Hi there guys
I just wanted to get a bit more info about this trip and maybe other people have experienced similar.
Okay, so I’ve been experimenting with a variety of doses and of different strains of cubensis. I have been battling ptsd and quite severe depression for years after getting assaulted with a knife. I find these little fungi really do help me look at situations with a new set of eyes and ease my anxieties.
I done a dmt trip in may and since then I have really been quite fascinated on how it helps me make decisions and filter out all the background bullshit that’s in life sometimes. So yes, I’m on a path of self discovery and self improvement. But last night I thought I had a stroke lol. I was not loling at the time believe me haha!!
So, last night I done a 6g golden teacher trip. Amazing visuals lots and lots of patterns all the good stuff. I was feeling like I had peaked and was over the hump. I still had a lot of visuals but they weren’t as intense. Still shit flying around my room but I felt absolutely fine. A little bit of a sore stomach, watery eyes and sinuses going, but nothing I’ve not dealt with before. I’ve actually done other strains like the Amazonian at much lower doses with way more visuals than that compared to the 6.1g Golden teacher.
I felt like I was okay to go down and stir the pot of canna-coconut oil I was making. I stood up out my bed and took a drink of water. Only at this point I think I’d realised that I’d been tripping balls for a good 3/3.5 hours (dropped them at 10pm) and was a bit dehydrated. So, this is now nearly 2am. Still heaps of visuals even more so when in the light in the kitchen. I was able enough to talk to my mum with only mild weirdness haha. Usually that would freak people out but i have a very close bond with my mother so it doesn’t bother me.
So, I was talking to my mum and had quite a nice, profound conversation and I just felt this wave of a feeling; of what I can only describe as unwell. I began to feel like I was going to faint. I could feel all my extremities firing and tingling with a very obvious and sore shooting pain all in my left hand side of my body. I actually felt my brain move around or like it was actually touching my inside of my skull. I was really scared because the volume of the room went from normal volume to like someone turning the volume in my ears down by using the volume button on a tv remote or something like that... If that makes sense 😂
I then managed to get all the way back up the stairs to my bed where I did go unconscious I think. It felt like as I was going up the stairs like all the blood was drained from me and I just started profusely sweating. No no ke dripping like I’d been in the gym. Also, when my ears popped and i did feel my brain move. I did go from having visuals to going into a sort of DMT looking reality only for maybe 2-5 mins max. Then I drank some water and it subsided. But because I felt the lights going out and fainting and the tunnel vision only for 10 minutes I thought I’d taken too much. And like I have said I’ve had more intense trips before. But I did feel like I’d had a heart attack or a stroke due to all the pain and numbness in my arms and face and neck:(.
I then all my veins felt like acid going through them, a lot of chest pain that circulated up round my shoulder and then into my left hand side of my neck and then into the left hand side of my brain. I genuinely believed I had had a stroke. It felt like someone had overturned the dimmer switch on a cheap lightbulb in my brain and it just POPPED.
I have had mad trips before but never such a physical pain where i genuinely did think I had a bad reaction. Due to the pain in my face / left side of body more so, I thought it was a stroke genuinely due to my fainting and the pain I was in. Such an unusual sensation. As I said I did feel like I was just about to break through on DMT just before I collapsed. So I don’t know maybe it was just a bit too much electricity getting fired around my brain from the golden teachers.. And my body just said: “lights out for you”.
Here’s the punchline, I actually went to the hospital because I fainted and they took bloods and done an ECG and absolutely everything was fine. Although, I can’t seem to understand how I am still sore the next day. Round my left hand side of my face and also my chest where my heart is and left side of my arm it does feel like that side has went to the gym and the other side is just Chillin’. It felt like getting hit in the head / body by blunt force trauma 😂.
Anyway! I am open to any insights. I realise now people do sometimes really convince themselves that they are dying. I thought I can get that, but that is the first time that’s happened and it did scare me. I think I’m okay now, just a little shook. I have learnt an absolute mountain of stuff... Although, the numbness and the pain the next day from a trip I haven’t had it before. I’ve only had one bad acid trip before but I just can’t understand why I felt amazing and my set and setting was lovely and relaxed in my room. I don’t know if going to the kitchen triggered this episode or what.. but yeh that’s why I am here looking for your help guys!!
Any help is appreciated!
Kindest regards
Clattydabber123
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