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xbloodwhipx

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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25986964 - 05/11/19 10:14 PM (4 years, 11 months ago)

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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25986973 - 05/11/19 10:16 PM (4 years, 11 months ago)

ok ok

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Amanita86
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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25986976 - 05/11/19 10:20 PM (4 years, 11 months ago)

What did you do that was irreparable for the friendship?

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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25986981 - 05/11/19 10:25 PM (4 years, 11 months ago)

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CookieCrumbs said:
Buddy I thought I was dying young too.

Now I'm fucking old and I've battled a shit ton of debilitating health problems for years. But I'm glad to be alive and I'm glad to be sober. My functionality is greatly diminished and it wasn't great to begin with but there's still alot I can do with life and I try to do it. My life has more meaning than it ever did when I was getting fucked up.

Stop and try to take care of yourself while you still can. You can have years of functionality versus years of waiting to die. That's usually how it is. Most people don't drop dead. They suffer for years.

What happens if you wake up blind tomorrow? You gonna ask your mom or your brother or your best friend to load the shotgun for you?

Yes. I am quitting for good this time. The shit i did while blacked out is unforgivable and ruined a good friendship. plus, im sick of drugs and drinking in general. At this point i want a normal, sober existance for a few years atleast. See how that goes.

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Yeah. I am having trouble telling how bad my withdrawal really is.

It IS there for certain, but i dont believe its bad enough that I could go into seizures. I seem stuck in "stage 1" of withdrawals. There are def some physical symptoms/physical withdrawal going on.

However the seizure aspect really scares the fuck out of me. Probably was just a panic attack. Im going to play it safe. Time to drink the rest of the bottle Jk lol

You are such a moron

Fuck off and die all you do is post garbage

I can say the same about you. Youre probably 3 Budweiser's away from a full blown seizures my guy watch out :lol:

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Amanita86
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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25986992 - 05/11/19 10:34 PM (4 years, 11 months ago)

What ya’ll got beef about?

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Orange clock, pencil :bouncysmoke:

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"They threw me off the hay truck about noon..." :fishing:

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*Mark 15:34 :levitate:

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Gam zeh ya’avor... :sunny:

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CookieCrumbs
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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987032 - 05/11/19 10:53 PM (4 years, 11 months ago)

Guys let bloodwhip have his thread. No need to dig up drama.

There's an AA thread in physical and mental wellbeing that might be able to help make the ride out easier OP. It'll be a hard road but it'll be well worth it deal with it now before anything worse happens. And the sooner you get it over with the sooner you can get better and find better things to invest your time, money, energy, and life into.

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xbloodwhipx

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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987064 - 05/11/19 11:10 PM (4 years, 11 months ago)

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Amanita86 said:
What ya’ll got beef about?

I dont. i dont think ive ever interacted with him before.

I guess my beef is that my first memorable interaction ive had with him was being called a moron for having withdrawals.

That actually leaves such a bad taste in my mouth that he will be the first person ive put on ignore since 2013. what a vile person :shrug:

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xbloodwhipx

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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987067 - 05/11/19 11:11 PM (4 years, 11 months ago)

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Amanita86 said:
What did you do that was irreparable for the friendship?

id really rather not say. if you must know i could PM you

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Oceanshoree
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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987071 - 05/11/19 11:16 PM (4 years, 11 months ago)

they got drugs hidden in there but i am delusional :smile:

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Amanita86
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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987094 - 05/11/19 11:33 PM (4 years, 11 months ago)

Na you’re good, I was just being a dick..

I hope whatever it was turns out not to be a friendship ender yo..

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Orange clock, pencil :bouncysmoke:

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"They threw me off the hay truck about noon..." :fishing:

:fishing:

:mushroom2:

*Mark 15:34 :levitate:

:levitate:

:mushroom2:

:blueninja:

Gam zeh ya’avor... :sunny:

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Bumholio
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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987289 - 05/12/19 02:42 AM (4 years, 11 months ago)

I've had some shitty withdraws in my time. Mostly I'd end up staying awake for like 3 or 4 days in a row with maybe a few hours sleep in between and I was working at the time too. I'd binge watch shite on Netflix for hours on end feeling like I was going to die.

The last one was the fucking worse though. Full blown DT's, hallucinating, confused, seizure and ended up in hospital. I'm so glad I'm done with that shit.

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xbloodwhipx

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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987591 - 05/12/19 08:47 AM (4 years, 10 months ago)

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Amanita86 said:
Na you’re good, I was just being a dick..

I hope whatever it was turns out not to be a friendship ender yo..

I peed on something of his. Ill leave it at that. :lol:

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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987852 - 05/12/19 11:19 AM (4 years, 10 months ago)

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xbloodwhipx said:
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Amanita86 said:
Na you’re good, I was just being a dick..

I hope whatever it was turns out not to be a friendship ender yo..

I peed on something of his. Ill leave it at that.

I know 2 guys (brothers) who are a nightmare for it. They have pissed on TV's, in wardrobes, in the corner of the room, probably pissed the bed too.

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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987860 - 05/12/19 11:24 AM (4 years, 10 months ago)

Oh that’s it? And you were drunk, that’s the most easily forgivable thing you can do unless it was his kids’s head or some shit..

Get drunk, gotta piss, the world isn’t made of bathrooms..

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Orange clock, pencil :bouncysmoke:

:bouncysmoke:

"They threw me off the hay truck about noon..." :fishing:

:fishing:

:mushroom2:

*Mark 15:34 :levitate:

:levitate:

:mushroom2:

:blueninja:

Gam zeh ya’avor... :sunny:

:sunny:

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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987865 - 05/12/19 11:27 AM (4 years, 10 months ago)

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Amanita86 said:
Oh that’s it? And you were drunk, that’s the most easily forgivable thing you can do unless it was his kids’s head or some shit..

Get drunk, gotta piss, the world isn’t made of bathrooms..

......or is it :awehigh:

:awehigh:

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Amanita86
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Re: Im living like im dyingn

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#25987866 - 05/12/19 11:28 AM (4 years, 10 months ago)

...

:excellent:

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:mushroom2:

Orange clock, pencil :bouncysmoke:

:bouncysmoke:

"They threw me off the hay truck about noon..." :fishing:

:fishing:

:mushroom2:

*Mark 15:34 :levitate:

:levitate:

:mushroom2:

:blueninja:

Gam zeh ya’avor... :sunny:

:sunny:

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