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aghorrorag
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Tsafir Understood.
#25974691 - 05/05/19 10:06 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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During a tumultuous period of time when I was suffering from an untreated, not properly diagnosed mental illness I created a fictional, satirical character known as "Tsafir Kamel". I would learn later on that I suffer from schizoaffective disorder. I was put before a judge to be charged for illegal activities on the internet. The judge ruled that I was mentally unfit to stand trial. The idea behind the fictional, satirical character was that it represented an artistic portrayal of a false deity. During these days when I was mentally ill, the character completely consumed me to the point that I no longer was Adam. Am I legally or morally responsible for the disturbing content the character created? No, I am not. I was legitimately mentally ill as a California judge ruled me to be. I do feel a deep sense of regret for the content created by the character, but at the same time, everything happens for a reason. If anything, the character proves that there should be greater regulations and restrictions as to who can post what online. Truly, "Tsafir Kamel" represented a FALSE ideology perpetrated by a FALSE representation of a deity. Since I am now on the proper psychiatric medication, I can tell you that the real me is a compassionate, decent, and reasonable man. I will use the remainder of my life to give back to my community, society, and the world. If I ever in the future stop taking my psychiatric medication or use illegal substances that jeopardize my sanity, my freedom should be ended. I am already working in my community to solve homelessness. I will use the remainder of my life to defeat mental illness all around the world. God has blessed me with intelligence and determination. I will use my intelligence and determination to make this planet a better place. God offers those who have made mistakes and truly repent forgiveness. I seek a chance for redemption. Redemption for me is to be the blessed person that God created me to be. My mother and grandfather raised me right. I believe they are in heaven guiding me. Defeating HIV and CTE are passions of mine. I honestly believe that in the depths of my mind and soul, there is a better way to combat these two diseases. I hope that I am given the chance to prove the content and nature of my heart. I will work as hard as I can to offer whatever I can give to the human race.
I hope I am forgiven.
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Oceanshoree
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Re: Tsafir Understood. [Re: aghorrorag] 1
#25974701 - 05/05/19 10:12 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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actually i disagree, God did not create you with intelligence or any scheme of it involved, you are naturally unique and who you are is who you are since the beginning of time
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That's just a matter of opinion though Oceanshoree. You can't prove that. No need to derail this blokes thread when he's being so honest and telling us about himself, he's not trying to tell you who and what you are.
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Re: Tsafir Understood. [Re: Northerner] 1
#25974712 - 05/05/19 10:22 PM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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whoah take it easy bro, u completely missed the point
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aghorrorag
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Ok. God may be the wrong term. "Higher Power" might be better.
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aghorrorag said: Ok. God may be the wrong term. "Higher Power" might be better.
Higher power is usually better. Im proud of your improved life you got for YOURSELF. Always remember your the head honcho at that mental reception desk. Peace and love man it sounds like you are much happier.
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Oceanshoree said: whoah take it easy bro, u completely missed the point
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aghorrorag said: Ok. God may be the wrong term. "Higher Power" might be better.
There isn't a wrong term if you're talking about your own beliefs man. Call it whatever you wish.
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aghorrorag
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Palmer1997 said:
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aghorrorag said: Ok. God may be the wrong term. "Higher Power" might be better.
Higher power is usually better. Im proud of your improved life you got for YOURSELF. Always remember your the head honcho at that mental reception desk. Peace and love man it sounds like you are much happier.
Thank you
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uhhh, nobody going to ask what "tsafir" did or said?
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Check OP's post history for more info.
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Re: Tsafir Understood. [Re: psi]
#25975507 - 05/06/19 10:36 AM (4 years, 10 months ago) |
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wow he reminds me of rhizo a bit.....I miss rhizo
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spirit_shadow said: uhhh, nobody going to ask what "tsafir" did or said?
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i found it man, glad you are doing ok
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Thanks
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I'm doing my best.
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