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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: psi]
    #26074744 -

But don't you see? That's what validates my story. Me and McKenna were trying to get to the same thing and I never even knew the man existed when I finally did get to it.

That's proof if you need any

I didn't copy McKenna in any way shape or form. He was trying to get to the object. I eventually did. I then found out about McKenna and his attempts and it blew my fucking mind that I saw the same thing that the mushroom was dangling in from of him


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly] * 1
    #26074745 -

Then when I heard him reading ancient texts about a dude who dreamed of himself being a golden object singing praises to the Lord's of Byzantium...it made me go back into history and learn that others knew about this thing too.

So it's either the biggest coincidence ever or the truth.


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly] * 1
    #26074785 -

Then fuckin write it without fishing for anymore sympathy and emotional support


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Trees is dead, this is his mum posting



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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: trees]
    #26074792 -

See..how am I fishing for sympathy when I'm just responding to people? I defend myself and all of a sudden I'm fishing for sympathy


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: trees]
    #26074804 -

But I get the idea..just forget everyone's opinion and do it if I really think I have something here. I feel you.

I came here looking for some motivation, not sympathy. Sorry if it came off that way.

Love all you fucks


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #26074810 -

Youre still going to write the book right? It would be a definite must-read for me.

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #26074812 -

And if anyone thinks I'm being cocky..let me admit something. I have never heard the mushroom speak. I always wanted to exchange a dialogue with it but for some reason it held back in that way. So for anyone who has spoken to the mushroom, you have done something I haven't. And to the ones who speak to entities, I have never spoken to one, I just observe them. I haven't mustered the courage up yet to try to talk to them.

Although I have been through a lot with psychs, I have more frontiers to conquer.


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: LogicaL Chaos] * 1
    #26074816 -

LogicaL Chaos said:
Youre still going to write the book right? It would be a definite must-read for me.



I am going to write something. I may not make it into a book but it will be writings about my life

Death is inching closer everyday..


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly] * 1
    #26074822 -

I really hope u do. Dont let other people change your mind about it.

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly] * 1
    #26074825 -

Once, I was deep in the strongest LSD trip I have done. I was using sensory deprivation to explore. Part way into the trip, I experienced a very traumatic moment, caused by someone bursting in on me. After the situation was calmed, I tried to go back in, but the damage was done and I couldn't settle into my space again.

Thoroughly dazed and confused, I went downstairs and grabbed a beer to try and steady my nerves, also initiating a conversation with the person who had burst in on me earlier. A short way into doing so, I found my vision engulfed by two huge spherical objects. I don't know what they were, but 'Gods' would be the only way I could describe them.

As conversation would flow between myself and the woman I was talking to, I could see energy flowing between them, in the form of billions of translucent layers. To me, it was as though these layers represented every individual human life, much as in the story 'The Egg', by Andy Weir. Like suddenly, I was aware of the transcendental nature of the forms of masculine and feminine. That these two energies are each a separate 'God'; always attracted and trying to bond in unity but at the same time always remaining separate.

And the funny thing is, this is not the only time I have experienced such a vision. On peak states of several different substances, have I experienced very similar.

I have not shared this story here before, because it is a very personal one, and it does not necessarily mean anything to anyone but me. Maybe it was truth, maybe it was just my drug-addled brain. I don't pretend to know.

I've seen realms deep in sober meditation. I've seen realms in peak drug experiences. I've several times had communication direct from the universe (and have the words tattooed on me). I've seen realms in my near death experiences, of which I have had several.

I'm not trying to one up you here Bill. I'm just trying to point out that if you've seen or experienced something, then chances are that many have also done so before.

Your story is special to you. I think you should be proud of it. I think we should all be proud of our own journeys, and our own battles, and that we should love ourselves and each other in equal measure.

Why do you take me saying such things as such an attack, and react so aggressively?


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Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not.
--Jac O'keeffe

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Jokeshopbeard] * 3
    #26074906 -

thought you already wrote a book



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:niffla:

ACADEMY AWARD WINNING ACTOR
WG32 KILLED HOFFA
PROFESSIONAL BALL BUFFERER
WORST NEIGHBORHOOD YARD OF 2026 WINNER
OTD’S FORMER PRODIGAL SON
TODAY IS BEER DAY

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Nifflerz]
    #26074948 -

Look at what you wrote and if you don't think it's worth defending myself over then I don't know. Fuck it.

And I respect you so what you say digs a little deeper than if someone else that isn't quite as involved would say. If I didn't respect you, I wouldn't have even bothered to respond.

Anyway, like I said, I love you fucks.


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Nifflerz] * 1
    #26074950 -

Niffla said:
thought you already wrote a book





Killing Jesus was my best work :ancientaliens:


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

Extras: Filter Print Post Top
Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #26074951 -

Bill_Oreilly said:
Look at what you wrote and if you don't think it's worth defending myself over then I don't know. Fuck it.


What is it I wrote specifically that you feel you need to defend yourself over? I don't need to look at it Bill, I know what I wrote.

If you love and respect me as you say, then please help educate me as to what I did wrong that deserved the reaction you gave me so that I might learn better in the future.


