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 NOUS333
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 IDK If I should have fucked her 
#25893481 - 03/24/19 09:30 AM (5 years, 24 days ago) |
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So. Met this girl from a dating app...
Fucked her.
Now, I really just want to mind my business...but she seems to be attached, and wanting more.
It's not even a plausibility for me. I am totally not attracted to her. I was just attracted enough to fuck her. Her entire personality is not something I want anything to do with.
In addition, after fucking her, I feel fucking empty. Idk if anyone will understand this. But I seriously feel like dog shit for just fucking some random chick. I never anticipated that I would ever feel this way. From now on, I'm done fucking chicks that I don't give a shit about.... I just can't do it.
I shouldn't have fucked her. Now I have to let her down. Idk. It was fun while I was doing it but now I just feel like a fuckin scumbag. 
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: NOUS333] 2
#25893503 - 03/24/19 09:40 AM (5 years, 24 days ago) |
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Lesson learned. Now you gotta be honest with her sonshe can seek what she needs elsewhere.
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: NOUS333]
#25893533 - 03/24/19 09:51 AM (5 years, 24 days ago) |
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just ghost her it's what everyone does now
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: NOUS333]
#25893538 - 03/24/19 09:56 AM (5 years, 24 days ago) |
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Fuck her again
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: SporeJunkie] 1
#25893576 - 03/24/19 10:16 AM (5 years, 24 days ago) |
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thats too bad you feel like crap, but patchouli is right. just tell her its not guna work out. no harm in that
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: NOUS333] 1
#25893594 - 03/24/19 10:29 AM (5 years, 24 days ago) |
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NOUS333 said:
I shouldn't have fucked her. Now I have to let her down. Idk. It was fun while I was doing it but now I just feel like a fuckin scumbag.
Sounds like you learned in one night a lesson that it took me a whole year and many broken hearts to learn.
I think that's something to be grateful for alright!! Life lessons FTW.
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Edited by Jokeshopbeard (03/24/19 11:34 AM)
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: NOUS333]
#25893697 - 03/24/19 11:17 AM (5 years, 24 days ago) |
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NOUS333 said:
In addition, after fucking her, I feel fucking empty. Idk if anyone will understand this. But I seriously feel like dog shit for just fucking some random chick. I never anticipated that I would ever feel this way. From now on, I'm done fucking chicks that I don't give a shit about.... I just can't do it.
It's always good to know yourself and what you're really looking for. But don't beat yourself up too much, you haven't actually wronged this woman from what you describe. Did you have a religious upbringing by any chance?
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: yeah]
#25894072 - 03/24/19 02:08 PM (5 years, 24 days ago) |
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yeah said:
just ghost her it's what everyone does now
If you have just discovered you feel bad about fucking someone you don't want to ne involved with, it would behoove you to disregard this advice.
That would make you feel even shittier in the long run, whereas if you are honest now you can still walk away having learned something about yourself and what you are looking for, as well as honing those all too important communication skills.
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: psi]
#25894361 - 03/24/19 04:04 PM (5 years, 24 days ago) |
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psi said:
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NOUS333 said:
In addition, after fucking her, I feel fucking empty. Idk if anyone will understand this. But I seriously feel like dog shit for just fucking some random chick. I never anticipated that I would ever feel this way. From now on, I'm done fucking chicks that I don't give a shit about.... I just can't do it.
It's always good to know yourself and what you're really looking for. But don't beat yourself up too much, you haven't actually wronged this woman from what you describe. Did you have a religious upbringing by any chance?
Raised catholic.
Disregarded that upbringing untill i did mushrooms in 2013. Lol.
One reason aside from the superficial appearances n stuff i dont like abt this chick is that she is not very in touch with any higher power. Beats up on herself n doesnt rralize it. Has a very fucked up past and the time i spent with her felt like she was bringing negative shit into my space.
Like idk. Id be cool keeping her around as a fuck buddy and i feel like she should know thats the most i think of our arrangement. I sort of treat her like an object honestly and im pretty blunt about it. She must not think she deserves much more. Thts kinda sad. I dont want anything to do with a chick who thinks that low of themselves. And yet any chick who doesnt will be twice as hard to get with.
Ima have to tell her soon its just not gonna work.
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: NOUS333]
#25896353 - 03/25/19 05:20 PM (5 years, 23 days ago) |
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I told her and she was cool about it
Now I just have to wait for her to get her period so I can stop worrying. I will never have sex while wasted again. Should of wore a rubber. I’ve been such a dumbass lately.
I didn’t nut in her or anything but the fuckin possibility as small as it is...it’s still there. And the thought is so horrifying I’m scared straight. Honestly guys. If I get out of this one I’m changing my life. I’m depressed as fuck right now. Worried. Anxious but the moment I know I’m free of this burden I’m done being stupid.
