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Death and age
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The older I get the more i fear death. Not the pain or the how, but the people I’ll be leaving behind. In my teens and early 20s I did not give a fuck. I was fearless and cared about no one including myself. I was ready to leave. Now, I can’t even think about dying without feeling emotion.


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Re: Death and age [Re: Wonder Boy] * 2
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What do you believe about death? As an atheist I don't fear it at all. I'm not that important, when I die the world will keep turning. And I will feel nothing, my matter and energy will return from whence it came and I will stop the ceaseless running that is life. To fear literally nothing seems illogical. I would rather be dead than suffer. Fuck cancer. My perfect death scenario, guy robbing a bank, threatens a baby with a gun, I wrestle the gun away and he shoots me in the head while another guy uses the distraction of the struggle to bonk him with a potted plant, then the baby falls on my corpse to soften the fall


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A cautious young fellow named Lodge / Had seat belts installed in his Dodge. / When his date was strapped in / He committed a sin / Without even leaving the garage. That's clever, isn't it?-A boy and his dog

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Re: Death and age [Re: bloodsheen]
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bloodsheen said:
my matter and energy will return from whence it came



Where does your information go? The snippet of code that allowed that human body to be your space suit?

Once the hardware is stripped off the code, where does the code go?




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Re: Death and age [Re: Wonder Boy]
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Fear not what is not in your control, just be. Live life, enjoy!


Hey neighbor let me give you some advice
The Russians are about to pulverize us
In our sleep tonight
That is if the crazy Arabs
Or the riots don't get us first
And the fire will rain down from the sky
The fire will rain down from the sky
People will die--People will die
People will die--People will die
But go ahead sleep tight in your beds
Remember what the wise man said
There's nothing to fear nothing to fear
There's nothing to fear nothing to fear
There's nothing to fear (but fear itself)
There's nothing to fear (but fear itself)
And the temperature's starting to drop now
The temperature's starting to drop now
The temperature's starting to drop now . . .
Hey little girl won't you come this way
Won't you let me buy you candy or perhaps a chocolate shake
Or perhaps some nice cocaine or perhaps a little kiss
Or perhaps a ride in my big car
Perhaps a ride in my big car
Won't you make an old man happy
Won't you make an old man happy
Won't you let me show you paradise
(Don't ask your mother for advice)
There's nothing to fear nothing to fear
There's nothing to fear nothing to fear
There's nothing to fear (but fear itself)
There's nothing to fear (but fear itself)
And the temperature's starting to drop now
The temperature's starting to drop now
The temperature's starting to drop now . . .
If they don't turn you into a junkie or a zombie on the street
If they don't turn you into a yo-cat or a grinning Jesus freak
If they don't take away your brains or turn your body inside out
If they don't take away your passion with a color TV set
They'll take away your heart and soul
They'll take away your heart and soul
They'll take away your heart and soul
Don't let them take away your heart and soul
But remember what the wise man said
There's nothing to fear nothing to fear
There's nothing to fear nothing to fear
There's nothing to fear (but fear itself)
There's nothing to fear (but fear itself)
And the temperature's starting to drop now
The temperature's starting to drop now
The temperature's starting to drop now . . .


also,

The beat goes on, the beat goes on
Drums keep pounding a rhythm to the brain
La de da de de, la de da de da
Charleston was once the rage, uh huh
History has turned the page, uh huh
The mini skirts, the current thing, uh huh
Teenybopper is our newborn king, uh huh
And the beat goes on, the beat goes on
Drums keep pounding a rhythm to the brain
La de da de de, la de da de da
The grocery store's the super mart, uh huh
Little girls still break their hearts, uh huh
And men still keep on marching off to war
Electrically they keep a baseball score
And the beat goes on, the beat goes on
Drums keep pounding a rhythm to the brain
La de da de de, la de da de da
Grandmas sit in chairs and reminisce
Boys keep chasing girls to get a kiss
The cars keep going faster all the time
Bums still cry, "Hey buddy, have you got a dime?"
And the beat goes on, the beat goes on
Drums keep pounding a rhythm to the brain
La de da de de, la de da de da
And the beat goes on, yes, the beat goes on
And the beat goes on, and the beat goes on
The beat goes on, and the beat goes on


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Re: Death and age [Re: Wonder Boy]
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It's just another chapter to me. I don't think it ends. So death to me is just a new start. I don't find that scary. I want to prolong and enjoy my time, certainly. But it's a natural process and if literally everyone else can manage I'm sure I can to.

