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Offlinel0st
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would u do it over again?
    #2584722 - 04/20/04 11:10 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

if you had a chance, knowing what you know and feel now, to do all the drugs you've done in your life over again if you were somehow given a chance to go back, would you?

for me, i would say hell no.

what started as a weekend weed session with my friends turned into an everyday habit in my room , then turned into some horrible shrooms trips and eventually severe depression and regret.

i'd give anything to be able to go back and stay straight and focus on school and my body instead of spending all my time and money trying to get high.

i know its already happened and i can;t change the past, but its all i want, a second chance. because my life feels tainted, drugs tainted me and i wish someone in my family had given it to me straight about life instead of just saying drugs are bad don't do them. no one ever told me why, and now that i know, it just hurts.


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InvisibleZero7a1
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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2584769 - 04/20/04 11:26 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

I wondered this a lot myself. I still do. And i wouldnt go back... not after the life i have already endured. I think what is most important to think about, is looking to what you can make with who you are. Looking in the past may only make you feel trapped and unable to deal with the choices you have made.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2584896 - 04/21/04 12:05 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Yep, I would.


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OfflineGrok
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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2585077 - 04/21/04 12:59 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Everything but the nutmeg :nonono:!

I often wonder how I would be if I had never smoked weed, or less anyway. I started smoking when I was working, every few days. About a half a year later it must have been like 5 times a day, I don;t really remember. Seems like ever since I started smoking, everythings blurred by and I wonder if I missed anything along the way. As for doing it over...theres definatly some parts I could've gone without. But for the most part, yes, I would.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2585109 - 04/21/04 01:07 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

i wouldn't have smoked marijuana at such a young age if i could do it over. i lost many friends over it (the only friends i had) and that wasn't worth it. i went through alot of emotional pain from that experience and it was because of marijuana. i stopped smoking and they didn't...we drifted apart and i had nowhere to go for the longest time.

it may have also stunted my physical growther but i'm not sure.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2585626 - 04/21/04 02:38 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Yes, I would in a heartbeat. In a sense, illegal drug use saved me from killing myself with alcohol. It completely changed my life, and is a positive influence in my life to date.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: MOTH]
    #2585740 - 04/21/04 02:57 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

yeah, its not fun to think about doing it over. the only reason i'm kicking myself over it now is because i had a real fucked up time this past year or so and i let the drugs get the best of me. otherwise i would just put it all down to being a dumb kid and getting high too much.

but as it is, i have a lot of regret , and often think of what could have been. i'm still young so its not that bad, but it certainly has made things more difficult.

don't want to depress anyone, but i just want to know if i'm the only one thinking these things, hard as it may be to admit.. because i regret a lot these days


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2586494 - 04/21/04 12:25 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

yeah i would, there has been hard times in my life because of drug addiction and all that but today when im out of the addictions and have learned alot, i wouldnt go trough life without those bad and also good experiences like psycadelics and such, what havent killed me have only made me stronger so far


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: shriek]
    #2587338 - 04/21/04 04:59 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Definately. Theres not much you can't handle when you've been in situations where you know the world will end by the morning, that aliens are controlling things with microwaves, or that you've gone permanently insane, or died. I could well have become an alcoholic and topped myself if I hadn't discovered psychedelics and MDMA at a young age. :biggrin:


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2587594 - 04/21/04 06:24 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

I would probably be happier. But then, ignorance is bliss.

No, I wouldn't.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: Revelation]
    #2588668 - 04/21/04 11:06 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

I wouldn't take anything back, but I don't see why I would want to repeat all my past drug experiences. I've already had them and learned from them, they're in the past. I would do more drugs though  :cool: , though I tend to try to stay with psychedelics and pot now instead of the everything I could get my hands on like I used to.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2589323 - 04/22/04 01:16 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

No.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2589345 - 04/22/04 01:21 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Well, actually, I wish I had never gotten in to the club scene. It made me realize how out of it I really was though, and get my act together. (Out of it not due to the drugs, I mean)


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: CeeEssGee]
    #2589435 - 04/22/04 01:56 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Yes, but with some changes:
1) I'd have ditched the goth scene sooner. Like right after I met my fiancee.
2) I'd have not used them to try to escape my problems back in 1997-1999.
3) I'd have bought as much LSD as possible in 1998.
4) And the seemingly pure MDMA around at the time as well.
5) I'd have slept with this one girl New Year's Eve 1997 instead of being too stoned.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2589960 - 04/22/04 07:37 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

YEah I guess I would do it all again the same way, except for I wouldnt have smoked all the hash I smoked everyday In 2001-2002, because of that alone I'm dealing with all the problems I have now. Other than that I would've lived everything the same way.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: filthysock]
    #2593108 - 04/23/04 12:59 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

I would not take back anything except my gross over-use of DXM. Other than that, I have no regrets, and I've done quite a lot.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2595352 - 04/23/04 05:06 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

yes. i have a good and bad experiences, but i would still do them all over again because i think that i have realized a lot about myself and my friends through my experiences. i really like who have become and i am in a good place right now. I am not saying that drugs got me here or anything, but i feel that some of my experiences on them have helped to expedite me getting here


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2595628 - 04/23/04 06:29 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

i seriously wish i had never touched weed until i graduate high school and had all my shit in order. i started smoking weed everyday when i was 17 at it made me skip school even more, put off things like getting my licencse and took up all my time and money. so when i woke up one day out of my delussions i was left with nothing but hazy memories that depress me and a lot of regret.

i know it does no good to just sit in regret and do nothing but its just like verything is hitting me now. the impact of my life and whats at stake is finally clear to me and i realize i've thrown the last 2 years away. i mean, i was happy getting high all the time and living chronically. but then mushrooms gave me a harsh delusional trip and when i came out of it everything looks much worse than it was. theres so many wahtifs inside of me that it bugs me everyday. somethng always reminds me of my fucked up time and i cant shake it.

i ask myself everyday, "what the fuck did you do to yourself". why did my life have to turn out so fucked up.


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2596645 - 04/24/04 12:51 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

This is a hard one for me, for me and drugs have had a confusing relationship. I've done a lot, differnt type and many occasions (to say the least...). I do not take any of back, because I try to live without regret, and I would probably do them over again. However, I would probably not have tried heroin. Heroin has...and currently is...ruining my life. Still then, I'm not SO sure I would say I wouldn't do it over again.  :shake:


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Re: would u do it over again? [Re: l0st]
    #2635695 - 05/04/04 04:43 AM (13 years, 2 months ago)

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