I guess this is all unrelated but I need to vent.
Thing is I went out and did the most to even meet this bitch. But about 8-10 Months ago I came across a nice girl in one of my classes and never had the balls to talk to her. Now. Feeling like my life might as well be over anyways if this bitch gets knocked up. I said fuck it earlier and I texted this girl I actually like. And I feared she was too young. She’s not. I feared she wouldn’t wanna talk to me. She’s an open book so far.
I should of did this months ago. Instead I was a scared bitch and ended up settling for the easiest pussy that came along.
But at same time. If it all didn’t happen this way I would of never felt compelled to talk to this girl I like.
What is life.
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: NOUS333]
#25897117 - 03/26/19 12:19 AM (5 years, 23 days ago) |
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I can relate. But I was dumber. I let their hearts break. Wish I'd done it differently. Just here recently that was happening..... I'm done thinking of women for a while. If something happens, or starts happening, that builds connection through many ways, that's one thing.....
Then the question is this - Is it worse when neither care for one another . or better?
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It doesn't sound like an issue of whether you did the right or wrong thing, but that you did something and found you don't like it now. Listen to that bit of you.
If you want to do ok with ANY girls, knock off this 'bitch' nonsense. And wear a condom. Babies aren't the worst thing to worry about.
Good you told her if you just want fuck buddies. Don't discount the possibility that she just wants to treat you like an object to...maybe she just wants more object.
Seriously though, quit the adolescent 'bitch' talk. Listen to what you've learned.
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: NOUS333]
#25899844 - 03/27/19 10:29 AM (5 years, 21 days ago) |
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NOUS333 said:
Beats up on herself n doesnt rralize it. Has a very fucked up past and the time i spent with her felt like she was bringing negative shit into my space.
Common these days, in my experience so far. The women I attract a often want to talk about all the negative things in their life and their ex bf's. I call it a form of 'recreational outrage'
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: NOUS333] 1
#25900312 - 03/27/19 02:47 PM (5 years, 21 days ago) |
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NOUS333 said:
I told her and she was cool about it
Now I just have to wait for her to get her period so I can stop worrying. I will never have sex while wasted again. Should of wore a rubber. I’ve been such a dumbass lately.
I didn’t nut in her or anything but the fuckin possibility as small as it is...it’s still there. And the thought is so horrifying I’m scared straight. Honestly guys. If I get out of this one I’m changing my life. I’m depressed as fuck right now. Worried. Anxious but the moment I know I’m free of this burden I’m done being stupid.
I guess this is all unrelated but I need to vent.
Thing is I went out and did the most to even meet this bitch. But about 8-10 Months ago I came across a nice girl in one of my classes and never had the balls to talk to her. Now. Feeling like my life might as well be over anyways if this bitch gets knocked up. I said fuck it earlier and I texted this girl I actually like. And I feared she was too young. She’s not. I feared she wouldn’t wanna talk to me. She’s an open book so far.
I should of did this months ago. Instead I was a scared bitch and ended up settling for the easiest pussy that came along.
But at same time. If it all didn’t happen this way I would of never felt compelled to talk to this girl I like.
What is life.
You are going to have a baby dude. You should have 2 names considered. One name for a boy and one name for a girl. Also twins is a possibility. Better pick out 4 names. Congratulations! 
Edited by Anonymous (03/27/19 02:49 PM)
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Re: IDK If I should have fucked her [Re: Anonymous #1]
#25900615 - 03/27/19 05:42 PM (5 years, 21 days ago) |
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NOUS333 said:
I told her and she was cool about it
Now I just have to wait for her to get her period so I can stop worrying. I will never have sex while wasted again. Should of wore a rubber. I’ve been such a dumbass lately.
I didn’t nut in her or anything but the fuckin possibility as small as it is...it’s still there. And the thought is so horrifying I’m scared straight. Honestly guys. If I get out of this one I’m changing my life. I’m depressed as fuck right now. Worried. Anxious but the moment I know I’m free of this burden I’m done being stupid.
I guess this is all unrelated but I need to vent.
Thing is I went out and did the most to even meet this bitch. But about 8-10 Months ago I came across a nice girl in one of my classes and never had the balls to talk to her. Now. Feeling like my life might as well be over anyways if this bitch gets knocked up. I said fuck it earlier and I texted this girl I actually like. And I feared she was too young. She’s not. I feared she wouldn’t wanna talk to me. She’s an open book so far.
I should of did this months ago. Instead I was a scared bitch and ended up settling for the easiest pussy that came along.
But at same time. If it all didn’t happen this way I would of never felt compelled to talk to this girl I like.
What is life.
You are going to have a baby dude. You should have 2 names considered. One name for a boy and one name for a girl. Also twins is a possibility. Better pick out 4 names. Congratulations!
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