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Re: Death and age [Re: larry.fisherman] * 2
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I'm kinda super curious what will happen given my extensive dealings with spirits.

One thing will happen for sure, my main Spirit Guide will be there, waiting for me.

On my way to becoming One with Everything with the pre-Big Bang Singularity at the beginning of time, fully quantum entangled with the totality of everything (aka. Heaven/God), I do hope we make a little detour to my Pure Land, I have some buddies there I'd love to meet.

When your clock stops, you fall back into the Singularity pre-big bang for lack of time separating you out of it, ya.

Its actually really groovy.

Time separates us from becoming One with All Things, and that separation will fall away.





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Re: Death and age [Re: Wonder Boy]
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Wonder Boy said:
The older I get the more i fear death. Not the pain or the how, but the people I’ll be leaving behind.


For me it's the other way around.  I'm more afraid about how long and painful it will be when i'm in the process of dying.  It could be pretty quick or more drawn out like with a cancer diagnosis or something.


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Re: Death and age [Re: Asante]
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Asante said:
bloodsheen said:
my matter and energy will return from whence it came



Where does your information go? The snippet of code that allowed that human body to be your space suit?

Once the hardware is stripped off the code, where does the code go?





I believe in the collective consciousness. I think it all ebbs and flows out of a pool of energy. I don't think we are as amazing and special as we think we are. The ocean currents are energy that comes from nowhere but pure physics, the moon and the sun and the rotation of the earth all intertwining in complex patterns. I think consciousness is similar, it's just beyond our comprehension to grasp how it works. I think other animals have a better connection than we do. Fish and birds for instance, their ability to travel as a single unit is because they can tap into this energy. I believe we evolved out of that connection for the same reason whales evolved out of having legs, we no longer needed it for survival.


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A cautious young fellow named Lodge / Had seat belts installed in his Dodge. / When his date was strapped in / He committed a sin / Without even leaving the garage. That's clever, isn't it?-A boy and his dog

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Re: Death and age [Re: bloodsheen]
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bloodsheen said:
I don't think we are as amazing and special as we think we are.



We are, but everything is that in equal measure.

Everything is 100% as extra hyper special as every other thing, AND ITS ALL YOU.


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Re: Death and age [Re: bloodsheen] * 1
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bloodsheen said:
I believe in the collective consciousness.


We're all hooked up to Fantasia, the unified source of all inspiration. Our minds are hooked up to the same cognitive Internet.

Your brain is a server in a network, not an isolated solo thing.




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Re: Death and age [Re: Asante]
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Definitely. I wonder if maybe sex breaks down the barriers we put up in our minds to help us survive this cruel world. In my best sexual experiences I lost the ability to define where I ended and she began, similar to how psychedelics make you lose sense of self being separate from not-self


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A cautious young fellow named Lodge / Had seat belts installed in his Dodge. / When his date was strapped in / He committed a sin / Without even leaving the garage. That's clever, isn't it?-A boy and his dog

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Re: Death and age [Re: AmericanPsycho]
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AmericanPsycho said:
Wonder Boy said:
The older I get the more i fear death. Not the pain or the how, but the people I’ll be leaving behind.


For me it's the other way around.  I'm more afraid about how long and painful it will be when i'm in the process of dying.  It could be pretty quick or more drawn out like with a cancer diagnosis or something.


Both my grandparents are in their 90s and they are fucked.
My gran is in a nursing home and last time I went to see her she hardly recognised me and she looked so frail, it really upset me to see her that way.

My grandad has his wits about him but last time I saw him hes like fuck this shit let me die. He had tumours removed at Christmas and hasn't been well since. After i seen him in April He fell and broke his hip. He had operations and had to stay in hospital but my auntie messaged my dad the other day to say his condition is really bad and he'll literally be dead in a couple of weeks.

I don't want to live in to my 90s, fuck that noise.


