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    #25940787 - 04/17/19 11:28 PM (5 years, 8 months ago)

It always happens a bit but I seem to be getting a bad dose right now.

Anytime I start growing, long before I have any harvest, I get the impression that total strangers know exactly what the fuck I'm doing - with those bags of grain, with those Sterlite containers, with those bales of coir, and so on.  It drives me nuts

Today I went to get 4 Sterilite 16 qts on sale at less then $2.89 each 'cause I want to try what I'll call "low-rider monos" - where I can put the 16 qts side by side to equal a 64 qt mono only with less headroom, and stack them up as needed for no-care growth.  'Cause even after thinking on it I can't see where the headroom is really needed, so long as the airflow is good, since these 16 qts have enough for a few inches of sub and normal sort of shroom height, and hell, if they grow taller they can just bend over (PEs always do anyway) it isn't going to hurt shit.  And it doesn't expose as much sub per tub to contams which always seem to bite me in monos which is why I went to mini-tubs years ago in my FC.  Here's the comparison:



But there I am with these innocent tubs out in the parking lot unlocking the car and some sketchy dude about 25 feet away is smoking a cig and talking (I thought!) on his phone - then I realize he thinks he's talking to me 'cause he's watching me do this.  Like "Have a good TRIP!"  and shit like that, like he fucking KNOWS what those containers are fated to become.  And then I'm leaving and he's like "Good TALKING to you" and I'm thinking "Dude you have serious mental problems."

But this isn't the first time this has happened which is why I mention it.  I used to get it worse even, but I thought I'd gotten over it.  I mean all I'm doing here is committing a felony and liberating my mind.  Not like that's at all unusual.  :laugh2:

What y'all think?

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Re: growing paranoia [Re: PrimalSoup] * 2
    #25940789 - 04/17/19 11:40 PM (5 years, 8 months ago)

Lol Sounds like you are paranoid like normal from bud or psychdelics, or maybe you have some type of schizotypal personality disorder and you should not be doing shrooms lol.

I'm sure you are fine though, normal anxiety like experiences which could be brought on by committing high crime, as long as you aren't having similar experiences in normal life.

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Re: growing paranoia [Re: PrimalSoup] * 1
    #25940792 - 04/17/19 11:41 PM (5 years, 8 months ago)

I think you're as paranoid as I am Haha.. I get like that as well plus I'm on paper so it's even sketchier Haha do you drink coffee ? I drink a ton and it makes it worse almost like I'm smoking dope again peaking out windows


I get like that when I smoke weed like everyone is watching me and knows what I'm thinking it's called schizophrenia lmao

You're good and so am I it's all part of the fun we have everyday


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Re: growing paranoia [Re: cbeveridge3]
    #25940794 - 04/17/19 11:45 PM (5 years, 8 months ago)

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Lol Sounds like you are paranoid like normal from bud or psychdelics, or maybe you have some type of schizotypal personality disorder and you should not be doing shrooms lol.

I'm sure you are fine though, normal anxiety like experiences which could be brought on by committing high crime, as long as you aren't having similar experiences in normal life.




Actually I'm sober for years and as stable as ever in my life. :lol:

But this kind of thing, I'm not thinking about the criminal aspects of it at all, I was just joking about that part.  That used to bother me maybe twenty years ago.  But know I'm basically a semi-pillar of the community going about my business...except...

Thought it'd be something good to discuss as it seems to affect a lot of people on here.  :solidnod:

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Re: growing paranoia [Re: Boogieman47] * 1
    #25940797 - 04/17/19 11:48 PM (5 years, 8 months ago)

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I think you're as paranoid as I am Haha.. I get like that as well plus I'm on paper so it's even sketchier Haha do you drink coffee ? I drink a ton and it makes it worse almost like I'm smoking dope again peaking out windows


I get like that when I smoke weed like everyone is watching me and knows what I'm thinking it's called schizophrenia lmao

You're good and so am I it's all part of the fun we have everyday




Yeah well I notice this is a kind of weird synchronicity I get where strangers seem to suss my motives out.  This one just got under my skin so to speak.

I did spend much of a year schizoid as hell from a concussion decades ago.  Maybe you never really get over it.  But that wasn't paranoia.  I quit weed a long time ago 'cause it always made me break out in paranoia's.  Plus, well I was growing it and it wasn't legal like it is now.  :laugh2:

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Re: growing paranoia [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #25940802 - 04/17/19 11:51 PM (5 years, 8 months ago)

yeah man I had a gnarly concussion about a year ago my mind still doesn't seem right on top of everything else that happened last few years ima fucking wreck Haha..


I live in the country and my road gets traffic but every car that parks I think they are watching my house like I pull the binoculars out and peep them to see if they are peeping me


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Re: growing paranoia [Re: Boogieman47]
    #25940804 - 04/18/19 12:05 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

Ah fuck concussions are total pits.  This was to my frontal lobe on the left side and I lost the ability to plan anything, as well as all kinds of weird stuff happened.  Total strangers would come up on the street and tell me things I somehow needed to know. If I smoked dope it was always highly hallucinogenic, and my eyes would change color. Synchronicity took over big time.  Not only did I experience the weird stuff people I knew commented on it as well straight up.  It was like a completely different world, but in many ways it got me started on research into psychedelic states and what they do to reality around you. 

Many of my early heavy trips were heavily paranoid as well, but that eventually went away.  Nothing bad ever happened. :shrug:

Now I need to grow quite a bit due to the research I'm continuing with, which takes high doses multiple days for weeks (yeah hell of a job but WTF).

