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Re: My best friend belittles me and treats me like shit, and I don't know what to do. [Re: SkulletteDemystifi] 1
#26131683 - 08/11/19 11:24 PM (4 years, 5 months ago) |
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You ever think he mocks you for your impotence because you put up with his behavior and he thinks you'll continue to do so because of your supposed lack of willpower?
The longer you let him use you and excuse it by telling yourself you don't care and your self respect doesn't matter the more you prove him right.
It does matter. You matter. A relationship doesn't have to last forever to be worth something. In fact the most important parts of relationships is helping us grow.
This does bother you so stop lying to yourself. You deserve better and it's time to move on. There are other great fascinating people out there who will treat you better and at this point your relationship with this person is just keeping you from getting out there and meeting them.
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Re: My best friend belittles me and treats me like shit, and I don't know what to do. [Re: PoisonousLookalike] 1
#26131696 - 08/11/19 11:45 PM (4 years, 5 months ago) |
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bloodsheen said: You will be happy again brother. This guy doesn't own your happiness.
<3 thank you
BTW I also have some kind of PTSD from my latest hellish trip. Some people might laugh at that, PTSD from a bad trip?? What a pussy I must be But not really; the ego helps to suppress a lot of these things, without much of an ego even a relatively trivial thing can be pretty traumatic. That's why administering morphine to soldiers on the battlefield reduces the incidence of PTSD; it boosts the ego.
I have a hard time sleeping these days and I am haunted by thoughts of death, weird auditory hallucinations etc
That shits real
Also I feel like I'm turning into another morel guy, even my writing style is becoming like his.
Also this is exactly why people like your friend are toxic to be around. It encourages us to think negatively of ourselves.
You're not a pussy for having some residual anxiety and stress from a trip. Skim through the physical and mental wellbeing forum for a couple pages. It's not terribly uncommon and I'm certain it doesn't get talked about more because of friends like yours. I'd be willing to bet a major portion of the users here had a bad trip that effected them ror days or months and don't acknowledge it because of the ego and the culture.
I say fuck that. We are a forum that is dedicated to information and information is useless if it's not the whole truth. Not being honest with yourself is where the worst lies in our culture start.
Don't enable people like "A" to gaslight you and encourage you to embrace these lies as if they're your own. Struggling with anxiety and depression I'm certain you have had more than enough of that.
If I sound harsh it's because I care and I've been in almost the exact same position before. You sound so much like me when my self esteem was shit and I was so blinded by someone who actually wanting to be around me that I actually was interested in... You're literally coming out from under a rock friend. This is just a first. It hurts to let it go but in order for you to grow and experience the better that exists out further from your rock you do need to let it go.
I sincerely wish you all the best and hope you continue to develop your self respect. You do have some or you wouldn't have made this thread.
Do better, get better, find better.
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