it won't last forever. Nothing ever does. Tomorrow is a new day. Hang on in there.

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Re: I want to blow my fucking brains out [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Hey man. I think about it a lot too. But something that helps, is just saying "I can do one more day." At one point last winter I said I'd give myself until spring. Mostly because the spot I wanted to do it at would need the trails cleared of snow. But, I'm here. Every day is dark for me. I try to find my own light. There's always something left, even if I have to look hard for it . I hate myself, but I love myself too. I hate living, it's a curse. But it's also the most precious of gifts, and I love it too. I'm always at odd with myself I feel, and I wish I didn't have to do that, but if I were anyone else I wouldn't get to be me. It's amazing how I can feel so lost yet right at home, but maybe that's just because I've found ways to make wherever I am just that.

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Re: I want to blow my fucking brains out [Re: Anonymous #4]
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That’s the thing it hasn’t gotten better despite medication, therapy, making life changes for some of us we just learn how to live with a shitty life or we check-out

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Re: I want to blow my fucking brains out [Re: Anonymous #1]
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I don't know exactly how you are feeling right now, but it sounds very tough. I'm just saying that in this moment, it seems you feel like suicide is the only option. It might not be perfect tomorrow (or in a week, or a month, or a year) but at least it might have changed enough that you can see other options, which you might like to take. I took a deliberate OD 15 years ago (unsuccessfully) and my life has changed so much since then, and I'm so lucky it didn't work! I never thought I could be happy back then, but now I really am. So much can change, even if it doesn't feel like it right now.

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Re: I want to blow my fucking brains out [Re: Anonymous #1]
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All I can say is I've thought about ending it tons of time especially tons of ways , I'm just glad I didn't cuz over the last years I've realized just how important  i am  to people when I fuck off for a bit and I would never want them to have to deal with seeing my face for a last time so I make sure I always come back

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Re: I want to blow my fucking brains out [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Chin up fella, I've been sofa surfing/tenting for the last 2 years, and as much as I can feel the sentiment, fuck that. Find some kind of goal, an actual realistic goal, something extra to live for. Someone will always miss you, live on.

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