I'll run through a kg of fresh every week or so at that rate, made into tea and frozen, so my FC has trouble with the capacity when I start expanding bulk. 



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Re: growing paranoia [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #25940810 - 04/18/19 12:18 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

I’ve packed all my shit up in trash bags and stashed it all in the woods a few times lol

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Re: growing paranoia [Re: Neowynd8]
    #25940818 - 04/18/19 12:27 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

Mine was on the right, spins for months ... that is pretty crazy but I believe it weird shit happens and goes on around me as well and I am afraid to ask if it happened lmao..

That's alot a half p a week Haha I used to dose 7 grams give or take once a week I think I need to do more but I actually was less sketched when I took shrooms on a routinely basis


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Re: growing paranoia [Re: Neowynd8]
    #25940829 - 04/18/19 12:45 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

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I’ve packed all my shit up in trash bags and stashed it all in the woods a few times lol




I had elaborate plans for constructing a completely undetectable grow room in my house.  But I got over it. :thataintright:

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Re: growing paranoia [Re: Boogieman47]
    #25940838 - 04/18/19 12:54 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

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Mine was on the right, spins for months ... that is pretty crazy but I believe it weird shit happens and goes on around me as well and I am afraid to ask if it happened lmao..

That's alot a half p a week Haha I used to dose 7 grams give or take once a week I think I need to do more but I actually was less sketched when I took shrooms on a routinely basis




It's sort of like there's this weird universe right next door where it happens all the time but people choose to live in the normal one...

I found this dosing method out by experimentation and just following the trips where they led.  There's at least a few people out there with experience of mega-dosing like this and if you can handle it it's really pretty useful.  Not a perma-trip but something significant.  Actually closer to 2 lbs a week fresh weight.  If it wasn't for the tea it couldn't be done, at least not by me. :lol: I've got to perfect a reliable stack-and-neglect tub approach for this so I can expand it enough.  Right now I'm concentrating on cleanest spawn and so far so good.

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Re: growing paranoia [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #25941120 - 04/18/19 07:56 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

primal soup, we have things in common. i can't smoke cannabis anymore, after being high for years, because all i get from it anymore is paranoia. galloping waves of paranoia. cannot deal. makes me sad, because i loved it before.

plans for building the undetectable grow space in my house. i also got over it. of course, i'm piling onto my space right now for a visit from an hvac contractor. would be nice to not need to do this.

and getting the creeps from normies who just have to know what i'm up to. i now run through a narrative in my head as i'm out shopping of what i'm using everything for. keeping that running makes for quick, credible responses when anyone asks questions. i know nothing about horses, "these oats? oh i'm experimenting with using them for home brewing. say, you know where i can find some barley feed?" "oh these tubs? my niece's science project. something about potatoes on mars, idk." "these jars? i use them for flower arrangements for friends and family. way cheaper than vases."  sketchy fucker in the parking lot. find another place to shop.

one thing is certain. this hobby has made me a much better liar.


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Re: growing paranoia [Re: J. Jack Flash]
    #25941183 - 04/18/19 08:52 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

Yeah paranoia is part of it:shrug: People asking me shit and im like what the fuck does it matter to you? Im a grown ass man i don’t have to tell them shit


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Re: growing paranoia [Re: J. Jack Flash]
    #25941190 - 04/18/19 08:55 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

I have an outside shed but I still need to cook soak and prep all my shit in the house I do the same jack.. people have asked me all the time do you have chickens ? Or why did you have 3 pressure cookers ?? Once when I used to boil grain a repair guy asked if I made hooch cause he would buy some lmao .. I said no I feed my goats with it yeah I know they are spoiled but I figured it will help their teeth woth the softer grain ..


anyway I have even straight up told people I grew mushrooms at feed shops and they were like I wish you would come to our farmers market we cant ever find any good mushrooms haha


I just dont kno why people are so damn nosey what sketches me the most is going in and buying 5 cases of jars on top of 10 packs of coir ..people think I'm growing pot and if they do then the cops do too


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Re: growing paranoia [Re: Boogieman47]
    #25941255 - 04/18/19 09:43 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

Yeah i live in bumfuk texas so people definitely get nosy, many times ill shop at different places for different things and maybe even a different town. Keeps people out of my business.


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    #25941261 - 04/18/19 09:46 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

Yeah I will goto all three feed shops in my area and pick up a couple hundred lbs of grain from each that way by the time I go back it's not like man you just were here yesterday Haha..


Same with Wally world I'll go buy all my jiffy mix 10 from each spot now that they have coir there cheap as fuck I been buying carloads..


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    #25941262 - 04/18/19 09:47 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

Oh hell yeah im going to Walmart ti get coir :rockon:


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    #25941265 - 04/18/19 09:50 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

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Re: growing paranoia [Re: SFS96]
    #25941267 - 04/18/19 09:53 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

I have a "hidden" room as my fruiting area.  My house got robbed once and the robbers never touched the area, they were definitely in there.  There's a desk in that room.  All the drawers in the desk were pulled out and laying upside down and laying on the floor. There was also a couple computers stolen from that room. 

I was paranoid though, when I called the cops to make a police report.  It was winter and there was about 8 inches of snow on the ground so out into the snow the contents of the bin got tossed. 


Cop never even looked in that room.  But I was terrified of being the victim and still catching a criminal case.  Alls well that ends well

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Re: growing paranoia [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #25941268 - 04/18/19 09:54 AM (5 years, 8 months ago)

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Today I went to get 4 Sterilite 16 qts on sale at less then $2.89 each 'cause I want to try what I'll call "low-rider monos"




we call em bootboxes.

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