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I remember the methadone clinician telling me i would never live without methadone. Even though it did little to nothing for my pain. That was like 250$ a day that tax payer dollars were paying for while i was "disabled"...
I'm not discounting people with true disability from accidents or whatever.
But my ass wasn't disabled.. just hooked on opiates. And at the time it was a business in my opinion. Keep them coming back.
I completely understand what you're saying. I love the pain relief from psychedelics, but it only comes after the pain clarifies intensifying until I push through it... At least during trips. I do have that ability to recognize and push through the pain with micro dosing, but that's not something I have the resources to maintain.
The thing is though the only thing that allows me to put my focus into what I'm doing without the pain are the opioids where cannabis I can bear the pain mentally yet physically it's still there while psychedelics can cause me to focus on nothing, but the pain, which would mean it's probably what my body means at the time although sadly society doesn't always allow one to focus on their body rather then the environment. I'll keep attempting and doing my best to overcome pain and live with it, but I'm just at the point I can't without it managed and still am attempting to find the strength to do so as I used to when I was ignorant and oblivious of the pain. It's definitely a problem we all face sooner or later.
Edit: sorry to continue the hijacking... hijacking over.