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Re: Death and age [Re: Bumholio]
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Awww man. I hear you though. I figure around mid to late 80's for me. I just want to go to sleep, a very looooong sleep. I don't want to be feeble in mind or body.I bet in another 20-30 years assisted "suicide" will be in place in clinics all over the planet, hopefully.


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Re: Death and age [Re: Bumholio]
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Bumholio said:
Both my grandparents are in their 90s and they are fucked.
My gran is in a nursing home and last time I went to see her she hardly recognised me and she looked so frail, it really upset me to see her that way.

My grandad has his wits about him but last time I saw him hes like fuck this shit let me die. He had tumours removed at Christmas and hasn't been well since. After i seen him in April He fell and broke his hip. He had operations and had to stay in hospital but my auntie messaged my dad the other day to say his condition is really bad and he'll literally be dead in a couple of weeks.

I don't want to live in to my 90s, fuck that noise.


God damn that sounds really awful.  I think if I'm in that situation I'll just get a doctor's help with assisted suicide.  I'm too afraid of fucking it up if I tried it myself.   


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Re: Death and age [Re: AmericanPsycho]
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I sort of knew when I went home in April itd likely be the last time I see them. I hadn't been home for years before that and I feel bad because they were such a big part of my life growing up. When I told my gran I was moving to Ireland she started crying lol and I know she always worried about me and my dad never told her I was a raging alcoholic when she asked about me lol.

I was thinking about assisted suicide the other day. Like say I was in a car accident or something or had an illness that left me with severe brain injuries where I couldn't speak or write or communicate. I've no idea what level of consciousness people with those sorts of injuries have. Like would I be in my wheelchair thinking fuck I'm hungry or fuck its warm or are you literally just a breathing shell of a human?

Anyway if I was in that condition in sure I wouldn't be sat there going fuck this is great I'd probably be going know what fuck this shit I want out.
Who the fuck has the right to tell me I cant end my life in those circumstances, and even worse prosecute anyone who assisted me in doing it.


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Re: Death and age [Re: Bumholio]
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See : Johnny Got His Gun (Movie)

Joe Bonham (Bottoms), a young American soldier hit by an artillery shell during World War I, lies in a hospital bed. He is a quadruple amputee who has also lost his eyes, ears, mouth and nose. He remains conscious and able to reason, but his wounds render him a prisoner in his own body. As he drifts between reality and fantasy, he remembers his old life with his family and girlfriend (Kathy Fields). He also forms a bond, of sorts, with a young nurse (Diane Varsi) who senses his plight.

Eventually, Joe tries to communicate to his doctors, via Morse code by tapping his head, saying "help." He wishes for the US Army to put him in a glass coffin in a freak show as a demonstration of the horrors of war. When told that his wish may be impossible to grant, he responds begging to be euthanized, repeatedly saying "kill me."

He ultimately realizes that the Army can grant neither wish, and will leave him in a state of living death. His sympathetic nurse attempts to euthanize him by clamping his breathing tube, but her supervisor stops her before Joe can succumb. Joe realizes that he will never be released from his state of entrapment and he is left alone, weakly chanting, "S.O.S. Help me."


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Re: Death and age [Re: tyrannicalrex] * 1
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See thatd be my worst nightmare, isn't it locked in syndrome or something?

I'll have a look for that film now T :asianofapproval:


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"great things may come to those who wait, but only what's left by those who hustle"

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Re: Death and age [Re: Bumholio]
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Metallica used clips of it for that "one" song. Someone watched that metallica vid on LSD and freaked out on the whole thing when they saw it, lol. He was a bonehead anyway. I think he never tripped again as far as I know.


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Re: Death and age [Re: tyrannicalrex]
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I wouldn't want to do that either tbh. Although Metallica rips so maybe that would balance it out

I watched Eraserhead with no warning of what I was about to watch, stoned out of my mind, and that was probably the scariest film experience of my life. If life were like Eraserhead I would be assisting my own suicide right now


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A cautious young fellow named Lodge / Had seat belts installed in his Dodge. / When his date was strapped in / He committed a sin / Without even leaving the garage. That's clever, isn't it?-A boy and his dog

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Re: Death and age [Re: tyrannicalrex]
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"Maybe it's time for you to go now. You're a very unlucky young man and sometimes it rubs off" - jesus



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