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Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not.
--Jac O'keeffe

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #26074965 -

C'mon man you know what you said.
Basically saying it's not worth it for me to write a book because im just like you and everyone else and my story isn't anything special. Trying to just shit on and downplay the work I had to put in to get my mind back by saying you saw what I saw, which is possible, but I'd bet everything I have that you didn't because you would have documented it somewhere. That's off the top of my head, I don't feel like doing a bullet point post


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.

It's just a shot away..

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #26074969 -

Slum Dog Millionaire was better.

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #26074973 -

Bill_Oreilly said:
Basically saying it's not worth it for me to write a book


Jokeshopbeard said:
Writing is a very therapeutic exercise and I recommend it highly.


Jokeshopbeard said:
That's not to say I don't think you should write it - it could well be a very good therapeutic activity for you



Bill_Oreilly said:
because im just like you and everyone else and my story isn't anything special.


Jokeshopbeard said:
an entertaining parable based on the lessons you've learned that could apply to others


Jokeshopbeard said:
Once again though, I will say that your life is fascinating to you.



Bill_Oreilly said:
Trying to just shit on and downplay the work I had to put in to get my mind back by saying you saw what I saw, which is possible, but I'd bet everything I have that you didn't because you would have documented it somewhere.


Jokeshopbeard said:
Once, I was deep in the strongest LSD trip I have done. I was using sensory deprivation to explore. Part way into the trip, I experienced a very traumatic moment, caused by someone bursting in on me. After the situation was calmed, I tried to go back in, but the damage was done and I couldn't settle into my space again.

Thoroughly dazed and confused, I went downstairs and grabbed a beer to try and steady my nerves, also initiating a conversation with the person who had burst in on me earlier. A short way into doing so, I found my vision engulfed by two huge spherical objects. I don't know what they were, but 'Gods' would be the only way I could describe them.

As conversation would flow between myself and the woman I was talking to, I could see energy flowing between them, in the form of billions of translucent layers. To me, it was as though these layers represented every individual human life, much as in the story 'The Egg', by Andy Weir. Like suddenly, I was aware of the transcendental nature of the forms of masculine and feminine. That these two energies are each a separate 'God'; always attracted and trying to bond in unity but at the same time always remaining separate.

And the funny thing is, this is not the only time I have experienced such a vision. On peak states of several different substances, have I experienced very similar.

I have not shared this story here before, because it is a very personal one, and it does not necessarily mean anything to anyone but me. Maybe it was truth, maybe it was just my drug-addled brain. I don't pretend to know.

I've seen realms deep in sober meditation. I've seen realms in peak drug experiences. I've several times had communication direct from the universe (and have the words tattooed on me). I've seen realms in my near death experiences, of which I have had several.



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Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not.
--Jac O'keeffe

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Jokeshopbeard] * 1
    #26074985 -

I don't know if you actually bother to read my posts and give them a moment of thought, because based on your last post it seems that you've taken ONLY that which could be seen as in any way a disagreement with you, and COMPLETELY discounted what could be seen as encouragement. It's like you WANT for me to be going against you, so that you can rail back against me.

Perhaps this is why your life feels so special to you. Perhaps you see adversity at every turn, so that you can come out on top as the winner.

I AM NOT DISCOUNTING YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS.

But come on Bill, NOTHING I HAVE SAID IS SHITTING ON YOU EITHER.

Loosen up man, please. There's more to this whacky existence than just the weird-ass shit you've been through. You don't seem to have much sight of that.


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Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not.
--Jac O'keeffe

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly] * 1
    #26074990 -

What's wrong with saying everyone's special? Or is it there's some ideal form in which that takes? For you. No Bill to be honest my first thought about this is you telling us you think you were having a "lapse" and how you've been using L as your go to. Those two things make a guy really into himself. LSD is an ego drug, it's just such a bullshitter. Like the uncle you didn't realize was creepy until you got older. Then you've got a whole complex theory based on the types of "I am special" attitudes that arise from simple disorders to full blown psychosis. Literally no one would think they are more interesting than a diagnosed fella who likes LSD, aside from tossing a bunch of cocaine in there and calling it a party. You're being defensive not because you are offended but because you think you are doing people a service. Have you read Be Here Now? Shit reads exactly like this conversation. I have an interesting story, but no one cares about the whole thing. Let me help fill in the gaps. There are tons of promising formats that maybe you could get an inspiring book out of, but keep it short, to the point, and make it seem like a lesson. Spiritual people seeking spiritualism don't want stories, they seek experience.

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Re: I think I am going to write a book on my life [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #26075001 -

XLCaps said:
Spiritual people seeking spiritualism don't want stories, they seek experience.


Well said man. That's why I suggested something like this:

Jokeshopbeard said:
Now if it were a fictional work - something like 'The Alchemist' by Paulo Coelho - an entertaining parable based on the lessons you've learned that could apply to others


The granular verbosity of a single life lived in this topsy turvy reality can only go so far as to educating, helping, or providing new experience.


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Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not.
--Jac O'keeffe

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